❝ 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝖒𝖊 ❞

vacancy was LIT. the guests were CHECKING in. the concierge was cold. the water pipes had mold all over them. the room was fit for TWO. the bed was left in ruins. the neighbour was knocking, yeah. but no one would let him in. TOUCH me, yeah. i want you to touch me there. make me feel like i am BREATHING, feel like i am HUMAN. dancing through the night, a vodka and a sprite. a glimpse of the silhouettes, a night that they never forget. TOUCH me, yeah. i want you to touch me there. make me feel like i am breathing, feel like i am human. she sought DEATH on a queen-sized bed, and he had said, " darling, your looks can kill, so now you’re DEAD. "

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esmehqs:

even as they stood talking to her, esme still felt like somehow, this was wrong. it felt abnormal and left a bit of a bitter taste in their mouth. they gave her a mocking smile at the last resort statement. it wasn’t completely true, but neither was it completely wrong. “ wow, eloisa’s being open hearted. first time for everything, huh? ” they ran their hand through their hair, evidently a bit nervous. why did this feel like an awkward first date? “ i know we’re in mexico and everything, but i saw a domino’s and i’m honestly starving for some pizza. ”

eloisa rolled her eyes at the other’s statement, immediately coming to slightly regret having agreed to get some food with them. however, a part of her was KEEN on playing it out, seeing what would happen. after all, she did MISS esme’s company at times, reminiscing on their old memories. “ pizza, eh ? always classy, esme. but, i suppose, why not ? you missing the american soil already ? ” she quirked, tilting her head, “ let’s go then. ”

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╰   ESME !

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of course their friends had to ditch last minute the plans they’d had for over a week. but esme wasn’t terribly upset by it. they stood awkwardly in the lobby of the resort before catching a glimpse of eloisa. without knowing exactly what they were doing, esme walked up to her. “hey. do you, i dunno, want to grab a bite? my friends ditched me so…” they trailed off, a nervous smile on their face. was this what it was like to be civil with el?

stomach grumbling for some nourishment after a long day and no idea where to go in the city, eloisa was in a predicament. on top of that, she had found herself all by her lonesome in the lobby of the resort, abandoned for the time being. that was until she felt someone approach her, her brows raising at the appearance of esme. “ so i’m your last resort, eh ? good to know, ” she scoffed slightly, offering the other a small grin, “ but sure, fine, why not ? i mean, i really have no idea where i’m going, so i suppose another person with me can’t HURT. you’re lucky we’re on vacation and i’m feeling open-hearted. ” her tone came across as stern, but also a bit lighthearted as well. “ anywhere in particular you had in mind ? ”

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👻*.:｡SNAP from oliolioli😇!

OLIVIA: shoutout to the woman that offered to take this picture!! OLIVIA: i was alo standing on hot rocks when this happened OLIVIA: she took a while to figure it out OLIVIA: i think my feet are burned

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ELOISA: uhhh what is THIS ELOISA: you had an impromptu bikini photoshoot without ME ? ? ELOISA: i’m so offended liv  ELOISA: you know i love posing w you :(

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SNAPCHAT 👻📲 EVERYONE

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aminahpls:

AMINAH: yeah sorry about that AMINAH: don’t you work at victoria’s secret though AMINAH: girls in lingerie aren’t exactly unusual there AMINAH: but thank you my self-confidence has gone through the roof

ELOISA: true but it’d still be unprofessional if anybody saw y’know ELOISA: can’t be putting out that sort of influence at work ELOISA: glad i could help  ELOISA: although i highly doubt you need the reminder ELOISA: i’m sure your beau enjoyed himself

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SNAPCHAT 👻📲 EVERYONE

AMINAH: jase wyddddd come over  AMINAH: WAIT FUCK THAT WAS AN ACCIDENT AMINAH: PLEASE DON’T OPEN THAT

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ELOISA: WOW i am so glad i didnt open this during work like i was going to ELOISA: a little too late for the warning love ELOISA: but you look fit as fuck anyhow

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👻snapchat » open!!

ESME » y’all won’t believe what i had to deal with @ work today… ESME » some girl was trying to return a pair of panties that had a period stain on them…. i’m craving the sweet release of death

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ELOISA » ugh are you serious ? ELOISA » why is this the first i’m hearing of this??

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these are actually hella fucking cute, y'all.

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?

4: how do you take your coffee/tea?

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

6: do you keep plants?

7: do you name your plants?

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?

11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends?

