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idk who is still following this account, but i’m going to slowly revamp this blog in the next couple of days/weeks! i figured i might as well organize everything before coming back lol.

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                            Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,                               while loving someone deeply gives you courage.                           @wistfulreality ┇ KIM JOONMYUN × IM YOONA

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i.m vs. changkyun

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suho ➟ ‘tempo’ (korean version)

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&: dreaming.

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wistfulreality‌:

seyong laughed heartily at her confirmation that she was still speaking in korean. “okay, then basically i’m just dumb,” he pointed out to her. “i see … well, now i’m too tired to think of any questions for you,” he exclaimed, her presence bringing this sense of relaxation that made him feel tired ( not in a bad way … but very much in a good way ).

he watched as she scooted closer to him and immediately, without asking, he wrapped his arms around her and pulled her in close. “i think that’s true too,” he whispered softly. how much he wanted to just kiss her and keep her here forever. “so you should think of something better for us to do instead of talking about another man,” he teased. his hands ran through her hair soothingly as he closed his eyes when he rested his lips on her shoulder. “do you want to go lay down?” he asked, thinking that a snuggle session would be nice too. was that asking for too much too quickly?

yerin wraps her arms around him as she listens attentively. there is a smile on her face as she looks at him followed by laughter when she hears his remark. “are you jealous?” she asks jokingly, but knows that at the end of the day, they were reunited and together.

as soon as she was about to suggest an idea, she stops as she realizes that the two of them had similar ideas in mind. “i was going to ask you that, actually.” she confessed out loud, amused over the fact that even after being separated, the two of them had moments like this when they thought alike. “i was going to get a blanket if you wanted to lay down and then we can cuddle for the rest of the night.” she takes a brief pause as she adds the following statement to tease seyong, “and i can stop talking about another man who happens to be my manager.”

glancing around her room, she knows that the distance between the couch and her room would mean a couple of extra steps and she contemplates momentarily over the idea. “or if you want more space, we can cuddle in my bed. it’s a lot better than the bed in my old apartment so there is plenty of space for the two of us.”

[pilot-kun]

smooth

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&: been through.

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yoona pouted at him before narrowing her eyes. “fine, i’ll give credit to you for the good timing,” she exclaimed with a laugh. “our members blocking us? never. they’ll be hit by one of us before such a thing would be allowed to happen.” the thought of one of her members sleeping beside her boyfriend made her actually feel sick now. even if it was done in a teasing manner, it didn’t seem right at all. she really did hope he was just joking and something like that wasn’t going to actually happen.

however, her smile found her way back to her face when they started to talk about kids. “i don’t know actually. i’ve always thought three was a good number since that was what i grew up with, but at the same time, i haven’t gone through childbirth so i have no idea if i can physically do it.” with how thin she was and how much she worked her body through the years, she wasn’t actually certain if it played a toll on her in any sort of way. “my parents weren’t nearly as famous though. i mean, sure, we saw our faces in the tabloids a few times, but nothing crazy really. what about you though? how many would you want to have?”

joonmyun laughed loudly as he heard yoona’s statement. he was certain that between the two of them, if such an incident were to occur (he prays that this will never happen especially during their intimate moments) he would be the first one trying to kick them out. “it’ll never happen, unless life really hates us and wants that to happen. but i’ll make sure it won’t.” he admitted out loud, but after his words were said he lets out a soft chuckle out of amusement.

“three?” he repeats the word out loud, intrigued by why she had picked that specific number. taking some of the external factors into consideration, joonmyun placed his fork on top of his plate as he eyes on the glass that contained water. “twenty, maybe?” the man randomly picks the first number in his head, but he could already sense what kind of a reaction yoona would have to his answer. he tries to quickly save himself from that reaction by adding, “i’m just kidding. i wouldn’t want that many, to be honest. maybe two? i’m an only child so there were times i kind of wished i had another sibling.” he thought about the few instances when his parents would set high expectations on him and how he knew things would be different if he wasn’t an only child. “i would want the first child to be a boy and the second one to be a girl so that when they grow up, our son can protect his sister from anyone who does harm to her…or vice versa.”

