What is it like to study Chinese
I have been studying Chinese for about three years now. I have learned many interesting and valuable things, but to be honest, it is so little that sometimes I hardly believe that „I can speak Chinese.“ This sentence gets a whole different meaning as I progress in my Chinese. Although it still means „I can have a nice conversation with you as long as we talk about weather.“
I started with Chinese one month later than my classmates because it took me a long time to decide if Chinese was the right choice for me. It did not take too long to realize that I did make a right decision but also a terrible decision at the same time as I had to learn the basics by myself. I mean the basics of the basics... and only basics of the basics took me forever to learn. Couple of nights spent by writing the Chinese characters without actually knowing what I was doing and there you go , I somehow managed to catch up and join everyone on a wild journey of studying real Chinese. At least that is what I thought I was doing, learning the real Chinese.
I don´t know what I liked more, actually studying the language or talking about it. The reaction on people´s faces when I told them I study Chinese was just so damn satisfying. Like: „Whoaaah! Oh my God! What? How can you do that?“ made me feel like a freaking superhero! Holy cow, I just loved it, almost believed I really could speak the language after three months of studying it. Then everyone asks you to say something in Chinese and then you go like a pro: „Ni hao!“ which just means hello but everyone starts losing their shit and wants to hear more. You are so full of yourself that you keep on talking in Chinese but the only problem is that you really cannot say anything more, only one useless sentence about beautiful weather that you screw up anyways as you say it but hey, it doesn´t matter. No one understands you and you just keep on saying that messed up sentence that doesn´t make sense anymore. You end up making these weird noises to finish off, hoping you still sound Chinese. Well, heck yeah, you do sound Chinese! Then there is an applause and you are so proud of your poor skills that you feel like you are already a pro.
That were my poor beginnings of learning Chinese. Only in the year three of this painful journey I realized I actually cannot speak. That is when I went to China to „improve“ my language skills. It was thanks to the taxi driver I faced the cruel truth. Trying to have a simple conversation with him finding out that not only I understand nothing from the nonsense that was coming out of his mouth but also that he didn‘t understand anything of what I was saying. And I am like: „How do you not understand? I am speaking CHINESE!“
I realized that if I wanted people to understand me I have to learn how to speak like them. Really learn. So I started to listen to Chinese songs and learned the lyrics by heart, started to watch Chinese drama shows and wow, that stuff can be highly addictive (if you like that kind of stuff). I started going to the cinema on a regular basis to watch Chinese movies that I didn´t understand so ended up being the only person not laughing at the jokes from the movie.
It took me a long time to make my Chinese sound Chinese. I still don´t hit the right tone 50% of times, but we all know tones in Chinese are student´s worst enemy. I am very aware that this level is still not enough but I think that it will never be enough. Studying a language is a life-long process, something that you always have to work on, always have to improve. If you are one of those poor guys that thought studying Chinese was going to be fun, you have all my respect and support. I wish you all the best and don't you ever give up on this beautiful language that drives us all crazy sometimes. Cheers!