12: what's your favorite planet?

13: what's something that made you smile today?

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!

16: what's your favorite pasta dish?

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?

20: what's your favorite eye color?

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.

22: are you a morning person?

23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?

25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into?

26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit?

27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor?

28: sunrise or sunset?

29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

33: what's your fave pastry?

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now?

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

38: tell us about your pet peeves!

39: what color do you wear the most?

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you?

41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving?

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

50: what's an odd thing you collect?

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?

55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point?

56: what are some things you find endearing in people?

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?

58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?

59: what's your favorite myth?

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received?

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?

64: what color is the sky where you are right now?

65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with?

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?

68: what's winter like where you live?

69: what are your favorite board games?

70: have you ever used a ouija board?

71: what's your favorite kind of tea?

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it?

73: what are some of your worst habits?

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.

75: tell us about your pets!

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't?

77: pink or yellow lemonade?

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?

79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?

81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.

82: are/were you good in school?

83: what's some of your favorite album art?

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?

85: do you read comics? what are your faves?

86: do you like concept albums? which ones?

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?

89: are you close to your parents?

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?

93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most?

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?

95: what are your plans for this weekend?

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?

98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

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╰   FARIDA !

it’s farida’s FIRST friday off in what felt like ages, and rather than attending class like she ought to, the blonde vision deciding to spend her day at the beach, no intent to go home until the sun goes down. 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕖𝕪, 𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕖, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕒 amble beside her as she walks towards the shore, surfboard tucked under one arm, beach bag filled to the brim hanging off of the opposite shoulder. she hakts when she hears the familiar twang of eloisa’s voice, lips curving into a grin as she faced the other. “ uh, sunscreen, tanning lotion, first aid kit, dog treats, bottles of water, a bag of several different strains of weed— essentials. why d'ya ask ? ”

allowing a palm to aimlessly run through the coat of one of farida’s dogs coming up at her side, eloisa’s expression LIGHTENS up into an elated beam. “ oh, goody ! i was hoping you’d have some green on you to make this beach day a little more interesting, ” she chimes, fingertips ITCHING for a spliff, busy mind already calming just at the thought, “ just severely lacking some PEACE in my headspace right now and i really don’t want to let this day off go to waste, y’know ? ”

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╰   ELENA !

Standing with her back to a wall, Elena was hiding in the shade. She was waiting for someone, but they probably forgot. Still, she was reading this book and she couldn’t stop. She would probably finish it before walking home. ‘Um… a book?’ she raised her eyebrows as she was addressed, amused. ‘Haven’t you seen one before?’

raising a brow at the girl’s BRASHNESS, an idea immediately popped into eloisa’s mind to play around with the girl. “ no, neva’. ya’ see, we wasn’t allowed ta’ read in the orphanage. . . ” she joked mockingly with a false aura of sadness to her features, EXAGGERATING her british accent as much as she could in order to add to the illusion, before bursting out into a small fit of laughter. “ well, of course. what kind of question is that ? obviously i’ve seen a book before. NOW, what i’m referring to is that big ass spider crawling up the spine of your book there. ” with a hand on her hip, eloisa points an elegant finger to the odd-looking crawler travelling along the back of the book in elena’s hands. “ yikes. ”

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╰   MARITZA !

&&.      the purchase had been I M P U L S I V E, the mere sighting of the kite transporting her back to simpler times of scraped knees & melted ice cream. she had felt embarrassed, placing a six pack of corona & a butterfly kite onto the conveyer belt, but for once maritza embraced the wave of nostalgia that had washed over her. deciding to bring her purchases to the beach, the brunette buries her toes in the warm sand as she searches for the P E R F E C T spot to fly the multicolored object. a familiar tone startles her, one that sends a slight tremor of annoyance down her spinal cord. turning her head slightly, maritza decides to give eloise a taste of her own medicine as she raises the six pack, “ this ? c’mon el i know ya’ know that coronas are the way to go on a hot summer’s day. i’ll even give ya’ one ‘cause ‘m feeling generous today. ” maritza responds with a teasing smile tugging on her plush lips. she knows eloise must be talking about the kite in her hand, but she decides playing dumb is much more fun. 