[fychangki]

MONSTA X 3rd Official Fanclub - I.M

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✺ │after all this time

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boyeon was ecstatic when she got her acceptance letter. the tears she cried were out of pure joy and while this meant that she would be away from her family, it opened so many doors. being a veterinarian wasn’t an unknown career, there were so many opportunities no matter where she went. but for some reason, studying it in south korea brought this pure bliss in her chest. did minseok have something to do with it? probably, but in her eyes her home was south korea. and in it were so many factors she couldn’t explore in england. the heart of her culture laid her and so did most of her family members.

moving in had been a chaotic but it had been so exciting. she wondered if her best friend felt the same way. she wondered if his chest was overwhelmed when he first walked into the dorm? there were so many experiences and stories she wanted to share with him and now, now she had the opportunity of not only sharing them but forming them together. his voice comes through in the call and her eyes are as bright as the stars when she sees him. there was always something about him that made her feel at home. she stayed silent for a bit as she waited for him to make it on her screen. once he did she grinned.

“how’s moving day so far?” she inquired, eyes scanning his background. the dorm halls in the university were all so similar. his explanation made her laugh, she was so curious about his friends. boyeon prayed that they would all get along. “i hope they can decide on their napping spots peacefully. are you tired?” concern was evident, she couldn’t mask it with anything. her eyes dropped slightly yet the brightness remained. “i’m good, i was just in the middle of a walk to be honest. i’m pretty excited though, for you moving in and all of that. i hope it’s all going well.” someone walked in front of her but thankfully made no noise, boyeon couldn’t help but wonder if she choose a good spot for the call.

“moving day has been rather…” minseok begins his statement but as he thinks about how busy he was helping each other bring their belongings up and down the stairs, he is reminded of the fatigue he had experienced earlier. “chaotic, i guess you can say.” he says with amusement, as if that word was the only way he could even explain the whole story to the other. “and i don’t mean it in an extreme and bad way, but rather…i am reminded why the thought of all of us staying in one building for the next four years is going to be an exciting one.” his lips slowly form a smile as he holds onto his phone. “at first, we were bickering over how things were going to go and then one of them suggested that we should approach this with a better plan like how we usually do when we’re gaming and it worked out for the most part.”

glancing at his surroundings, he lets out a chuckle as he confesses to boyeon, “i’m pretty sure what is going to really happen is that they will all play rock, paper, scissors and whoever wins gets to decide which spot they want to sleep in. that’s usually how it goes when multiple people want one particular spot. but aside from that, i’m not that tired and i wouldn’t want to sleep just in case my new roommate shows up.” knowing that his room was a bit further away from his friends was a bit disappointing yet at the same time, he did like the privacy…even if the school told him that he would have a roommate (who somehow hadn’t shown up yet). when he hears her mention the word “walk”, there is a question that pops in his mind as he decides to give it a go and ask her, “where are you going?” the question sounded innocent and seeing that they were in different parts of the world, minseok presumed that wherever she was walking to, it had to be somewhere that he had never heard of before.

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wistfulreality:

“what?” yerin had completely lost him there, and he didn’t know if it was because he was dumb or if she had purposely tried to confuse him with the way she said those words. “i have no idea what you just tried to say. are you still speaking korean or were you speaking a foreign language?” he asked, scratching his head as he looked to her, hoping that she’d repeat the words with a little more clarity in her meaning.

seyong tried to continue to listen carefully to what she was saying, letting the earlier confusion slip past a little bit. “my reason for staying as a manager?” oh gosh, why was she asking all these questions so late in the night. “i don’t know. a good rapport with whomever i was working with? like, if the person i was managing was someone i was close to and worked well with, why would i leave and risk doing something that would be much harder? does that make sense?” he asked, looking to her curiously.

yerin laughed at seyong’s reaction as she shook her head. “dummy, i’m still speaking in korean! but just know that in simpler terms, there are a few questions i can’t answer. everything else i can answer for you~” she said lightheartedly, hoping that this time around he would understand what she was saying.

upon hearing seyong’s answer to her question, yerin let out a soft hum as she contemplates over the idea. “good rapport, huh? that’s one good reason why one would want to stay.” she repeats while making a mental note to herself to consider this idea with her plan. but seeing that she could wait until tomorrow to start thinking of the so-called “perfect plan” to get her manager to quit, yerin believed that it was best to spend the present moment with seyong. after all, when is the next time she would be able to see him again (if she even had that opportunity)?

glancing at the wall clock nearby and then back at seyong, she scoots closer to him as she spoke, “i’ll take that into consideration. i mean, i don’t think i could really create a very effective plan with…you around.” she teases him before letting out a soft chuckle. “plus, it would be a waste of time if i just spent all of this time thinking about how to get rid of my manager when my time with you right now is getting shorter as each second passes by.”

