She's Oh So Broken

Elsa Elaine Jackson. 15. Runaway “She reasoned that because she was beautiful she was significant..”

[mega-stud--ryder-blog]

I just got my puppet taken away

Apparently practicing to be a puppeteer wasn’t a good excuse and I needed to stop treating it like a real person..

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[elsasheartofice]

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[staygold-sworthy]

Well, whenever you’re free, let me know. We could meet up.

[elsasheartofice]

Saturdays good for me.  

[staygold-sworthy]

I’d be glad to as long as I can hear one of your songs.

[elsasheartofice]

Of course you can. 

[elsasheartofice]

Conceal, Don't Feel [flashback/self para]

TAGGING: Elsa Jackson LOCATION: The Jackson Household TIME FRAME: December, 3 years ago (rp time) NOTES: Just to help me get a little bit more into character and to explain why Elsa ran away.  A/N: I'm not sure if there is an trigger warnings but if you see something that bothers you, please message me and I will tag it accordingly. 

She'd thought about it, a lot. Running away, that it. Of course she'd never acted upon it, but she wanted to leave, she wanted to have her own life. Of course she was only 13, but she knew her parents would never be able to love her like they did Becky. They'd probably forget about it within minutes of finding out she was gone.  It was 12:03 a.m. and Elsa was already half way gone. She didn't have much, a couple hundred of bucks, the dress she had on and the pair of shoes covering her feet. The only other thing she'd thought to bring was the necklace her sister had given her. It was the most important thing to Elsa. 

She didn't have a destination, she just wanted to go. 

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She'd spent two years living on the streets or anywhere she could find warmth before she hitched a ride to Toronto. It was the furthest she could get away from her past with the money she had. Once she was in Toronto, she started roaming the streets until she stumbled upon an abandoned house. She opened the door, it was perfect, it would work. Now at 15, she finally has a place of her own, it wasn't real, but she was free. 

[staygold-sworthy]

It’s only natural, I figure. Yeah, same. I mean, I’m no expert, but I can read tabs pretty well. I say go for it.

[elsasheartofice]

I guess so. Well, that's good. Maybe you can play guitar for me one day. 

[elsasheartofice]

I Believe in You - Elsa Jackson. 

[staygold-sworthy]

I mean, I’ll do it around the house, or in the shower or whatever, but I’ve never been a public singer. I did learn a bit of guitar, though. Music therapy and whatnot.

[elsasheartofice]

I think everyone does that at some point in their life. That's pretty cool. I've always wanted to play. 

[staygold-sworthy]

Oh, no, I’ve definitely dreamed of being a writer, I thought you meant you dreamed of being a singer. Eh, fuck dignity. I’d say there’s more to gain.

[elsasheartofice]

Nope, I don't think you're the type to sing but I could be wrong. You've got a point. 

[staygold-sworthy]

Well, thank you. I at least try to be, haha. No one’s ever asked me, either, but I don’t know if I’ve ever dreamed of it. If you want to be a singer, though, I say go for it. What have you got to lose, right?

[elsasheartofice]

You've never dreamed of being a writer? I think I'll take your advice, I suppose Ive got nothing to lose, except maybe my dignity. 

[staygold-sworthy]

Well, thank you. I’m hoping I actually do the characters some justice so it can live up to even my expectations, hah. No worries, I go through the same thing.

[elsasheartofice]

I'm sure you will, you seem like a smart guy. Well, no ones really asked, so I guess Ive never given it a thought, expect to dream about doing it. 

[staygold-sworthy]

I hope so, too. I hate to pride myself, but I think it had some promise. I feel that. What’s stopping you?

[elsasheartofice]

I think it has a lot of promise, from what you've told me. Uhm, that's actually a really good question. I have no idea.

[elsasheartofice]

I hope it works. What are you working on, if you wanna share. You dont have too. Yep, lyrics. Yes, I do. 

[staygold-sworthy]

Well, lately I’ve been on a roll with this one screenplay I started earlier in the month, kind of a surrealist’s take on the classic star cross’d lovers story arch. It was going great for a while but then I just flatlined. Very cool. Publicly, or?

[elsasheartofice]

That sounds pretty cool. Aw, well I hope it all works out and you're able to revive it. I've never really sang publicly but I've wanted too. 

[staygold-sworthy]

I’ve done it in the past. I just might have to this time around. Lyrics, huh? That’s always cool. Do you sing them, too?

[elsasheartofice]

I hope it works. What are you working on, if you wanna share. You dont have too. Yep, lyrics. Yes, I do. 

[staygold-sworthy]

Music definitely helps. Hm…That’s worked in the past, I don’t know how I didn’t think of it this time around. You a writer?

[elsasheartofice]

That it does. Hm, Im sure you would've. Not a novel writer, justsome lyrics every know and then. 

[staygold-sworthy]

I know I post way too often about writer’s block but it will be my downfall. I should look into remedies for lack of drive.

[elsasheartofice]

You should try listening to music.  Or re-read what you've already wrote, sometimes you can get ideas from what you've already wrote. 

[elsasheartofice]

Eeep.

[staygold-sworthy]

Is it you?

[elsasheartofice]

It is.