Let's Escape

Reality is harsher than I thought and so, I wanted to fly. I'll look for a way for me to do so.

[elliethepotato93]

"What happened to you? What happened to my understanding Queen?"

"She left a long time ago because you did too"

[elliethepotato93]

I've always believed in soulmates. I know I have someone out there who will love me and care for me without questions and I would reciprocate it. So, to my soulmate, I just want to tell u that I oddly love you before meeting you.

[elliethepotato93]

Found this chat for you on Tumblr

Be Open, Be Friendly, Befriend! - Group Chat on Tumblr

This is a Group Chat on Tumblr that chats about: #friends, #Aesthetic, #anime, #manhwa, #friendship, #BL, #yaoi, #meet friends, #egirl, #mee

[elliethepotato93]

Weird was said to be one of my adjectives but I beg to differ; I've always seen myself as a girl who held the winter in her eyes, knowledge in her mind and sarcasm in her words. Someone who brings a storm with her but still delicate like a dandelion. She who's never too dark nor too bright but still looked at like one of the brightest star in their universe. She who causes destruction but can make things better with a simple introduction.

[elliethepotato93]

It's hard to keep THAT headspace to yourself because no one would understand. If you buy things that you need or go into THAT headspace, many would question you and that's scary. It's scary to be judged, to be looked at in a way and being whispered about. It's been a painful 3-4 years because I can't express who I am but I can hold on.

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[elliethepotato93]

I've always been the one who they thought would have everything set for her future and all she needs to do is achieve those goals but I'm not. I'm still lost.

[elliethepotato93]

Ellie want to be an E Girl but Ellie doesn't have the guts to be one

[elliethepotato93]

Ellie want them but Ellie can't stand in those...Ellie is also broke but Ellie is lazy hihi

[elliethepotato93]

Some days I rant about being broke and all that but please don't give me a suggestion involving a Sugar Daddy...because I'm kinda impulsive sometimes. Also I'm too insecure for that

[elliethepotato93]

You just want to escape from everyone and everything around you to a place where no one knew you and no one would care who you are. Japan is where I wanna be at

[elliethepotato93]

Someday I wanna tell someone this words because I know they're the only one I'll ever love with all I have and maybe, just maybe, they'll love me unconditionally too

[elliethepotato93]

I don't want pity but after REALLY thinking about it, it's kinda sad to want friends but not local friends because you know them too much. So you go here in the internet to look for one haha

[elliethepotato93]

Have you ever been so invested on someone that you know you won't ever gonna be with? But the saddest thing about that is that he's a fictional character 🐱