[mimosaleewrites]

I’m finding comfort in our memories, while you seek comfort in someone else.

no one else compares to you (via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

You have ruined everyone else for me.

(via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

Am I pathetic or loyal for still thinking about you?

6 months after you left (via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

Just because you couldn’t love me, doesn’t mean no one else ever will.

Gentle reminder (via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

You have my heart and I have nothing left.

Mimosa Lee (via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

You didn’t actually think we were going to last forever did you?‘

Your last words to me  (via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

I loved you  when I needed  to feel something other than sadness.

i dont need to use you as my safety net anymore  (via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

It is a challenge to lose myself in other people when memories of you still linger.

do you struggle with this as well? probably not since you’ve been comforting yourself in someone else’s arms (via mimosaleewrites)

[mimosaleewrites]

artwork by: flowsoftly

[mimosaleewrites]

This morning I woke up next to someone else. I rolled over, half blind without my glasses and thought it was you for a second. For a moment I felt at home, the thought of being next to you was a comforting thought. I remember how not even a week ago I awoke next to you, greeted with sloppy morning kisses. But his snoring awoke me from my day dream of you. His choppy brown strangled his face as he tossed and turned, awaking me from my not so deep slumber. His hands grazed my side and pulled me closer to his warm body. As I lay there entangled in him, he raised a hand to move my shoulders next to his own. His stubby knuckles looked like yours, images of waking up next to you rushed through my head. His facial hair was the same as yours, his forearms looked like yours, every one of his details that were illuminated by the soft morning light reminded me of you. I needed to breathe, escape his grasp and any thoughts I had of you. How pathetic it was that I was thinking of you while next to someone else. Will I be forever plagued with memories of you wherever I go?

Mimosa Lee (via mimosaleewrites)

[februaryfears]

using @mimosaleewrites now instead of this one :)

@mimosaleewrites

[februaryfears]

I’ll never accept that you left me because you wanted me to “find someone that I deserved.” I wanted you. I deserved you.

Don’t bullshit me around, tell me you are leaving because you don’t love me anymore.

[februaryfears]

I’ve come to accept that love is temporary. We aren’t meant to have someone for an extended period of time. One of us are bound to get tired with the other, it’s just a matter of time.

everyone gets bored of me first

[februaryfears]

Why did you kiss my forehead so many times? Why did you hold me close on warm summer nights when we both were dying under the heat from each other? Why did you tell me you loved waking up to me next to you in the morning? Why did you seem jealous when the possibility of me seeing other people became an option? Why did you tell me you thought my mind was beautiful? Why did you tell me you thought I was beautiful? Why did you let me fucking leave? Why did you tell me you wanted to go away somewhere far away with me and see the world? Why did you tell me about that dream you had of us together only to later pretend that it had never happened? Why did you tell me you missed me after one weekend away from each other? Why did you hold my hand with such genuine softness?

questions i will probably never get answers to

[februaryfears]

Today I looked a picture of us and didn't feel like the world was shattering around me.

either i am slowly getting over you or i have become completely numb to the pain 

[februaryfears]

I wish I could have been what you wanted.

9 word story 

[februaryfears]

You turned out to be everything you said you weren’t.

ten word story // I should have been more careful