lightning 🤤

i like to sing and draw!

[andrea-has-a-malicious-intent]

Cock is ticking… 🤬⏱️

[electricalsmess]

clock comes into the bfdi server that every contestant was forced into and he stares at chat just being this shit and cries a little

[electricalsmess]

[TIME PARADOX AU]: SHOPPING

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[TIME PARADOX AU]: GRAVEROBBING

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[TIME PARADOX AU]: FRIENDS

give feedback if you want more lol

[wawa-233]

fries🍟

[electricalsmess]

i love making a stupid ass "kinsona" or whatever the fuck its called even though im a fictionkin and not just a kin 🤣🤣🤣

i hate him kill him

[starri-cosmikat]

pin rhyming compilation

[electricalsmess]

IDK what's going on but literally don't feel like you aren't lightning just bc of one other person's interpretation of him.

i give up when i dont live up to standards

[electricalsmess]

hi stapy ! ^u^ im so sorry that i didn't read your stuff earlier, but in my eyes, you are really a lightning to me, and nothing will change that, no matter what. Even if you seem not like him, even if i call you stapy, in the end, its you who gets to decide who you are. I understand that you've been lately feeling confused about who you are, and I'll support you through that, whatever you need, ill always be there :3c

whatever you decide to be, so be it! i only sent that because i wanted to see if you kinda aligned with oomf's headcannons ^_^

i related to some of them a little but i dont have diagnosed ASD so i didnt align good enough with it. thats most of the reason i spiraled. ive always been told that im "on the edge of the spectrum" so ive just thought im not. it would add to my ADHD if i did though... thats a funny thought, but i probably dont have it, sorry.

[electricalsmess]

I dont !! Know if you want to be talked 2 abt this so dont feel pressured to answer !! But if it matters the lightning thing was a joke post its a silly joke abt my headcanon that lightning is autistic , i didnt intend to gatekeep or anything or for anyome to even answer it tbh so if maybe i ended up making you feel invalid, i offer my sincerest apolocheese u_u you are ABSOLUTELY valid tbh- if it matters- i often get the feel of impostor syndrome w kinning lightning bc i dont like feeling like ppl have to come to me for anything lightning related like i know everything cuz I DONT ive only liked him for like half a year atp !! That being said i dont think you're less valid than anyone else.

I might be misunderstanding as i typically do, but i hope i didnt make you feel any worse, n i do hope u end up feeling better!!! This misery doesnt last forever NO SIREE u_u at least i like to think it doesnt. I believe in u lightning

Dude that post just like shattered my entire fucking world I'm so sorry i just like... I've kinned him for at least 2 ½ years and the funniest part is that it started over someone making a "oh characters are taking over my account !!11!1!!!!1!11!!" post on the Battle For Dream Island Wiki and me joining in. Over these 2 years I've been relating to him a lot more than just that and now hes like... my entire identity. I'm sorry for even getting into the spiraling feeling again by the way. I've done this before with a lot of things. Hell, I had a small crisis because I went from kinning Fanny to Lightning. When I saw that post for the first time, it was because my best friend in the whole world Remote (also known as Rina) sent it to me. I take things seriously a ton so I tried to answer the questions, only to find that like... 50% I didnt relate to or just didn't know if I did or not. I hope you can understand. Thank you, Lightning... or should I say Remi? hehehehe....

Also, if you want to call me something other than Lightning, call me Blog. My username on most platforms is Blog'tillYou'reDead anyways. <3

[lightnang]

NOTE THAT THE LIGHTNI G QUIZ WAS A JOKElightning being autistic is MY HEADCANONR it is NOT DEFINITIVE OF HIS CHARACTER OK it is not stated he is autistic that is my silly headcanon,, if you're genuinely wondering if youre autistic look into that 100% !!! But !!! My thing was a joke not 2 be taken seriously it was not abt ppl answering the quiz it was just me saying lightning is autistic as my SILLY 💛 HEADCANON , and i dont intend to come off the wrong way or gatekeep or whatever else ok!!!!!!

If youre looking into actually figuring out whether you have autism or not or things here's a resource i looked into a little bit, let me know if this isnt a good resource but YEAH

[electricalsmess]

its all my fault. im sorry for ever kinning lightning.

[electricalsmess]

shout out to additionally

only light in the tunnel rn

[electricalsmess]

im lucky rina doesnt check tumblr i

jdjddhbjdbhuuhd why cant i cry am i that stonefaced

[electricalsmess]

who do i even act like?

i... i dont even know anymore. all my hobbies like roleplaying and stuff involve my kin. a ton of my aus are revolved around my kin. i need to either keep kinning lightning or kin someone else and give up on everything but i dont know what to do. i feel like im in a tornado and nobody is coming to save me. im gonna spiral mentally again....

[electricalsmess]

i feel like i dont deserve to kin anyone or do anything

i dont even know what ill do if i stop kinning who im kinning. thats my entire identity.

[addynosketchpad]

hits head on wall (in spirit)

[electricalsmess]

to my moots and friends

dont worry about me nobody needs to care about me anyways