End. (Yet...)

All you ever really need to know, all you ever really have to - you already do. You just have to take the time to discover it. ☺

[eipoj-blog]

Waking up at 12AM. 3AM. 7AM. 12NN.

Doesn’t matter. The person you think of before you sleep is still stuck there when you wake up.

*spritz* *spritz*

Feelings away.

[eipoj-blog]

It’s been a while since I’ve posted here. Years.

But on a night like this, I just feel like doing the equivalent of shouting out feelings from a mountaintop.

***

Masakit pa rin.

Parang ang tagal na, pero masakit pa rin.

And it didn’t help that I saw a new photo of yours today along with several old ones while clearing my gallery.

You’ve been on my mind lately. More than the usual.

Maybe you shouldn’t have liked that photo nearly a week ago. I know it means you want me to know you’re still there. That you still keep yourself updated. That you still check up on me.

But you’re making this hurt more than it already does.

Kaya dito ko nalang isisigaw. Dahil, magkaputulan na ng dila at mga daliri, hindi ako ang mauunang maghanap sa isang taong piniling umexit sa buhay ko.

[eipoj-blog]

17 March 2005

Blood streams from these wrists

You've cut with your lies

Under the rush of the crimson tide

My pulses begging to be free -

Breaking free.

From the raging currents inside

The waves crest higher and higher

Reaching for the heaven you once provided

But I sink deeper

Into the hell you've unwittingly come up with

The rhythm of the red river commands me:

"Lose yourself in my beat - forget your tainted sheets."

[eipoj-blog]

Brace yourself. You can act. You've done this before. You can do this. I'll show you. I can be this close and sit beside you, while everything else apart from my physical being remains out of reach. No more looking into my eyes. No more knowing looks. I choose to lock all of that away now... that you will no longer know who I used to be. She's still here - but I'll be damned if I let you see her or feel her.

Jopie, 2011

(If I keep looking back on my journals, I can most likely come up with a novel of epic proportions.)

[wickedclothes]

[lulz-time]

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[eipoj-blog]

I want this necklace.

[justatiltedlamp]

The Best April Fools' Prank (That I Shall Ever Do)

Once upon a time, I decided that it was my solemn obligation to prank my friends before we graduated.

So…I made Hogwarts Acceptance letters. A lot of them. Because who isn’t still waiting for their freaking letter to arrive?

My hand hated me so much. Also, cursive G is the worst.

Letters were posted. All was well.

Until this happened…

What the-?

[lesbrarians]

This is literally the best thing I have ever seen in my entire life.

[cavetocanvas]

Elliott Erwitt, New Jersey, USA, 1951

[eipoj-blog]

This guy has a lot of interesting photos. <3 #ElliottErwitt

[cavetocanvas]

Elliott Erwitt, Wilmington, NC, 1950

[eipoj-blog]

Peek-a-boo, I see you.

[eipoj-blog]

Even if I had the luxury of driving a car on a daily basis, I will never give up commuting.

I like it too much. (I think even more so if it isn't a necessity.)

It's the discovery of new things, places and people - seeing things you would normally miss out on:

A pair of dapper looking brown oxfords in a pile of black shoes, a hole from the rust eating away where you can see the MRT tracks down below, an empty lot of grass hidden by high walls where the sun seems to shine a bit brighter, a surprising view of the Makati skyline, toddlers playing with their utensils by the road, siblings on their way home from school, a couple holding hands, an angry little boy holding onto a jagged rock, a man who talks to the driver in a voice just a notch over normal so it seems like he's just talking to himself...

Or maybe I just see and process things differently.

And I like it that I do.

[cavetocanvas]

Elliott Erwitt, New York, 1946

[eipoj-blog]

23 Years

I credit a big part of who I am to this day 23 years ago.

[eipoj-blog]

Resort to writing. Share your thoughts with an inanimate object that will end up as a mirror to your soul.

Jopie Says

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[lulz-time]

My lovely followers, please follow this blog immediately!

[eipoj-blog]

Isa lang ang masasabi ko -

Pakshet, Universe. (up)

Joy ride? (down)

Kung tutuusin, bagay kasi eh. (neutral)

At hin- (up)

di (down)

ako tututol sa tugma. (neutral)

Kaya mumurahin nalang kita (down)

kasi anlakas mo mangtrip. (up)

Road trip, ampota. (down)

[schwenkkkk]

Now just because you deserve this doesn’t mean they’re gonna give it to you. Sometimes you gotta take what’s yours.

Coach Carter (via schwenkkkk)

[eipoj-blog]

Smitten me is scared me

Eh ang pogi mo.

Actually, hindi ka pogi.

Hot ka.

Cute?

Oh, no. Definitely not. There is nothing cute about you.

You strike me as too raw for such things.

You are like the jungle - vast, wild and mysterious.

Terrifying.

And, oh, so inspiring!

****

(Feelings, go away.)

[kurtcobains]

[lulz-time]

You see us as you want to see us… in the simplest terms and the most convenient definitions. You see us as a brain, an athlete, a basket case, a princess, and a criminal.

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[eipoj-blog]

Just because I love this movie. Oh, John Hughes. >>