Excerpts of my life;

- twentysix | female | alaska -

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Just a girl figuring out where she went wrong and deciding if she can forgive herself.

- probably not

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I don't mean to think about you.. in fact, I try really hard not to. But somehow, some way, my thought always manage to wander back to you..

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Woah, it's me.

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I don't know what's real or not, if anything is. It's odd being so unsure of your own existence.

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I know this is all just an act on your part, and when the shows over, we will be too.. But that doesn't stop me from wanting your feelings to be real like mine.

Dreams, schemes, & unsaid things.

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All the things I wish I had said;

I wish I could hate you. I wish I didn't eat up all of the lies you fed me. Making me believe that i meant something to you. Allowing myself to believe I was what you wanted.

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I wish you would just admit this this isn't what you want; that I'm not what you want.. that would be an easier pill to swallow and live with than trying to make sense of why you're looking for an excuse to push me away.

Dreams, schemes, and unsaid things(The book I will never write #1)

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You can only lower your expectations so much before you start lowering your standards.

A friend said to me when I was concerned I expected too much

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Parks highway, Alaska 6/18/16 6am

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When shit don’t add up, its time to subtract yourself.

For real tho (via letspretendeverythingwillbeok)

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When making a decision, listen to three things; your head, your heart, and your gut. The right choice will always be the option the majority of those three things agree upon.

Something I wish I had learned a lot sooner in life (4/30/15)

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I am done explaining myself to people. I do not need to justify the way I live my life or rationalize why I do the things I do. Besides, people are going to think what they want to think about you regardless of what you say.

I’m done with people’s shit (via cocainecoatedkisses)

Accidentally posted to my personal blog

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[letspretendeverythingwillbeok]

When making a decision, listen to three things; your head, your heart, and your gut. The right choice will always be the option the majority of those three things agree upon.

Something I wish I had learned a lot sooner in life (4/30/15)

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Do not ask questions you don’t want to know the answers to.

Can’t handle the truth (via letspretendeverythingwillbeok)

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If your selfish actions will hurt someone you care about, sometimes it is your obligation to close your mouth and keep that secret as your own burden to bare.

Words of wisdom from my boss (via letspretendeverythingwillbeok)

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Karma is only a bitch if you are my darling..

What goes around, comes around (via letspretendeverythingwillbeok)

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Breaking my heart was the worst thing you could have ever done to yourself. No one will ever love you like I did, not even me..

We will never be the same (4/24/15 1:28am)