[lawlliets]

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&: been through.

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“mmm, well i’m not complaining one bit,” yoona exclaimed. her past relationships had had a lot of ups and downs, but after she started seeing joonmyun, she really did understand why all those other relationships had to have failed. “why is that?” she asked, tilting her head curiously. “wow, i almost puked a little at how cute and cheesy that was,” she noted to him, even if she did love hearing it. “it’s okay. i’ll share and feel triumphant that i’m the one who gets to sleep beside you at home.” 

“your singing talents?” she raised an eyebrow, purposely teasing him. “i’m just kidding,” she added, hoping that he hadn’t taken her seriously. “yeah, you’ll be banished forever,” she pointed out. “mmm, me too. sometimes, i wonder if i’m cut out for this, and then i perform, and it all makes sense.” she nodded her head. “but sometimes, i also just want to settle down and raise a family like normal people.” she laughed nervously, taking another bite of her food.

“yahhh.” joonmyun whined as he heard yoona’s reaction. but his whining lasted momentarily before he jokingly told her, “although if you really wanted to do that, the bathroom is right over there.” he points to the room nearby before laughing. “i’m just kidding. but it was a good timing to say it.” smiling ever so happily, he nodded his head in agreement. “you will be the only one that will sleep beside me at home, unless…” he trailed off before he takes a second or two to pause. “one of our members tries to block us.” the man laughs once again, this time amused over the image he had created.

glancing at the food in front of him and then back at yoona, he had thoughts of asking her what they should do after eating. instead of asking her, he listens to her attentively as he contemplates over yoona’s idea. the thought of raising a family and living like a normal family is something he never took for granted until he became an idol. “how many kids would you want to have, yoona?” he asks the question, even though it was a rather common question that couples would ask each other. “i wonder how our kids are going to be when it happens though. i mean, i never really had famous parents compared to you so i don’t know how i would handle it. the paparazzi might always be on the lookout for them and watch them grow.”

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&: dreaming.

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wistfulreality:

seyong shrugged as she questioned his response about wanting to interview her. “i was only kidding. i’m sure i could just ask whatever i want over time and get the answers i want,” he noted, wondering if it was true. they had always been honest with one another, right? there was no reason she would be anything other than honest. or were things different now?

“of course,” he exclaimed, a light laugh sounding from his lips. it came as no surprise to her that yerin, of all people, would hold a good relationship with her company. he literally could not see her do any wrong. if anything, having him here right now was probably the most rebellious things that she had ever done.

however, it seemed like she had another thought in mind. “well, neither option sounds great to me. the first … he could end up selling you out and claim that he quit because of your terrible behavior. and the second … that might be harder. do you have any idea of what that could be?” he felt like it would take someone very insightful to figure that out, but then again, he wouldn’t be surprised if it were yerin who would be able to figure something like that out about her manager.

yerin nods as she tells him, “you could, but there are two questions that you can’t ask me. the first question is asking me what is the one question you don’t want me to ask, the second one is the answer to that question.” she laughs as she thinks about how her statement in itself sounded like some confusing riddle, but she is confident that seyong wouldn’t bother to ask her that question in particular and the question she instantly thought of since…well, the idea seemed more like a far-fetched dream that she didn’t want to happen any time soon.

thinking back about her dilemma regarding her manager, she listens to the other carefully. yerin wanted to know what his thoughts are about the idea, but just like she had predicted, he had given her a similar answer. “that i haven’t quite figured out yet. some of the managers in my company stay because they are hoping that with good behavior, they could become idols. i mean, like i mentioned before a few of them used to be trainees so the thought of becoming an idol is like fulfilling a dream for them. others would probably want to stay for the money, but seeing that my years of experience in this industry is nothing like some of my sunbaes, the payment isn’t that…rewarding…” she trails off as she frowns over the thought. glancing at seyong, she then asked him a question, “but if you were a manager for an idol, what would be your reason for staying?”

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