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The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot || Jella

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand Hope you find out what you are; already know what I am And if it makes you less sad, we’ll start talking again You can tell me how vile I already know that I am

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Too sober to deal with all the drama of coming back to Bristol.

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Phone call|| Jasper

Ella: Okay... Can um.. Can you get me? I don't have anymore pounds left.

Jasper: 'Course. I just.. where are you?

Ella: you don't have to. I could try and find a way back.

Ella: some fucking town, I don't even know what it's called. Baths I believe.

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Phone call|| Jasper

Jasper: We all have our faults. Though, running away doesn't do anything. It's making it hurt, it's just numbing the pain. So when you finally come to a stop it hits you full force. I am different. But, there's always going to be someone different for us. You were different to me. You are different to me. But, it doesn't mean your excused from learning. It's different, this. And if we're going to do something, you're going t'have to work with me, El. No more running.

Ella: Okay... Can um.. Can you get me? I don't have anymore pounds left.

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Phone call|| Jasper

Jasper: You don't want to? Then you proceed to fuck off? Yeah. I get it. I'm lonely too. We're all fucking lonely. It's going to happen sometimes. But I'm reaching out, and I'm offering, and you're just pushing me away. You think I don't know what it's like to be left? What it's like to be uncared for? Tossed around? Ten years of my fucking life were wasted bouncing between jails and institutions, but I'm not going to stop now. I was perfectly fine killing myself, but then you gave me a reason to try. I love you, Ella. Why the fuck isn't that enough?

Ella: Because I'm a selfish fucking prick who doesn't know a good thing when she's got it so I go to these vast extents and hurt myself in the process because of it. I might not have been in jails or hospitals but I've been from countries to cities, running away is easy for me. It doesn't hurt. I liked you because you're different, I love you because you're insane but in a way you keep me in check. I just... Don't know what else to do.

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Phone call|| Jasper

Ella: You know facing the problem and shit. Tried offing myself.

Ella: I don't know. Everyone I've ever loved never cared for me. They either fucked off or died.

Jasper: Ella, what the fuck? And I'm now just hearing about this? Look. I understand. You've been hurt, but you have to believe when I say I don't see me doin' any sort of that stupid shit in the future. I'm not everyone, and I'm not fucking off, and I'm not dying. But, the real question is, are you?

Ella: No, I'm not trying to fuck off. I don't want to. I just don't know how else to deal with shit that's been giving. My brother he uh... He used to be my everything then he left me. Left me with that fucking cunt of an aunt who never cared. I'm lonely and i don't want to be.

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