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@ella-cupcake
31.07.26
a very difficult day. I've never stopped looking for beauty anyway. even if I felt in hell. I listened to my synth-postpunk playlist and felt alive... and sad... and cried while taking a sunbathe. lately I've been crying in the most beautiful places. and even if it's sad, it feels right. just so right.
I am watching a very light and dumb series...
heh.
Jeff, photographed by Hugo Dixon in 1994
31.07.2026
05.44 am
2 frustrated to write. I am in hell and it sucks. it's painful in the body (tension in the neck -tension in the face and forehead - the most simple movement becomes chaotic and interactions with objects of every kind makes me angry - burden in the chest - short breath - bloated stomach)
thoughts are of the worst kind: hate all my family members, hate where i am, hate my life in general. death (just the inevitable one) is perceived like a relief.
thoughts telling me I am choosing to live a nightmare reality and I should make better decisions. so i am responsible for feeling like shit. my relationships are fake. I hate everyone. I hate my job but I want money. wanting money means I suck and didn't understand anything about life.
that's why I am not writing daily anymore. I cyclically lose hope, which is the only thing I should never lose to keep going.
I try to sleep again... and I will try to connect to myself a little more during the day... I am sorry I treat myself like this. I am sorry for being this angry. I am sorry I can't feel grateful. I am sorry for producing these thoughts.
and sorry for my bad english...
Landscape by Moonlight (1890)
by Jean Delville
28/07/26
today i studied a bit. just to set the next task to accomplish. it was a long time that i didn't sit at my desk... summer really change my perspective of my own room. but I read on the Internet that it's quite normal during this season to feel more foggy then usual... we have to drink a lot and be gentle towards ourselves. and many other things.
good night☆
and by the way, the person who stole cranberries guitar in D.C. , you’re gonna burn in hell… foreverrr
i love when someone confirms we're friends
Yevgeny Charushin, Snow Leopard
don't forget to be the way you are
aquirax uno
Tomorrow, but gentler.
