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they/them ‖seeking peace

[ekysaivon]

earlier today, I hyped for hypergryph released outfit for my fav character sesa, whose story is based on Oppenheimer. I have been waiting this for 5 years

same day, I watched the disaster deal break between trump and zelensky, which can lead to the collapse of treaty on the non-proliferation of nuclear weapons

we own such a minuscule and absurd existence, yet always struggling to grasp the good ideas

sesa's fandom is small, one of the few sameboats impressed me 5 years ago, was the first Ukrainian I knew in person, from her, I first got to know the perspective from real Ukrainian people

I stopped follow her posts long before the war

So many things happened during the 5 years, I have changed to a little less awful person

I hope she is doing well

[deathmchandsome]

He has forsaken Lord Mohg's soul. He desires only his empty shell. It beggars belief, but… I'm afraid Tender Miquella fails to grasp the humiliation implied by this act.

One thing is certain. My dear lord deserved better.

[ekysaivon]

I CRY SO HARD 😭😭😭😭

[ekysaivon]

resprout

[ekysaivon]

[ekysaivon]

[ekysaivon]

play with color

[ekysaivon]

never returned home since then

[ekysaivon]

🤔

[ekysaivon]

Rellana gives me the vibe of she shares a similar personality with Messmer, but more assertive

my hc of the ship: they can be best friends and/or fwb, but not lovers, their both hearts are too full for a romance

[ekysaivon]

quench the burn

[ekysaivon]

Time and time again he hoped to rid himself of it, but ever did it burn

[ekysaivon]

i need to make a new save to complete a regular ending to become messmer's step mom

[ekysaivon]

[ekysaivon]

star plucker

[cringe-but-freee]

we stan a girlie who doomed humanity bc of her trauma

[mynqzo]

hecate who i am unhealthily obsessed with

[celestial-fang]

Maybe I should just dedicate to doing original art from now on

There are many existing media I love but ever since I was a teenager and first getting involved in any fandom, it always ends with me getting relentlessly harassed once my art becomes one of the most popular in the community and overshadows someone else’s interpretation. Now that I am an adult I still don’t stop getting it from other adults <- This is not to sound arrogant, merely that people will always be assholes and it’s all very tiresome

[ekysaivon]

Because they found your arts so powerful to the extent of a threat, for them you became the irl evil twink overlord threatening their existence by massive scale mental manipulation with your creations lol.

Cheer up, this is just the inevitable path for every villain!