Self destruction is an illusion of self control
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Self destruction is an illusion of self control
Used to avoid cutting cause it will hurt my bf but just broke up so guess it time to fuck my body up without guilt #
Trying to act like i don't hate my body while trying on clothes (•﹏•;)
genuinely I'm so scared I'm eating too much to count as 3ating d1sordered like wdym I threw away my life for this and STILL can't do it right??
i saw this post about how you should write 10 things for when you get skinner as motivation and i’ve just been adding to it everyday:
- clothes fit better
- can look at myself in the mirror
- model like figure
- scale dropping
- will look good in photos, even off guard ones
- face will be slim
- clothes sizes become smaller
- more control
- won’t compare myself as much
- prominent collarbones
- someone being able to pick me up with no effort
- being the last to finish eating
- pretty and skinny privilege
- look good in anything
- will float in the water better
- can lift my shirt in vb and feel comfortable
- pool parties aren’t a fear
- no rolls when i sit
- arm won’t look fat in photos
- don’t have to lie about my weight
- treated better and friends will respect me more
- maybe they would like you if you were skinnier
reasons to not binge
-that „comfort“ lasts 10min, the guilt lasts 10h
-you‘ve been through worse, you don’t need this
-you‘ll regret it the second it’s over, don’t give in
-you want control? this is where it starts
-food won‘t shut your brain up, it‘ll make it scream louder
-you promised yourself more, act like it
-to be in control
-to be thin
-to be the skinniest person in your family and friendgroup
-to see your bones sticking out
-to be light as a feather
-to fit in size XS
-to look angelic
-to be pale
-to be unbelievably pretty
DISCIPLINE IS CHOOSING BETWEEN WHAT YOU WANT NOW, AND WHAT YOU WANT MOST.
I wish I could physically scrape the fat off my body. Like actually
ED movies & tv shows to watch⭐️🫶🏼⭐️🫶🏼⭐️
MOVIES:
• For The Love of Nancy (1994)
• When friendship kills (1996)
• The Perfect Body (1997)
• Girl Interrupted (1999)
• Sharing the Secret (2000)
• Huger Point (2004)
• Emma Wants to Live (2004)
• Maledimiele (2004) about mia
• Thin (2006)
• Feed (2007)
• Starving in Suburbia (2014) *called Thinspiration on Tubi!!*
• God Help the Girl (2014)
• My Skinny Sister (2015)
• To the Bone (2017)
• Feed (2017)
• The Brief Life of Catherine (2019)
TV SHOWS:
• Everything Now
• Heartstopper
• Pretty Little Liars
• Red Band Society
• Skins UK
crying because i just ate but the worst thing about it is that no one forced me to WHY ARE U CRYING YOU FAT BITCH
IT WON'T HAPPEN OVERNIGHT. BUT IF YOU QUIT, IT WON'T HAPPEN AT ALL.
Things to look forward to in winter
☆baggy jumpers hanging off your torso, showing off your sharp collarbones
☆feeling weightless when ice skating
☆always feeling the coldness linger
☆being skinny enough to enjoy the holiday treats without as much worry
☆folding into yourself on an armchair with a blanket draped over you
☆being told you've lost weight during family reunions
since i am almost halfway through my weight loss journey (only another 15kg to go!) i wanted to share my tips on what i do to keep losing weight everyday. ( and i do eat fast food sometimes :') )
🤍 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ my weight loss tips! ⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍴🐇
my cal limit is 1000 kcal. it’s a limit, not a goal.
if i go over, i balance it out with exercise (walking works best – even 200 kcal can be gone after one long walk).
i track everything (calories, fat, carbs, protein, water) with the yazio app, which also follows my weight loss progress. i like it because you can fully customize your limits.
cheat days are okay – better one day than falling off completely and binging for several. if i feel like i’m about to binge, i let myself eat what i want in moderation. it prevents bigger binges later.
when i walk, i go fast to burn more and sweat more.
i wear extra layers while working out so i sweat more.
drink lots of water or tea to stay full and hydrated. drink electrolytes or lemon in your water!!!!
black coffee helps with appetite and gives energy. also a natural laxative
chewing gum or brushing your teeth can kill cravings.
low-cal soups and veggies are perfect for volume eating.
keep yourself busy (reading, drawing, writing, etc.) so you don’t snack out of boredom.
weigh yourself at the same time every day for consistent tracking. gives you more motivation as you will see the numbers go down (:
wake up and hydrate immediately, no excuses!
move your body daily (whether a walk, workout, or stretching — consistency > intensity)
plan meals in advance so you never “guess” and accidentally overstep.
prioritize protein + fiber at each meal — they’re the easiest way to feel full on fewer calories.
bulk your plates with low-cal veggies first (fill half the plate) — same volume, way fewer kcal.
weigh and log every portion. no “eye-balling.” accountability removes excuses.
use meal photos: take a picture before you eat — if you still want it after 10 minutes, go for it. often the urge fades.
set a 10–15 minute “urge rule”: when a craving hits, delay. walk, drink water, brush teeth, do 10 squats — most urges pass.
make a short emergency plan listing professionals/helplines and one trusted person to call. planning is discipline. ❤️🩹
don’t let cravings choose for you. you decide the plan, not your hunger. embrace the hunger, it means it's working.
i hope these tips help you, even though they are a little basic :') stay safe and skinny y'all💓
hard to shower when you can’t stand looking at yourself