𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖆 ࣪ ִֶָ☾

༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶ 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚏 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚜 21 ❥ 𝚝𝚠

[ellaangelxx]

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ hello angels 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒

22 yrs old ₊˚⊹♡ 5’10

⭒ hw: 178 lbs

⭒ lw: 146 lbs

⭒ sw: 158 lbs

⭒ cw: 150.4 lbs

⭒ 🔓: 160

⭒ 🔒: 155

⭒ 🔒: 150

⭒ 🔒: 145

⭒ 🔒: 140

⭒ 🔒: 135

⭒ 🔒gw: 130

⭒ 🔒ugw: 125

i’ve been on 3dblr for a few years on and off under different accounts that got t worded :) my body image has been sh!t since around 12 yrs old <3

just a venting blog !! please just block, don’t report !!

re-locking in: april 2026

active may 2026

[ellaangelxx]

i am truly convinced i’m going to be stuck in the 150s forever 😭😭😭

[ellaangelxx]

well hello….i am back after much time away and many months of overeating. over the last month i’ve locked in and lost most of the weight i gained since last being on here. time to lock back in😙

[ellaangelxx]

can i pull myself together??? hello???? god i hate myself

[ellaangelxx]

i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

[melasdiary-deactivated20250524]

Y’all h0es ain’t ready for the outfits I’ll wear once I get skinny

[ellaangelxx]

tomorrow is the start of my diet !! i used to be low res (800-1150 cals) and eat pretty much anything, including junk.

but now i’m aiming for clean, whole foods under 1000 cals.

first goal is to get under 149 now (even tho i was 146 a few months ago 😖🥲)

current weight april 4th, 2025 : 153.5? i think

[ellaangelxx]

been on a streak for the last 9 days of 10-18k steps a day 😋

[lyridstars]

“recovery!” i say as i binge every day for two weeks, gain ten pounds, and immediately relapse harder than before and hate myself because of the weight i gained

[ellaangelxx]

@N@ APRIL IS HERE GUYS 🙌🏼

[ellaangelxx]

oh f*** i am so back

[ellaangelxx]

born to try mcdonald’s new chicken big mac….forced to drink a 0 calorie beverage instead…

[saddi3grl]

[ellaangelxx]

a nice 0 calorie carbonated drink always takes away the hunger

[ellaangelxx]

20 more pounds till i reach my goal weight, and 30 till i reach my UUULLTTIIMMAATTEE goal weight 🥲🥲🥲🥲 so close but so f****** far UUGGHHH

[ellaangelxx]

GUYSSS weight updateeee !!

this morning i weighed 149.7 on an empty stomach !! and literally week ago i was about 152 on an empty stomach. i’ve actually been sticking to my plan and it’s paying off 🥹

tbh i haven’t been in the 140s since like 9th grade…i’m 20 now hahaha

let’s bring this good energy into OCTOBER!!! ❤️

[cosmokid-deactivated20250103]

i'm a big fat ogre and my boyfriend thinks i look disgusting

[ellaangelxx]

this is also my brain every hour of the day