Spent 9+ hours on them, they are making me go insane
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You could. See. Der’s face. If you. Look (zoom in). Close enough.
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Spent 9+ hours on them, they are making me go insane
95:28 6* 5*‡;48( (8506;:
You could. See. Der’s face. If you. Look (zoom in). Close enough.
Derek thinking he's a lot more stonefaced than he actually is. He's not ostensibly readable but once you've been around him long enough it starts to get really obvious on what his immediate thoughts are. But he doesnt know this. He thinks he's got world's best poker face when actually he really doesnt and hes scowing so hard you dont have to be a wizard to figure out he is Displeased at something.
Avery taking a while to learn this more subtle way of communication, cus while Derek isn't wholly deadpan he's not the most traditionally expressive either. But bit by bit it gets criminally easier to tell when exactly Derek is lying or hiding something. Esp since Avery is more alert on that sort of thing since New Year's. But yeah. He finds out that Derek literally cant stop himself from grinning and getting flustered and all but writes "IVE GOT A MASSIVE PUPPYCRUSH ON YOU" on his forehead whenever Avery's around.
and Derek's like "whew thank god im so good at concealing my emotions otherwise this would be a little embarrassing lmao"
wait speaking of fusions. Avery/Derek fusion would be kinda unstoppable tbh? like Derek's smarts + Avery's skill???? downside is they might literally Never separate willingly lmao
just oughhhhh fused Avery/Derek.....
Literally how is that a downside tho??
they can't cuddle or kiss or hold hands if they're fused :(
You fool. Do you not realize that fusion is perpetual cuddling/kissing/handholding? Their bodies are melded together at every possible point. So are their minds and spirits. They have vanished into each other
wait speaking of fusions. Avery/Derek fusion would be kinda unstoppable tbh? like Derek's smarts + Avery's skill???? downside is they might literally Never separate willingly lmao
just oughhhhh fused Avery/Derek.....
Literally how is that a downside tho??
wait wait wait wait i have,,, thoughts
they're not going to come together so let's hope this is coherent to anyone else that reads this
genuinly love avian versions of derek so much, idk where it even came from but it lowkey fits him so well, give that mf wings on his head idc
smart mf with bird idk,, motifs? is that the right word?
lillith, also with bird motifs, owls specifically but you get it, also said to be the smartest character in the entire podcast
are the dots connecting? does this make sense
that's the end of the thought. i have no more, but do you understand?
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
this comment thread i saw posted on twt was frying me so i had to draw it
derek hutchins literally what are you doing here bro
“I hate this ship so fucking much-”
Okay, no prob. Everyone got likes and dislikes.
“that I think it should be bullied out of existence”
Absolutely NOT🤚🚫. Learn how to filter.
Periodic rent-lowering-gunshots:
Fiction is not reality.
You can enjoy things in fiction that would be awful in the real world. Like playing a murderhobo in a game! In the real world, being or supporting a murderer-thief would be pretty damn awful, while in the game it's just good fun. Same with anything else you choose to do with the pixels on the screen, like kinks that don't affect anyone real, so they're okay in fiction, but would be pretty damn bad in real life.
No one else is responsible for your online experience. They are required not to harass you, but they are not and never will be obligated to not post about ships, kinks, or tropes you dislike just to avoid you seeing them. It's up to you to blacklist words or phrases, block tags, or even block users as needed to avoid seeing content that upsets you.
No one can force you to read anything against your consent. Any content you don't like seeing can be instantly avoided by closing out of the offending post/fic.
You are not owed an online experience free of discomfort.
Nothing that happens in your imagination can ever make you a bad person. Words you write or read about fictional characters will never make you a bad person.
The claim that media consumption influences real-life behavior is intellectually dishonest and serves only to excuse the behavior of real offenders.
Fiction is a safe way to explore horrifying or confusing concepts. Therapists agree that fiction, even (or especially) about taboo topics is a good coping mechanism, especially, but not exclusively, for trauma survivors. Fiction is to adults what play therapy is to children. This doesn't stop being true if the work in question is of a sexual nature.
