Elemental System

DID System | Bodily 22

[elementalsys]

# ..••°°°°••.. *The Elemental System* ︑︒⚬∙︓·⠄

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⌦ .｡.:*♡ collective names: *Sulphur/Ro*

⌦ .｡.:*♡ collective pronouns: *They/He*

⌦ .｡.:*♡ bodily age: 22

..••°°°°••.. *About Our System* ︑︒⚬∙︓·⠄

＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚

⌦ .｡.:*♡ disorders: DID, AuDHD, Chronic Migraines

⌦ .｡.:*♡ alter count: 40

⌦ .｡.:*♡ frequent fronters:

✧. ┊ Ro - 🍊

✧. ┊ Vannie - 💋

✧. ┊ T - 🧢

⌦ .｡.:*♡ other alters who've posted:

✧. ┊ Bucky - 🦾

✧. ┊ (private alter) - ✈️

✧. ┊ (migraine holder) - 🥯

✧. ┊ Maren - 🔫

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[elementalsys]

if she can get a hug about it, maybe i can too

[elementalsys]

tadc finale spoilers under the cut:

jax stronger than me cause when somebody DID literally make it the core of psyche, having seen every single part of me that i never wanted anyone to see, i still turned and pushed them away again

i'm trying to consider myself in remission about it, like i'm trying to say that all the running and pushing is done now, but it still feels so raw that i'm like.... idk, i don't trust myself yet

i'm glad jax gets to rest now. it sucks that she had to die to get an earnest hug about it, but i'm glad she got one nonetheless

[elementalsys]

is this fucking play about us

[syscultureis]

trauma holder sys culture is feeling so incredibly guilty that another trauma holder alter is formed because why couldn’t I be strong enough for the brain to finally feel safe? why do others have to take this burden simply because i failed to be as strong as all of us needed? Why?

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[syscultureis]

Plural Culture is I AM NOT MY SOURCE OMFG IM NOT MY SO.. he's so me tho actually... IM NOT MY SOURCE

[elementalsys]

@osbornandraised said i'm a tsundere :-( came for my WEAVE.

[elementalsys]

our two frequent fronters that aren't me are SO funny to me, cause they both chronically insist that they're okay™️ and fine™️ in vastly different ways

we have mr "i'm doing great now so it's fine, but sometimes i wonder if anybody actually cared about the things that happened to me"

and then we have miss "stop caring about the things that happened to me, i'm doing so fine!"

both of them are lying LOL

[elementalsys]

in my defense i literally am doing so fine??

[elementalsys]

sometimes i think about how much the drag race fandom would explode if they knew the things that happened in my source

like not in an egotistical way, but in like a "if the real, tangible version of me revealed all of this, the fandom would melt down" type of thing

[joshuaballsett]

i just went for a PISS and you know what i did while i was PISSING my PISS? i let out a CHEER because it was CLEAR aquaria's impact still shapes the world around us

[which-ocs]

Which OCs? (alternatively: draw your OCs!)

[elementalsys]

Me and Peter

(SYSTEMPOSTING) 💋

[which-ocs]

Which OC is letting playoff hockey ruin their life?

[elementalsys]

THE HOST. The host BOOTS.

Literally had the worst day when the Oilers didn't make it through

[which-ocs]

Which OC?

[elementalsys]

it's me, i'm the oc

(SYSTEMPOSTING) 💋

[which-ocs]

Which OC has this hat?

[elementalsys]

T, which is extra funny cause he objectively was easy to kill... in all forms

[andthenyourealizethat]

IS THERE AN EMPATH ON THE PLANE

[elementalsys]

it crashed :-[

[elementalsys]

i don't wanna go to work today, it's the WORST kind of shift

[elementalsys]

doing drag/also doing tech for drag shows in the same city as a drag race girl is so funny, because wdym this person who is THE REASON I STARTED DRAG is now harassing me every weekend about picking a dj name???

i can't believe i made it this far. i can't believe i get to stand amongst the people who i thought were levels above me and they see me as an equal. this is fucking insane