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@ellathegenovian
If there’s one thing I learned since I signed up on 10/07/2013 5:18:14 PM, it’s that #c: nuka takes up too much of my time.
I want to take a heaping batch of #i'm london and spread it all over me like I’m that peanut butter baby. You know the one.
#moodboard and Other Things That Ruined My Life: An Autobiography by ellathegenovian
Like if you’re a #holy shit fan, reblog if you’re a #*cries* fan.
♬ FROM ELLA
“I was scared of pretty girls and starting conversations, all my friends are turning green, you’re the magician’s assistant in their dream. Oh, and they come unstuck. Lady, running down to the riptide, taken away to the dark side, i wanna be your left hand man.”
--RIPTIDE by VANCE JOY
Bailey wondered if the girl remembered her. Of course she didn’t. They had spoken once, twice. Sure it had been a long conversation, and the girl had been friendly, but judging by the people surrounding her and the girl’s magnificent laugh– she had that effect on a lot of people.
She heard the word princess whisper, and she could see it. This girl was definitely princess material. Not like Bailey. She was smart, gorgeous, lean, fit, had a great way with people an a large smile on her face. And the way she somehow flitted from one person, one conversation, to another with such ease… She was perfect.
Bailey ducked her head, deciding she better shuffle off to class when she heard a-
“Bailey!”
The girl had remembered her, and it left Bailey slightly breathless as she turned around, to see the girl walking past all of her admirer’s and straight to… To Bailey Forrester. A nobody. “Sorry. Your name’s Bailey right? How awkward would it be if i got that wrong? I hope you weren’t planning on sneaking off there without saying hi! I was hoping we’d finish our conversation from last week!” The girl said these words genuinely, enthusiastically, as if she actually cared what Bailey had to say.
This girl was something else entirely. Bailey had been used to her entire life of being told she wasn’t good enough, and yet here was a girl who seemed to firmly believe that maybe… Maybe Bailey was enough. She was speechless. The other girl seemed to take that as a bad sign, holding up her hands.
“Sorry, sorry. Stranger danger, right? And i never even introduced myself! I’m Ella! Or Elouise Adelaide Deveraux Renaldi but that’s such a mouthful!” The girl didn’t talk too much, in fact she spoke just enough, and it made Bailey still feel stumped altogether.
“I… H-hello.” Bailey stuttered out, pathetic, immediately shrivelling in on herself, cursing inwardly for sounding like such an idiot. But either Ella didn’t notice, or chose not to comment, instead looping her arm over Bailey’s as if they had known each other their entire lives as she commented on Bailey’s fantastic figure and what her secret was.
Bailey swallowed hard, glancing around at the many jealous looks, some people still holding out some paper still for Ella to sign, but Ella barely noticed. All she saw was… Bailey.
insp.
“i prefer the term realistic, but i guess negative could also describe it…though i’d rather not look at it that way.”
“I think it’s far from realistic to think that I can’t find another soup that you love just as much as my Greek one. You should have more faith in my soup abilities and the power of the Genovian palace kitchen.”
he shrugged, “i’ve just never loved the cold or snow at all. it’s harder to be outside- and that’s where i would much rather be.”
“You’ve lost me Hood hold on - you don’t love the snow, I got that. But its harder to be outside? How? And you’d rather be outside even though you love the cold? Huh?”
“go ahead, help yourself.” calysta couldn’t seem to stop smiling then, having a person like her cooking and seemingly like her all in the same go was reason enough to keep an almost permanent grin pull up the corners of her lips. “well thank you, i do love it.”
“Thanks Calysta” Ella shoots the other girl a smile and goes and gets the chips, coming back to the counter with a bowlful of tostitos. “What else can you cook amazingly? Other than everything, I’m sure.” The blonde gives Calysta a genuine smile, laughing a little through her chip eating.
“I don’t think you really understand, but it’s really okay.” Sylvie set down her coffee and shifted uncomfortably in her chair. “The family was just too busy this year for any sort of Christmas nonsense and I liked it so much better here anyways. It was for the better and I’m…better off because of it.”
“Christmas nonsense?” Ella looked at Sylvie, confused. Even during the time when they were dating, Ella never understood Sylvie’s family. They had never seemed very loving and family like to her, and she always tried to get the other girl to open up about it. “Christmas is never nonsense. I’m so sorry you spent it here, Vie...and please don’t say that. Christmas alone is never for the better and I refuse to believe that you’re better off because of it. You could have always come to mine, you know.”
