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19, she/ her,pre-med student, bookworm, shy until you know the real me. coffee and tea, rains, music, flowers, walks.

[paracosmoon]

[dark-romantics]

These pictures kinda give me flashbacks 🫠

[elwastudies]

Is this too much to ask for??

[elwastudies]

Days of October 🍂

Life update.

Everything feels scattered, my emotions, my dwindling faith in the meaning of life, i am so confused. I don't know if i want what i wanted before but regardless i am pushing forward learning ,evoloving and finally giving my passion a chance. I never chose me but this time it's about me, the things i can control, the rest i am letting go. Il

[elwastudies]

16-09-23

Day 01

Getting back on track feels good. Doing what you're supposed to feels empowering.

[elwastudies]

When you're doing everything to study but your brain is not cooperating, like?????

Stfu and concentrate, also how do u concentrate, any hacks folks??????

[elwastudies]

22-08-23

Day 4/90

Weird weird day.

I felt very scared, overwhelmed by smallest of task, a self care day it was. I showered, cooked myself 2 meals, did my laundry, it was productive but not in a academic sense.

Here is to better tomr<3

[elwastudies]

I heard my mom's fav song and i wanted to cry.

[elwastudies]

Day 03/90

20-08-23

Today was not productive at all but it was super fun, i went to this cultural fair. It was beautiful.

Hoping tomorrow i accomplish some goals. I feel so shit for feeeling good, i am supposed to be studying not wandering around. I need to sit and study.

My brain is wired in such a way that i can no more feel happiness it's weird anxious happiness, like i am happy in this moment but i am constantly reminding myslef if things that i am missing, things i should be doing

[elwastudies]

Day 2/90

19-08-23

Today i woke up very very late, like 11ish in the morning then studied for 4 to 5 hrs.

I also had to meet my sister then we hung around, ate dinner, it was a good day, productive not so much.

[elwastudies]

Selby 1 ending?????????

[elwastudies]

Day 1/ 90 days productivity challenge.

18-08-23

So i woke up 1 hour late from my decided time:)

Then first half was according to the plan, then things slipped a little.

I completed 60% of my to-do list. It was a good start.

I did chem lectures and ques, then some bio reading and lastly i revised physics notes:)

[elwastudies]

Did hozier just ruin me yet again

[elwastudies]

I am starting a 90 days productivity challenge, this right here is going to be my accountability journal, except it's on tumblr and free for anybody to join in.

[cheruib]

life is so good when ur reading a book and taking it w u everywhere like your little child

[elwastudies]

Trying to romanticize studying and actually studying are two ends of spectrum

[flowersforfrancis]

[elwastudies]

Wipes blood from the corner of their lips.

[flowersforfrancis]

[elwastudies]

My only save

[shewassharpasthenameofneedles]

they call me chihuahua the way i shaking and shivering and crying so much

[elwastudies]

Why y'll coming at me like that.