Sex isn't an inherently worse or better motivation than anything else. A work written to create feelings of arousal isn't dirty, shameful, or in any way less pure than works written to entertain, provoke moral questions, or for other reasons. And worth noting is that multiple purposes can exist in the same story, especially fanfiction.
You aren't entitled to an explanation for why someone reads, writes, or otherwise enjoys certain works, kinks, tropes, ships, etc.
On point 5 specifically: You have no "right to comfort" in general, and the concept is one of white supremacy
Ask a terf about onlyfans girls and watch how they go from "sex workers are all trafficked little girls" to "sex workers are both trafficked little girls and evil privileged whores". They know the difference between sex work and sex trafficking.
It is apparent to everyone that sex work and sex trafficking are two different things. Terfs must lump in sex work with sex trafficking because they cannot make an actual argument against sex work.
this blog is pro sex
this blog is pro porn
this blog is pro sex work
this blog is pro kink
this blog is pro self expression
this blog is anti industry
is blog is anti exploitation
this blog is anti establishment
the rejection and abolishment of pornography as a concept instead of the exploitative industry is a gross misunderstanding of human sexuality.
get the fuck out of here if you believe that sexual fantasy and consensual acts of such harm real life survivors of any kind of abuse. not only do kinks and fetishes not directly reflect your morals, but sexuality is not inherently logical and is clearly influenced by social taboos and expectations. many survivors, such as myself, deserve to express and outwardly reflect our real lived experiences without scrutiny. an abuser is gonna abuse, no matter if they happen to watch porn depicting such acts or not.
i dont care if you dont understand why someone would re-live or even think of certain sexual acts, that is none of your business and unique to the individual.
is it hurting real life people? physically? no? then who cares. feelings do not count. if seeing this material is making you mentally unwell, it is your own responsibility to quit interacting.
are they hurting themselves with it? you can't know that. you are not entitled to their therapist sessions, nor their medical record, nor their trauma in detail. you are not a psychologist, you are not a sexologist, you are not an expert on the human psyche.
we are not perfect beings. nature is complicated. there is real harm to be turning your eyes to, such as the loneliness of the youth and how the industry grabs their attention with the promise of feeling better, of getting laid if you act a certain way.
we are constantly fed contradictory information. be pure, be a virgin, stay single, but get laid, be experienced, dont be boring.
lets focus on that instead of demonizing the reality that humans are gonna have sex. we are animals. we are weird. we are gonna be having sex crazy style. we dont even have the instinct of sex for reproduction anymore, do you even understand how much that changes our psyche when it comes to sexual relations? i mean damn, look at dolphins, look at the rest of the animal kingdom in general tbh
anyway! i love porn as a means of distribution of sexual expression! people are gonna watch people have sex! digital or not! what do you think they did before phub!
Do you like men, do those men like men, do you like men liking men, then get ready for the Yaoi Tournament!
MegOP vs SlimeKnight (Megatron x Optimus Prime vs Avery x Derlord)
MegOP
Slimeknight
Wtf WHY IS SLIMEKNIGHT LOSING???? STEP IT UP, PEOPLE!!!
i’m actually gonna cry
thought about d3rlord and avery too hard and now my stomach hurts
*hits blunt* so like… what if the Entity Behind the Golden Gates, instead of overloading Derek with nigh-infinite knowledge, just fucking deleted his minecraft world *and* its backups
The roaring knight is actually awesome and so cool cause so far she's only kidnapped police. She is doing a service for the world
Napsatablook you better watch your ghost ass, the knight is gonna fuckin get you
Yes, but small correction:
{blood and gore ahead}
[Derek woke up and noticed two things were wrong. One; it was still night, and two; Avery wasn’t here. He stared at the wall for a while, thinking, until he got up and turned on the light. While yes, he could just go back to sleep, Avery was probably just in the toilet or something, he felt weird. Something was not right.]
Avery? [He said, quietly at first. Then he called out to him, louder.] Avery? [He walked out of the bedroom and quietly made his way down the hall.] Where are you?
