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[frankieehollingsworths-blog]

You went to the school gym? It’s so gross in there, I would definitely not use it. But I guess it does the work if you want to work out. But I think that home exercises can be just as good or better than the workout machines.

[biancadancesousa]

Yeah, I dunno what I was thinking. I love dance, but I wanted to try something new to keep in shape. The gym at school is free, which is pretty much the only reason why I gave it a chance. I don't really have 50 dollars a month to spare on a gym membership.

[biancadancesousa]

Text | Bee

Drew: I did try so why would it get any better? I already tried my best, I should just drop out at this point. School isn't for me and I can't finish. It's still embarrassing no matter what. It's over for me.

Drew: There isn't, I'm not good at anything else. I would never be a good dancer besides where would that get me? It's too late to get scholarships for dancing. Yeah, I know they did. I love you too, Bee. You know that.

Bianca: Ur seriously just dropping out? Do u have any plans for afterwards? R u gonna get a job or something? It's not over, it's just beginning. You need to figure out what works for u.

Bianca: I was teasing u, Drew. I know ur not gonna be a dancer. I know. I'm lucky that u still feel that way for me. I don't deserve it.

[biancadancesousa]

Text | Bee

Drew: I'm a lost cause, Bee. No one can turn my life around. My mom is pissed because she knows I screwed up for the year. Adam still thinks everything is fine and I'll be going away to college, what is he going to think when he finds out I'm just a loser who can't graduate? He'll probably graduate and go off to college before me.

Drew: I am good at something, sports but that's gonna get taken from me then I have no real purpose in life anymore. You...you /love/ me?

Bianca: I know ur family better than I know my own, and they'd never treat u bad for something like that. U gave it ur all, right? If anyone is going to understand, it's gonna be Adam. Maybe u have to worry a little bit about Audra, but she'll hear u out eventually. And maybe there is a way to get through the rest of the year, u don't know that there isn't. Have u asked about extra credit in all of your classes? Don't give up.

Bianca: There's gonna be something else for u out there, we just gotta figure it out. Maybe u can finally try some of those sexy dance moves again. ;) U already have a choreographer at the tip of your fingers. Don't make it weird... but obviously. I wouldn't have been carrying ur child if I didn't. Things just... got messy and complicated.

[biancadancesousa]

I can't believe I went to the gym at school during my free period. Now I know why that place is never crowded. The smell alone was enough to make me question my decision. Top all that off with the amount of guys who thought they could hit on me while I was running and you can just say I'm never going back there again. I need to find a new workout routine or I'm never gonna lose these last few pounds. I can't stand being the fattest dancer at these competitions.

[prettyliargif]

[elijahgoldworthy]

What else have you heard about them? Even small family stories from when you were little? Or even before you were born? I wanted tell you earlier, I hope you believe me about that. It doesn’t explain all of my flaws but it would have given more answers earlier. I don’t think I really worked through any of it, her death. And any time I think about it, I feel like I’m opening Pandora’s box. I just…end up spiraling. It happened a short while before I got to Degrassi. My first move was to switch school districts and get a new start. But shit follows you around everywhere, a change of scenery won’t make a difference.

[biancadancesousa]

Well, my mom was a dancer, and I heard she was always vibrant and fun. Ha. I know she used to come up with dance routines, she'd always get me involved. It's the only reason why I picked it up in the first place. I wanted to be just like her...

Look, I'm not this perfect person and I'm screwed up too. I know you don't like when I say that, but I am trying the best that I can. The point is that I get it. I get that you're scared to talk about that crap, and it makes sense. You're still my best friend, and you telling me means everything. Yeah, it confuses me, scares me a little... but I still see you as the same guy. I know that you wouldn't purposely hurt someone. You care too much about people. Look at how you treated me. You were an amazing boyfriend, but before all that, you were an amazing friend. I just want you to know that no matter what your past looks like, I see great things for your future. I really do. Maybe it feels like it’s gonna follow you around forever, maybe it will, but I have a feeling you’re gonna get to a better place with all this. I believe in you, probably more than I believe in myself right now.

