Oct 7, 2019
I hate how
my anxiety makes people hate me.
I get annoying;
I panic,
and there’d be tension in my tone of voice that people interpret as me getting angry.
All those happening usually when I’m in a position of seeking other people’s help.
It’s a cycle;
I need help, I panic, asking people for help and the conversation just always turn into them getting annoyed and angry because I sound angry when I am the one who asks for help.
Like I don’t know my place.
And it’s not fair to always ask them to understand that it’s just how I malfunction.
But, still, I really wish they know I never meant to sound angry. It’s just me panicking, looking for a solution.
I don’t want people to hate me.
