you be the moon, i'll be the earth

the truth is what i make it i could set this world on fire and call it rain. -------------------------------- e.g. - grade twelve - playwright

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: I'll keep that in mind. That's the plan. Now I'm wondering when you're free to hang out with me and Kit Kat.

E: I'm free later this week, anytime after school.

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: Good boy. Of course you could. I know she wants to see us have fun with each other too. And I know I /definitely/ want to watch you guys enjoy one another.

E: God, I like being called that. You two are going to drive me fucking insane.

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: You shouldn't tell me these things, Elijah. I'm gonna hold you to it. I'm really good with my mouth too though. Just ask Katie. I had her going out of her mind the other night. I can't wait to hear you moaning my name too.

E: I mean all of it. Jesus christ. Could I watch you two go at it as well? Watch you go down on her and drive her crazy?

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: I can't believe this is really happening.

J: Fuck. You'd let me fuck that pretty mouth of yours? Better question, would you swallow?

E: Same.

E: I'd let you do absolutely anything you want to me. I'd do anything you ask.

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: I am. And I know she would be too. I like you both so much and I really want to see where this could go.

J: Ha, then it'll be right yup your alley. Please. I...I really, /really/ want to. That one night we had-- I need more.

E: I'm down for it then.

E: It crossed my mind briefly that night that I would have been willing to drop to my knees for you. Put my mouth on you.

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: I'll be sure to tell her that because she wasn't sure if you'd be interested in her. Oh yeah? Well, if you're down, you'd be able to kiss her and everything whenever you wanted.

J: I know you aren't and that's totally fair. Being casual used to be my thing but now I'm flexible. It's not too much at all. Then we'll all be committed, to the three of us. I can't stop picturing it. I think we'd make for a good three way couple.

E: This is crazy. Good crazy, I mean. So you're like, willing to share her? And vice versa? No jealousy involved?

E: It's kind of perfect for me since I'm a glutton for affection. And, well, other things, ha. Speaking of other things, that's something you'd definitely be willing to explore with me?

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: Positive. She's actually the reason I even had the guts to reach out to you, about any of this.

J: I'm not really sure. I've never done the polygamy thing. It depends on you, really. If you want it to be emotional or physical. But in my head, I just picture the three of us dating. Going out or...staying in.

E: Damn, didn't expect that. But I think she's hot too. I'd be crazy if I didn't. I was actually a little jealous that you got to kiss her and everything, ha.

E: I think you can tell that I'm not a casual person. What I mean is that I'd want...both. Emotional and physical. But I'm not sure if that's too much to ask. Ah, staying in. That could be interesting.

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: God, this is just-- It would seem I'm not the only one in my relationship who finds you attractive. In fact, after hearing about the kiss(es) we had, my girlfriend found it to be...hot and intriguing. Katie's cool with me liking you both and as crazy as it seems, I'm wondering if you'd be open to thinking about dating us. Or just, testing the waters a bit.

E: ...Wow.

E: Sorry, that seems to be the only word in my vocab tonight.

E: She's attracted to me? Like, you're sure?

E: What would being with both of you entail?

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: Seriously?

J: Yeah, I am. You're going to think this is crazy but uh, the other day I was talking with her. You got brought up. Just...never mind. It's insane.

E: Yeah.

E: Oh? No, tell me. I'm curious now.

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: I was drunk but not nearly enough to be unaware of what was happening, to not want it. And I did. Badly. I still do.

E: Fuck. Me too.

E: Aren't you with Matlin though?

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: Okay, good. I've been a chicken about it since I ended that talk kinda quickly. But now it's really pressing on me. Yeah, definitely. Wow in a great way.

J: ...Yeah, I am. I have been for a while now, actually. Way before New Year's. I'm still trying to...cope with this whole thing. What it means that I'm into you like that. It's not easy but I'm getting really sick of keeping it in.

E: Good, okay.

E: Now it's my turn to say wow, ha. So you weren't all that drunk when you kissed me? You knew what you were doing?

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: I'm sorry. I shouldn't have sprung this on you but it's been on my mind a lot lately and I just needed to know where you stood. It's not awkward, I promise. We're still good. Um, wow.

J: What if I did mean it though?

E: No, it's fine. I really don't mind. More like a pleasant surprise since I wanted to get this topic out in the open. Wow in a good way...?

E: So you're into me like that?

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: Honestly, I'm not even sure how to like, go about this. I guess... When we last talked about what happened between us on New Year's, were you just joking around with that flirting stuff or were you serious?

E: Oh, wow. That was out of left field, ha. I figured I shouldn't bring this up again so you and I wouldn't be awkward but I'm definitely willing to talk about it. It started as joking, but then I realized I actually meant it. I knew you didn't though, so I didn't push it.

[elijahgoldworthy]

📨 eli

J: Hey, do you have a minute to talk?

E: Yeah, definitely. What's up?

[claresjournal]

Oh, I’m sorry. I’ll be sure to keep all my pessimistic thoughts to myself from now on. Wouldn’t want to dethrone you. It’s good. Lots of work to be done, there are still some people who write articles like they’re texting so that’s always fun to deal with. But other than that, it’s good.

[elijahgoldworthy]

As if I’d want you to do that. Share the wealth with me, we can compare dreary outlooks. I’ll be retaining my title either way. I honestly don’t know how some people manage to pass English when their writing is so deplorable. They’re probably just scraping by. Kudos to you for the patience. This is totally unrelated, but would you be interested in helping me out with a movie night of sorts? Not necessarily a school function, I’m planning for it to be elsewhere. I’ve already got Adam on board.

[biancadancesousa]

Well, my mom was a dancer, and I heard she was always vibrant and fun. Ha. I know she used to come up with dance routines, she’d always get me involved. It’s the only reason why I picked it up in the first place. I wanted to be just like her…

Look, I’m not this perfect person and I’m screwed up too. I know you don’t like when I say that, but I am trying the best that I can. The point is that I get it. I get that you’re scared to talk about that crap, and it makes sense. You’re still my best friend, and you telling me means everything. Yeah, it confuses me, scares me a little… but I still see you as the same guy. I know that you wouldn’t purposely hurt someone. You care too much about people. Look at how you treated me. You were an amazing boyfriend, but before all that, you were an amazing friend. I just want you to know that no matter what your past looks like, I see great things for your future. I really do. Maybe it feels like it’s gonna follow you around forever, maybe it will, but I have a feeling you’re gonna get to a better place with all this. I believe in you, probably more than I believe in myself right now.

[elijahgoldworthy]

That explains a lot about your talent. Even if you don’t know as much about her as you’d like to, having that common thread means a lot.

You’re still mine as well. God, no, I never wanted to hurt her. I couldn’t even imagine laying a hand on her but I still--it still happened the way it did. Unintentional or not, it happened. Listen, I scare the shit out of myself on a regular basis. I might not be this evil person with bad intentions but I don’t trust myself at all. It’s just one of those experiences that taints every other portion of your life. And I’ve been in therapy for quite a while now; this sort of trauma isn’t undone as quickly as I’d prefer, ha. I want to believe you, and I believe that you’re being honest, but right now I can only hope that you’re right. I don’t remember how I felt before this happened but I know it was better than how I do now. I just want that back.

[look-a-meme]

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