[biancadancesousa]

Text | Bee

Drew: i'm not that strong okay? i try to be for everyone else in my life and i mean i'm a guy, it's stupid for a guy to be going through crap and acting like he can't deal with it. i wish i could deal with it but it's so hard. you're strong, my brother's strong but i'm not.

Drew: how can you help me? i'm a lost cause just like everyone always said. i'm a stupid jock with nothing else going for him except sports. if i lose that then i'm nothing. you need me? why would you ever need me?

Bianca: Come on, u don't buy that crap. I mean I used to look at it that way, but even I know that's not true. U have every right to feel what ur feeling. I wish u told me sooner tho, I could have helped u turn the year around. U know I've been so bored w/ school, I would have been happy to tutor u or something. And don't laugh at that suggestion. Ha. U are just as strong as me and Adam, maybe more, cause u deal with us. ;)

Bianca: I'll help u find something, Drew. Everyone's good at something. Look at me. Never thought I'd be the type of girl to be good at /school/, but it is what it is. Now a few years ago I would have said the same thing, that I was just some useless girl. But things change. B/c I love u...

[biancadancesousa]

Text ➡ Open

Grace: not sure if I should be excited for the weekend or not

Bianca: Probably not. Doesn't look too promising. Guess the only solution is to come up with something worth our while.

[biancadancesousa]

Text | Bee

Drew: i don't know how to explain it. i just feel so tired. i'm worried about my brother, i'm failing all my classes, tori's been distant and to top it off my doctor ordered me to take a couple weeks off from basketball.

Drew: if i can't play sports...i might as well be dead because i have nothing else.

Bianca: Okay, but life gets tough and u just deal w/ it. I know u, Drew. You're so strong, you've been through so much. U can't just give up all hope. I'm not really one to preach this kind of crap, but it does get better. It will. So ur having a bad year, right? Well, I am too. Should I just give up? Sometimes I really do want to. Losing our baby, losing u, losing Eli, being rejected by my mom, all the other crap too.

Bianca: Let me help u get through this, please. Don't mess around and say things like that, it's not something I'm gonna take lightly. U might need me, but I need u too... okay? U have me.

[elijahgoldworthy]

That she does. It’s the result of years of practice. I love that about them. All those things I probably should have kept my mouth shut about. I know I freaked you out, understandably. But it’s the truth and I can’t change that. I can’t seem to keep it out of my present, either. Are you sure you want to?

[biancadancesousa]

I wish I knew how my mom and dad would act together, but I don't really remember our family dynamic. I heard they were in love once upon a time. I'd rather you did tell me. I wanted to know the real reason why we broke up, and I deserved to know. I'm kinda sorry that I pushed you to tell me, but I hope you understand why it had to go down like that. I was confused, upset. Yeah, I'm sure. This is something we need to talk about... even if it's scary... probably for both of us.

[biancadancesousa]

Text | Bee

Drew: i don't know what to do anymore. everything is so messed up.

Bianca: I knew something was up... spill.

[fcacoyne-archive]

Oh, totally. That must be it. Don’t worry, you’re reputation is safe with me.

[biancadancesousa]

Has to be the only explanation. Are you alright? You don't seem as perky as usual. Don't tell me you're ready to break free, cause I know you're gonna miss this place once you graduate. Ha. Don't worry, Fi. High school is almost over, you'll get through it.

[biancadancesousa]

Text | Bee

Drew: i can't do this.

Drew: are you awake? i need you.

Bianca: I'm too lazy to make the trip to my bed, so I've been enjoying a little Cutthroat Kitchen. Wait, what's up? You're not hurt, r u?

[quarterbacktorres-blog]

I wish I could but if I take a break I won’t stay in shape. I’m sure it’s fine, I just need to keep wearing my brace and doing some physical therapy exercises for it to get back to normal. Why? There’s no need to be.

[biancadancesousa]

Alright, if you know what you're doing. Just be careful. I dunno. Cause you never ask for help. You're like me in that sense. And I just have this feeling that something's off with you. You’re failing classes and getting constant injuries. Something’s up.

[the-beauty-of-words-blog]

[biancadancesousa]

have you ever sold drugs?

Yes.

[biancadancesousa]

have you ever wished you could get drew back?

Yes.