A girl on her journey

Emma here, just trying to discover who I am, one journey at a time... 27 USA Bi Transgirl

[emmabear14]

Many of my past posts have only ever been about, how shitty I feel or how dysphoric I am. This one will not be that. In fact, no more will be. I have felt trapped and lost for a long time and it’s about damn time that I change all of that. Emma is ready to be herself, ready to be honest with herself and ready to do what is necessary to change herself. I’m tired of being overweight and lazy. I’m sick and tired of looking at myself and not giving a damn. Times are changing and I’m ready to kick some ass!

[emmabear14]

Just ordered some dresses, I can't wait for them to come! Hoping they fit so I can wear them over the spring/summer.

[plannedparenthood]

[emmabear14]

I may not have pics, but at the least I can reblog this!

[emmabear14]

My thoughts almost every day...

[mtfconfessions]

8856) It just really hit me that it is a damn miracle that I am still alive.

To all my sisters sitting with those dark thoughts of suicide: you don’t know me, but I am there with you, I love you, and I’m hoping against hope we make it out on the other side.

[emmabear14]

Truth right here

[stvckinmydaydreamx-deactivated2]

[elvanian]

[emmabear14]

This girls such a beauty

[cardboard-crack]

[emmabear14]

So I guess it's my tumblr cake day? 1 yr went by real fast and a lot has changed. Here's to another year!

[mtfconfessions]

8571) I dont understand why I'm expected to look cis. My body has produced excess testosterone for the first 2 and a half decades of my life, and I've only been on hormones for a year. How am I supposed to look like a cis woman when my body has forced itself to turn so gross and masculine?

[emmabear14]

This

[nightdreamer-xo]

[skullzombie23]

[emmabear14]

I wish I had a sister so we could share clothes and go shopping together. That would be sweet.

[weesmeet]

If u are unwilling to have a disabled, gay, trans, etc. child then do not have a child. If u r not prepared to love your child unconditionally then don’t have a child

[emmabear14]

I know I don’t post often and when I do it’s usually how shitty I’m doing or how something went wrong, but after learning of the tragedy of Leelah Alcorn, i felt the need to post.

One person should never be afraid to be who they want to be. They should be free to express and be whom ever they want to. Whether it’s directly or indirectly, at no point should religion or biases determine the outcome of someone’s life. It’s ridiculous that she had to take her life because she couldn’t express herself. I am outraged that people can suppress others to a point that it causes them so much pain and thus leads to something like this.

I relate to Leelah in many ways. Mainly that I too have thought that suicide is the only solution. Thankfully for me, I’ve realized that no matter how much the pain, how bad things get, life is worth living and I can get help for the things that haunt me. I really wish Leelah was able to get the correct therapy that she deserved. It helped me immensely and put me in a better state of mind.

I for one should be so lucky to be where I am. I have no reason to complain about how the pity things I do complain about on here. For Leelah I’m going to live my life to the fullest and try my best to be the girl I was meant to be!

RIP Leelah

Emma❤️👼🙏

[lazerprincess]

If you are reading this, it means that I have committed suicide and obviously failed to delete this post from my queue.

Please don’t be sad, it’s for the better. The life I would’ve lived isn’t worth living in… because I’m transgender. I could go into detail explaining why I feel that way, but...

[emmabear14]

This hit me hard. I truly hope that Leelah is being herself up in heaven. She didn't deserve this ending, she deserved to live the way she wanted to. I hope this just doesn't become another statistic and can be used to educate people and make people be less against or afraid of the glbt community. RIP Leelah 👼🙏