it's been years since eloisa can remember ever flying a proper kite, so the prospect of one tucked underneath maritza’s arm E X C I T E S her to the core, her naturally curious playfulness rising to it’s brim. so much so that her cocoa hues almost don’t register the six pack of coronas accompanying the brunette. HESITATING for a moment before speaking, her steps come to a QUIZZICAL halt in the sand. “ i mean, i’ll take the free corona. gladly, ” eloisa finally says, tilting her head and reciprocating maritza’s teasing smile, “ but, i was ACTUALLY referring to your little kite there. ” her tone becomes stiffer in her final words, emphasizing the fact that she can see the ANGLE maritza’s playing at. slipping a bottle of corona out from it’s case, eloisa’s eyes DANCE over the surface of the kite before deciding to nag the girl with a slight squeal to her voice, “ so, i hope you’re planning on letting me take that baby out into the air. i would DIE for a turn ! PLEASE, maritza ? ”

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╰   EMMERY !

emmery’s leaning against the door of her jeep, her drying wetsuit now tied around her waist as she idly scrolls on her phone – she had ventured to the beach to surf, unsurprisingly, and while the waves were rather disappointing, she refused to allow it to put a damper on her good mood. it’s as she’s reading reviews of a sushi place only a few miles away that she hears a familiar voice calling out. allowing her attention to be taken away from the screen, emmery’s nose scrunches up as she looks back at the phone in her hand, and then examines her body. as far as she could tell nothing is out of place. ‘you know, isa, i think you’re losing it,’ she calls back teasingly as the girl approaches her. ‘i don’t have a clue what you’re talking about.’

teeth glittering into a wide smile at the appearance of her friend, eloisa shakes her head amicably, “ not on YOU, em, ” she points to the UNKNOWN splotch on the hood of emmery’s jeep, “ on your car ! is that bird poo ? ” eloisa advances toward the blonde with a chuckle, nudging her playfully on the arm before flashing her a FAKE pout. “ HEY, i’m not losing it ! ” she protests lightheartedly, giving her pal a quick squeeze around the shoulders with one of her arms, “ well, you look nice. you go surfing ? ” as eloisa is pulling away from the hug, her eye catches the page open on emmery’s phone, face BRIGHTENING up at the prospect of it, “ ooo ! what’s that ? a new place to check out, perhaps ? ”

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╰   CASSANDRA !

the figure that cass considered to be the cause of her current position on the floor is making no move to either assist her or laugh at her jokes, & so she frowns at them. ‘ you’re a bit of a BORING sod, aren’t you ? ’ at this they scoff & leave her there, & it’s at their d i s a p p e a r a n c e that cassie notices eloisa has arrived & responded to her very funny comment. the blonde loops an arm around the other’s neck as she staggers up, a fair amount of her weight now relying on the brunette. ‘ well there’s no fun in being a little bit pissed, or not pissed at all, so why not get ROYALLY pissed off your ass ? ’ she asks, malleable to whatever suggestion the other poses as they head towards her car. ‘ wait, no, i’m m a d at you, ’ she remembers, attempting to slip out of eloisa’s grasp. ‘ i’m not supposed to be letting you hear my wonderful jokes, el. ’ having nearly s t u m b l e d once more in the second she is free from the other’s support, she concedes with a grumble & gets into the car, wrapping her arms around her legs. ‘ you’re not coming in, ’ she warns, CHILDISH to the nth degree.

“ interesting logic, cass, ” eloisa chimes, attempting to balance the weight of the inebriated girl against her shoulder, forgetting just how heavy a stubborn, drunk girl could be. however, it isn’t long before the weight DISAPPEARS and she notices cassandra stumbling toward her vehicle a couple steps ahead. cassandra’s mention of being MAD at her causes eloisa to groan slightly in ANNOYANCE, thinking that D R U N K cassandra would at least forget their conflicts for a moment. eloisa realizes that things are about to get that much more difficult for her. pursing her lips in the midst of a deep sigh, eloisa shrugs off her intoxicated company’s HEADSTRONG remarks and jogs toward the car. although she feels too TIRED to deal with all of this, part of her wants nothing more than to get on cassandra’s G O O D side, so she’s keen on not letting that girl get out of her sight. “ well, you’re sure as hell NOT driving like that, so i am in fact coming in, cass. plus, i’ve got the car keys, remember ? ” she huffs with a weak smile, waving the keys in the air from behind the glass of the car window. ignoring the girl’s protesting, eloisa slips back into her car and starts up the engine. “ i’m taking you home to sleep this off, okay ? i’m sure you’ve had enough wildness for tonight. ”

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╰   KARINA !

