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[elisaalol]

when people say I look too skinny I always remember that I was even skinner before

[elisaalol]

i’ve never felt more fat in my life. i’m so disgusted with myself. change needs to happen now

[elisaalol]

the problem is I purposely listen to certain music to trigger tf outta myself

[elisaalol]

screw the big ass I need skinny

[elisaalol]

went down a really bad binge period and I’m going back on track to my goals. It was all the weed smoking I swear 😭

[unnoticedthoughts]

You know it's bad again when you log back into tumblr.

[elisaalol]

going on tiktok is pain

[elisaalol]

i feel like crying but i can’t cuz i’m on antidepressants

[elisaalol]

i’m literally INSANE last week i was on a whole gym grid trying to make my booty bigger now this week all i can think about is being thinner

[elisaalol]

TW bulimia

had a really bad week of binge/purge bc of how much i smoked. i think back to the times when i thinner and i’m am going to get it back

[elisaalol]

for having an ed i sure do think about food a fucking lot

[elisaalol]

TW bulimia

purging has become so normalized in my life i barely even think twice about doing it and rarely feel guilty after because i’m so used to it :/

[iwannabethinblr]

hello ed community

if you’re seeing this: - drink some water - go pee, for gods sake - straighten ur back/ stretch - take ur meds if u need - if it’s later than 2am at night please go to bed - try to get enough sleep - ily all - stay alive <3 - u r valid

[elisaalol]

i got really high and binged just fantastic 🥰

[brookerecovers]

me: i can’t sleep :/

my bitch ass ed brain: you know what will help? looking at thinspo and planning what you’re gonna eat for the next 5 days

[elisaalol]

I was cutting up an apple today and I noticed a strand of hair fell out...

[elisaalol]

“where’d you get those shadows on your face?”

song: sleeping season

artist: flower face