“I love you too.” Bailey croaked out, weak, exhausted. She felt much more sober after all of this, and she can’t say she loved that feeling. “I just don’t know what people want from me. And i’m sick of trying.” She let out a small, muffled laugh at Ella talking about becoming a zombie, shaking her head, “I’d never let you die. You’re never going to die. Don’t you know that? It’s a rule.” Bailey swallowed thickly, looking down, seeing too much in Ella’s eyes and it hurt. “I just don’t want to keep thinking about what i’ve done wrong. Or why i’m not enough.”
I love you too. Hearing Bailey say those words brought just a little bit of soothing to Ella’s heart, even though everything else her little sister was saying cracked her heart. “I don’t know what other people want from you Bailey - I’m not other people. But I know what I want from you, all I want from you, is you. Your fears, your hopes, your dreams, your company, your smiles, your voice. I just want my little sister. I don’t need anything more.” A teeny smile came out on the princesses face when she managed to make Bailey laugh, and she dropped her hands down so she could hold both of Bailey’s in hers. “It’s a rule? Okay, fine, it’s a rule. But the same goes for you. Without you, there is no me, got it?” A tear slips down Ella’s face and reaches up, cupping the other girls cheek in her palm. “You are enough. You are more than enough for me. I can’t stop you from thinking, but I can tell you everything I think when I look at you. And it’s filled with love. Okay?”
exactly how much do you love ella? (for drunk bailey)
I la la la la lOVE HER. So much. She’s just. The one person i always have. I can always count on her. Even though she’s not around as much anymore. I know no matter what day or time, i can just- i can just call her and thereeeee she is! Ready with open arms for me! What did i do to deserve an Ella..
“True. I haven’t gotten drunk though in a while. Don’t really go to parties like that.”
Originally posted by dailyarianagifs
“I miss a lot when I’m drunk. And I’m really tired of doing that, so I mean...”
“I’m sorry I don’t mean to be a buzzkill I”m just...really incredibly tired.”
ELLA + BAILEY
You matter. You matter so fucking much. I would do anything for you Bailey, you know that. I would die for you - anything to keep you happy and safe. Absolutely anything. I love you so much. @forrestfull-bailey
As my 25th birthday present from the media, I’d like for you to stop accusing all my friends of dating me. #thirsty
She almost pulled away from Ella, and her hands on her wrists, shaking her head, not wanting to see the pity and the sympathy. “I love you too. You’re- you’re my sister. But i can’t keep weighing you down. You deserve so much more. Don’t you see that? Everybody else does. They see it.” She inhaled so deeply that her chest felt like it might explode. “Xavier- Xavier… He- he-” Her words cut out and she shook her head, not wanting to say it. “You and him are my everything, but he- he chose it- he- he chose, he doesn’t- he chose alcohol over me. I see him as everything in my life, just like you. And he just- he couldn’t, he left, he just- he didn’t want to be my friend anymore. And i - i - i - i know he’s going through stuff, but i’m going through stuff and i needed him and he- he wasn’t there, and you are, and it’d be like- it’d be like if you decided to leave me for- for a pen or something.” She let out an incredulous, slightly manic laugh, shaking her head. “And what if you do? What if you do? What do i do then? I can’t keep just waiting for everybody to leave. Roxie- Roxie had to go too, and i’m- i’m happy for her, and- and Dan and Troy are gone, and, and they’re happy. And Amber’s gone. And my- my parents… They want me gone. And it’s all too much, i don’t know who i can talk to.” She was hyperventilating, her breathing coming out quick and panted.
“You are my little sister and I love you. Just like I’m sure you’re not weighing me down. Please don’t ever say that...you lift me up. ANd I mean that.” Ella’s voice softens, still holding onto her, blue eyes genuine. “And everyone else is wrong. We dont deserve you.” She left off there and just listened to Bailey talk, feeling her heart sink with every word. “He cut me off too Bails I just...” her voice is soft. “Xave’s being an asshole. I dont’ know what to say, I haven’t...” her eyebrows furrow and her voice sinks. Clearly talking about it brings her down. “I haven’t figured out how to fix it yet. He thinks shutting us off will help us...please dont do that to me. Please don’t. I don’t think I could take it. I am here for you when you’re going through stuff, come to me, I’m begging you. Look Bailey.” Ella leans forward and looks Bailey straight in the eye, voice steady as all hell. “No matter WHAT. You have me. Even if I die and there’s just a zombie me walking around, you have got me. And my family. Do not ever doubt that.”
“Really? I can get pretty smashed and feel fine the next day.”
Originally posted by prettyangellove
“I’ve developed a very high tolerance and I don’t really drink anymore, so I don’t know. But everyone handles their liquor differently.”