“ look at that ! i think they like you. but, y’know, then again, they’re super excited around anyone new ‘cause they think they’ll give ‘em food. ” she aimlessly rambled, tacking on a quick, “ if you’re ever free to give them a walk, let me know. m’ always looking for help, ” before grinning at the girl’s clear admiration for the canines. “ i’ve been givin’ them new treats lately, maybe it’s that. or, they just like your face. ” karina suggested, whilst busying herself with unwrapping the leash which had managed to entangle itself around her leg, brows knitting together in concentration.

“ true, but they’ve won me over, so i’m sure i’ll cave and give them food every time. what CUTIES, ” eloisa smiled, bringing herself back up from petting the dogs to face karina up right, “ oh, yes please, definitely ! i would LOVE to help you with that. anything to see these babies again. we’ll go on so many adventures ! ” the brunette’s eyes lit up right away at the mention of taking the pups for walks, already becoming too EXCITED at the thought. “ ah, i see. ‘guess they’ve got all kinds of new energy now. either way, they’re making my heart swell. i LOVE them already. ” bringing a hand over her mouth, she chuckled slightly at karina’s leash fiasco, a hand reaching toward the tangled mess to help.

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╰   OPHELIA !

mid bite, ophelia awkwardly turned her head towards the girl with a blush coming on her face. “uhm… listen, uh, i have a, uhm… ” she stammered, closing her mouth and putting her big subway sandwich on top of its wrapper on her lap. she was surrounded with food– sandwiches, cookies, chips, salad, and an 8 liter coke bottle– while she sat on a picnic blanket by herself. “listen,” she cleared her throat. “i know it’s a huge sandwich and a lot of the stuff was falling out when i was holding it, but i got off work about half an hour ago and this is the first meal i’m having all day that’s not popcorn or chocolate crunch bites that you mix with your popcorn.” ophelia explained. “and you know, i can share the food with you if you want? you can have the salad, i can of just have it out as decoration to help balance out all the junk food i have out. and you can have some of the chips, too, but the honey barbecue lays are mine.” 

biting down on her lip humorously, eloisa stifled a bit of a chuckle, orbs ponderously roaming over the array of snacks and junk food. “ honestly, don’t worry about it. don’t mess with a girl when she’s hungry, i can understand that. i go all out myself, ” she offered her company a generous SMILE and plopped down on the picnic blanket beside her, taking the other’s suggestion to share food as an INVITATION to sit down. at ophelia’s explanation of the salad, eloisa let out a hearty laugh. “ okay then, sounds like a deal. are you sure you don’t want any salad though ? it actually looks pretty good, but thank you, i APPRECIATE it. i am quite famished myself, so this is lovely, honestly. ” laughing again, she switched her tone to something a bit more sarcastic, “ and chips too ? wow, you’re so GENEROUS. ”

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╰   CHARLIE !

         charlie, being an avid lover for the beach, wanted to take some of his off time to sit and gather some sun. winston was dying to go out, too, so he figured why not kill two birds with one stone?  he made a stop for lunch before heading out, and when moving towards a desires spot— book and leash in one hand, lunch in the other, a voice calls out and he stops.   “ what?   it’s — it’s just chipotle. “   maybe she was disturbed out the large bag. to which he rolled his eyes.   “ listen, my pup likes enjoying a bit with me. who cares. it’s my dog not yours. “   he looks down as his large fluffy beast,  wagging his tail at the new company.

“ well, no shit, not the chipotle. listen, i could care less how much fast food you like to INDULGE in, really, ” eloisa shakes her head, brows drawn into the middle, taken aback by his DEFENSIVENESS, “ no need to get your knickers in a twist. i apologize, i meant your friend here. ” an elegant hand immediately dives toward the welcoming canine, petting the pup amiably. “ he’s just such a big SWEETHEART. i merely got a little excited, is all. ”

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╰   HANNAH !

hannah smiled and scratched oscar’s ears before saying, “oh no, go right ahead.” she slowly placed the dog in eloisa’s arms. “we’re just taking a walk because it’s such a nice day. after this i may stop to get some ice cream or something. what about you ? ”

taking the puppy into her arms, eloisa pressed her cheek up against his fur in ELATION, fingers gently caressing the dog along his back. “ definitely, it’s too good of a day to go to waste, and ice cream would certainly be the CHERRY on top. sounds like you lot are having quite a day. oh, me ? not much, just enjoying the day as you are. probably gonna’ go relax on the beach, pick up some collectibles, and what not. ” she squeezed the dog once more with love before passing the pup back to it’s rightful guardian.