Kyla de Lune

| Kyla | 17 | Big fucking nerd | | Horror enthusiast | Cat lady | | Bisexual |

[anotordinaryteen]

Have you ever heard that one song or smelled that one smell that reminded you of that one person and for that moment in time you just want to go back to what it used to be.

I miss you (via @anotordinaryteen)

[curveyhunnie]

[indieschild]

When you’re in a relationship, you get so used to it being you and that person. But when or if it ends, you have to remember what it was like being alone. That’s where I am right now. Remembering what it was like being alone. Part of the time it’s alright, but then part of the time you just want to crawl into bed and watch Netflix or cry but at the same time you don’t want to be alone. And it’s not like you can talk to your best friend about it because you two broke up. I have to remember what it’s like being alone again. I’ll be okay though. I’m a strong person. It’s just hard adjusting to change.

[myloveisinfinate]

I know my heart will never be the same. But I’m telling myself I’ll be okay.

Sara Evans (via myloveisinfinate)

[letspretendeverythingwillbeok]

I’ve got a good heart, it’s just accompanied by some bad habits.

Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #23 (via letspretendeverythingwillbeok)

[midnight-wildcard]

The saddest part about losing you was that you’re the one that I wanted to talk to about it and I’d rather be crying in your arms rather than alone in my bed.

My thoughts about you (via pizzaavenger)

[insteadofdisappearing]

bad iphone poetry pt. 6

[lily-evangeline]

I don’t now why I’m holding on to you There is nothing to hold on to I use to be scared of losing you I think I still am somehow Like if I let you go then I officially lost you If I just hold on to every little memory Maybe you’ll come back But I know you won’t And that’s even scarier

Lily Evangeline (via lilyevangeline7)

[februaryfears]

I hate being unable to engage in a conversation without thinking of you. I see you in everyone; the way people laugh, talk about something they love all reminds me of you.

i hope you’re struggling just as much as i am through the little things (via februaryfears)

[anotordinaryteen]

someday you’re going to be able to hear and say his name without all the memories flooding back at once and hitting you like a tidal wave

someday (via @anotordinaryteen)

[scarendipity]

I know it’s wrong, but god damn it, I’d change anything about myself to get you to love me back.

tjr 4/1/17 (via scarendipity)

[sad-dez]

And that night, I barely drove home with some music holding me together, took my clothes off and dove in my bed hoping I fall asleep before I fall apart.

-things i should have said (via sad-dez)

[unperfectthing]

[bellejarpoetry]

I thought anchors, Were supposed to keep you grounded. But I have this sinking feeling, I can’t seem to shake. The ceiling used to seem, So low. My head in the clouds, People passing, Through the streets below. And now my thoughts swim in the gutter, And I can’t help but regret, Every impulsive word, Though I spoke without a stutter. I thought I wanted to be heard, But it’s the silence, You prefer. So I’ll keep my voice down low, Feeding now, With the birds. I’ll take every crumb I can get, And I’ll leave you as you were. Before I ever tripped up, Among your tracks, Tied to each and every word. I should have seen the train behind me, I should have ran. But you stunned me, Now here I am.

Belle Jar (via bellejarpoetry)

[toexist265-deactivated20230708]

They say dreams can come true. But remember, so can nightmares too.

Dreams can be nightmares (via toexist265)

[wexler]

On the set of Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi in Yuma, Arizona in 1982

[autoportraitt]