Eliza

I just talked about how I feel 26

[elizastay2]

There is a part of me that hates my worthless ass, but I feel like I can say it now without feeling as bad I hide from my problems and I probably will continue doing it to a distant, but I hope I don’t do it as much. I find a lot of things scary like the idea of letting someone down not being good enough even the idea of relying on somebody like I feel bad relying on my therapist even though it’s her job I wanna be able to rely on nobody and do everything on my own, but maybe getting help isn’t the worst thing ever made me some people just need it and maybe I am one of them.

[elizastay2]

I wish I listen to myself a couple years back and tried getting medicated back then, but my parents didn’t want me to, but I finally took it into my own shoes and set the appointment up by myself and did it all I need a little bit of help, but it’s in most of it on my own. I’m not used to it, but I’m getting better at it.

[elizastay2]

Finally being medicated for the first time in my life feel nice. It’s like my mind is a little bit more calm and have more energy hopefully it’s not just a placebo for me starting it. Hopefully, I keep feeling better.

[elizastay2]

I seen some stuff today that made me feel a little sad, but then I get a chance to talk to my friends name made me feel a little better. I just gotta keep trying to be better. I think I’ve been doing a lot better.

[elizastay2]

I hope we can still watch the needy streamer anime together. My standards might be a little high.

[elizastay2]

It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. I’m just a asshole that take things for granted with people sometime. I guess that doesn’t change about me.

[wyrmrave]

I first saw her in a dream ♡

[kannanok]

MADOKA has a new strawberry bag

[toastedliver]

tragic yuri my favourite

[lalnerd-art]

now selling a vindicta keychain on my ACGGoods store!!

[leilqck]

Chin up Pocket :)

[passer26]

🍎👁️‍🗨️👁️‍🗨️

[leilqck]

long hair batcase...

inspired by this post on bsky

[elizastay2]

It’s fun when you suck at a character and then something clicks in your head and you figure out what you were doing wrong and it starts feeling so much better. I didn’t think I would like silver but she’s actually been pretty fun.

[elizastay2]

I wish people could learn how to talk. It’s so annoying caring 80% of the conversation I’m gonna start giving up on people easier.

[leilqck]

happy valentine's dayy

[elizastay2]

Spent the last couple hours thinking about Apollo and builds I can do on him. Can’t wait to play later today. I’m gonna try to master him.