(tw: suicide ment, self harm, ed)
hi everyone. first i’d like to say sorry for not posting any fics in so long. i really do feel super guilty about all the incomplete requests sitting in my ask box. i might still one day get to them if my mental health improves.
i never thought i’d ever make a post like this, and i feel so annoying posting this in the tags i’m posting them in. if you want to block me or unfollow me i understand, as i know you didn’t follow me or search up these tags to see my mess.
i’m under a lot of financial stress. i quit my job after having panic attacks at work everyday, and my mother forced me to sign up for unemployment even though i thought it was a bad idea. i was on unemployment for about a year before i was told i made false claims and now owe 1600 dollars.
i am waiting on hearing if my application to start receiving disability checks is accepted. i have severe anxiety and depression that i am diagnosed and medicated for, but i still find it hard to interact with people or be in public which makes keeping a job very difficult.
i also really badly need to have a root canal, which my insurance has denied to pay for 4 times.
and we’re struggling rent wise and food wise. everything we get is from food banks, which means everything is either expired or expires like the day after we get it.
and finally, my laptop broke. i know this isn’t as pressing as my previous points but i used my laptop for everything. i’ve spent hours and hours trying everything i could to fix it, even doing a complete hard reset, but nothing is working.
so like low key i’m going through the most stressful period of my life rn and it’s been less than a year since my suicide attempt. i’m working on not self harming or relapsing with my eating disorder but the added stress is not helping.
so yeah. i’m asking for money. i’m sorry. if you’d like to be kind and send a little bit my way i’d really appreciate that. if you want to commission me to write something for you i can do that too. obviously i’ve only posted eddie on this blog, but i can do other stranger things characters or marvel/star wars characters as well.
if you can even send 1 dollar it’ll help. like seriously. if you can’t send anything but still wanna help i’d really appreciate reblogs too! honestly if you even read any part of this thank you so much.
jacobvanloon
baratheonpilled
ellievsbear
izzy806