[Then he spotted it. A ping pong ball sized blood puddle. He tensed immediately and looked around quickly. What happened? Was it Avery’s? He then saw another one. He followed it and found out it was leading to the kitchen. He hesitantly stood in the threshold and put his hand on the light switch, not pressing it yet. He bit his lip, not sure what he’d see and turned the light on. Nothing could prepare him for this image.]
AVERY! [He quickly sprinted to him, kneeling near.] Oh my god, oh my god. [He frantically looked around, not knowing what to do, eyes already filling up with tears.] Come on, wake up, please. Avery, please.
[The scene was horrific, like straight out of some slaughterhouse. Blood stained cupboards, chairs and walls, as well as it pooled on the floor. Yet the real horror here was Avery’s body. He was laying flat on his back, there was a huge gash that went from his throat to his belly. It looked like something ripped him apart, internal organs peeking through. A few ribs broken, punctured lungs. There was blood under his nails, he tried to fight.]
[His eyes were open but didn’t hold any life in them. His body progressively getting colder. There was nothing there left to save. Derek hugged him tightly, not even caring about getting himself dirty. He sobbed into his body, holding him close. The feathers were getting soaked in blood. His blood.]
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. [He hiccuped while sobbing, never letting go.] I’m sorry, Avery, I should’ve protected you, you… [He sniffled, not being able to catch a breath.] You were supposed to be safe with me. I-I failed you, I- [He broke down again.]
[After what felt like hours, when in fact it was not, Derek sat up, looking at him again. He couldn’t do it and quickly turned his head away, closing his eyes shut.]
I-I can’t do this, I’m sorry [He muttered while getting up and ran out of the kitchen, into their bedroom. He was just about to lay on the bed as he heard a voice behind him.]
That’s right. You failed me.
[Derek quickly turned around and stumbled back. It was Avery. He looked the same as he did in the kitchen if not worse. Few bones protruded from him and his eye sockets were hollow. His usually cheerful tone was now replaced by a monotone, resentful one.] A-Avery..?
It’s your fault. I’m dead because of you.
A-Avery, you’re- you’re.. [Derek stared at him, terrified.]
[He continued, as if unbothered.] You were sent here for one purpose. Just one. To protect me. And you still managed to fuck it up.
I’m know. I’m sorry [He sobbed.] I’m sorry.
I trusted you. And look where that got me. [Derek tried to reach out to him, to hold his hand.]
Don’t. touch me. [He snapped. Derek’s hand quickly retracted. He stared at him, in fear what will happen next.]
You are a waste of space, Hutchins. [Avery got close and pushed him with inhuman strength on the wall. Derek’s head hit concrete hard and his unresponsive body fell onto the bed. Avery scoffed.] Weak.
That… that can’t be Avery… right? RIGHT?!?!
But if not Avery then… WHO?!?!
Imagine your f/o loving you more than you could ever hate yourself.
Every mean thought you have about yourself is met with twice as much love from them. Every feature you try to hide is something they want to badly kiss. Every habit you find annoying makes them smile because it’s so unmistakably you. Every flaw you’re convinced makes you difficult to love only makes them hold you closer.
You could spend hours listing everything you dislike about yourself, and your f/o would patiently go through that list one by one telling you exactly why they adore each thing.
You hate your laugh? It’s their favorite sound.
You hate your body? They treat it with so much tenderness, like being allowed to hold you is a privilege.
You hate how sensitive you are? They love how deeply you feel and would never make you ashamed of it.
You hate the parts of yourself that are messy, awkward, needy, angry, or scared? Your f/o sees those parts and doesn’t run. They stay. They learn how to comfort you. They love you through every bad day, every insecurity, and every moment when you struggle to believe you deserve them.
Your f/o doesn’t love some imaginary “better” version of you that you think they deserve. They don’t love you despite everything you hate about yourself.
They love you…the whole complicated…imperfect, messy yet wonderful being standing in front of them.
And whenever your mind tells you that you’re unlovable, your f/o pulls you against their chest, kisses your forehead, and quietly reminds you:
“You could never hate yourself enough to make me stop loving you.”
<3333
D3r does your mom know you're gay??
?? why is everyone so god damn interested in who I like.
They want to know if you’re available /hj