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elias moore. twenty-four. lover, not a fighter. i, myself, am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.

[eliasok]

hello everyone! i apologize for the late arrival, spring break got me exhausted. i’m playing both elias and dallas, and i can’t wait to y’all to rp / plot against them :~) 

zayn malik + agender + he/they — have you met elias moore? they are a twenty-four year old freelance web designer known as the optimist. an asexual pisces, they are venturesome + effervescent, as well as hypersensitive + gullible. their soulmark is a wilted rose on the nape of their neck, and they can feel the emotions of their soulmate, who happens to look like jennie kim. // china. 19. she/they. est. // statistics

background & personality

since a very young age, elias had been raised by two mothers in the states. it wasn’t until he turned the age of two that he was officially adopted in their relatively new family since his birth parents didn’t have much money to raise him in pakistan, and wanted him to have a better life than they did, with people they knew would love a child as if it was their own.

the three moved around quite a bit throughout his childhood, mostly due to his mother’s job as a journalist, but they ended up staying in las vegas once elias got into middle school. it was during the summer before seventh grade was when the family fostered, then eventually adopted, his younger brother, winter.

despite many attempts, he was unable to develop many long-term friendships growing up, being constantly seen as this new kid with hippie parents that liked everything and everyone yet he didn’t fit into the mold of any of the existing cliques.

that caused elias to spend most of time with himself, reading sci-fi novels, discovering and sometimes creating ideas for new video games or off working as a babysitter for the neighbors.

once he was older and able to escape his lonely teenage years, elias has an easier time making friends and is able to accept himself for who he is – as someone who’s unique, and not caring what others think of him anymore; or at least, not as much as he used to.

and who he is is someone who likes to cut their hair in odd fashions (( it’s currently like THIS )), paint their nails, wear space related clothing (( socks included )), read fantasy / mystery books, watch anything that’s about zombies / the undead, and care a little too much about animals + the environment.

he’s super nice (( almost too nice )) with everyone and always wanting to help especially with strangers, although that sometimes backfires, since he enjoys giving more than receiving and highkey fears being alone at times.

do not confuse his kindness with weakness – he’ll let you know when he feels like he’s being mistreated and it won’t be pretty. there might be some tears involved.

elias is also sensitive, like really sensitive, which could be obvious upon first impression, as in almost anything could be taken the wrong way with him.

as well as sensitive, elias is extremely persistent. he won’t stop at nothing until he gets the answer / result he wants.

he’d even do whatever it takes to make people like him (( without changing himself or his values ofc )) or else he won’t be able to sleep at night knowing he’s disliked by anyone.

while having not a good experience in high school, elias went off to college, eager for knowledge and living in the city of ny, and hopefully make new friendships / relationships.

he’s finished studying game development at a pricey college in florida, desiring to create his own video games one day.  he was popular due to his likable personality and since he always wanted to travel around the world, he studied aboard two years after being a freshman.

after graduation he wanted to explore other parts of the world, flying to paris, new zealand, japan -- then he found himself in captiva and freelancing from the island for the past year.

elias loves love and the idea of having a soulmate so he sure once him and his soulmate connect, it’ll be instant fireworks.

he likes to eat a lot, don’t know why this fact is relevant, but i think it’s good to point out since he’s going to be trying a lot of french food and making himself sick.

do any of these make sense anymore or??? i don’t think they do at this point i’m so tired.

but hey to finish things off, here’s a cool lil THING i found that describes elias perfectly:

outward: very mature, compassionate, loving, sensitive to the energies around them, instinctive with other people’s emotions, thoughtful with conversation and advice, receptive, gentle, always appearing as an older wiser soul despite actual age. inward: daydreamers, extremely reliant on gut instinct and uncanny abilities for prediction, idealistic, emotional, very intelligent, interested in culture, hypersensitive and will often absorb negative energy, observant to the point of feeling isolated or disconnected.

wanted connections

roommates — elias shares a place with one or two roommates. he tries hard to befriend them but he probably just annoys the heck out of them. it’s currently open as a wc on the main!

drinking buddies — elias is such a lightweight and definitely needs a friend to monitor him / join in on the fun.

past flings or exes

old friends that drifted apart

close friends

online romance / friendship

enemies

someone elias is crushing on ..

client for his freelance web designing

etc .. etc ..

[catssurroundme]

[harrystylesdaily]

[fyp-psychology]

Sensitive suffer more, but they love more and dream more.

Augusto Cury

[lilracha]

[eliasok]

I Would Die 4 U // PRINCE

“Darling if you want me to, you, I would die for you.”

[candicespatton]

[hellinq]

[borderline-borderwhine]

my kink is constant and never-ending affection and validation

[ludgateing]

[eliasok]

*talking to myself as I wobble up the stairs* , you are sober and in control of the situation

[ravipanikar]

[winfieldblue]

[schmidtsburg]

[supahaley]

[jakesjohnson-deactivated2016090]

[eliasok]

Y O L K

spell a character’s name in my askbox and i’ll tell you my headcanons…

Y: What is one question they’ve always wanted an answer to?

his favorite color, honestly. it’s such a simple question, but also seriously underrated, in his opinion.

O: What would it take to break them, inside and out?

if you wanted to break elias, it’s fairly easy to do. you’d have take what upsets elias the most (his own insecurities) and use it against him. being forced to deal with what’s messing him up on the inside with no where to hide is guaranteed to make him break down.

L: What is their favorite board game?

Already answered here.

K: How do you know when you’ve upset them?

Already answered here.

[eliasok]

F - M !!

spell a character’s name in my askbox and i’ll tell you my headcanons…

F: What’s one thing they’re really bad at?

he’s terrible at saying no. it’s just not apart of his vocabulary – ninety-ninety percent of the time. he wants to please everyone he comes across, friend or stranger. it’d only upset him to know that he disappointed anyone, so he’d agree and go along with anything, even if it does him wrong in the end. other people’s happiness comes first in his mind.

G: How do they flirt?

elias’ method of flirting is smothering them with compliments, affection and attention. he’s already clingy with just his friends, but it gets ten times worse with people he has a crush on. they’re not fond of playing games, so he’s straightforward with his feelings, making it easy to know whether or not he likes someone. he also has the tendency to bring them gifts and any goodies he could get his hands on since he could afford such materialistic things and he believes that helps him gain their love.

H: What is their deadly sin?

gluttony, probably. junk food will ultimately be his downfall.

I: On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do they love themselves?

a solid eight. when hearing him speak on almost any subject matter, it’s obvious that he adores himself a whole bunch and that he’s comfortable in his own skin. from time to time, he does experience issues with his doubts and insecurities when he finds himself comparing to others, but he tries not to let this consume him. loving yourself is the most important part of living life is what elias thinks. he believes in order to be loved by people, first you’ll have to love yourself, and that’s a statement he lives by day by day.

J: What’s their sense of humor like?

very childish, most of the time. it doesn’t take much to make him laugh and he appears to think it’s the same with everyone else.

K: How do you know when you’ve upset them?

you could easily notice by their facial expression. their face usually says it all and his typical optimistic attitude would be the complete opposite, so it’d be difficult to miss. he tries to hide his sadness from others in fear in making them upset as well, but it’s hard to do when he’s still trying to receive attention and validation.

L: What is their favorite board game?

his favorites are clue, connect four, uno and battleship. he can’t seem to pick one board game that he likes the most.

M: What is their favorite dessert?

it’s a tie between chocolate fudge brownies and strawberry cheesecake. it’s basically the only time he’d enjoy fruit – when it’s mixed in with his sweets.