Emmett Estler

"The time has come to say goodbye The sun is setting in the sky The truth's turned out to be a lie It's over, over Hum yourself a lullaby This is the end but baby don't you cry" 24 || Clubhouse Patient ||...

[elenasvalor-blog]

What do you do?

[emmettestler]

I’m not very good at the happy thing. But I do play guitar from time to time.

[elenasvalor-blog]

It’s not that they’re treating me bad… It’s just that I’m starting to believe them. I have these nightmares all the time and I feel like those are the only real things in my life.

[emmettestler]

That sounds terrible. Maybe you need to find yourself a distraction. Something good you can do, that’ll make you happy, at least for a little while. Keep you’re mind off the bad 

[elenasvalor-blog]

I just want to go home and nobody believes me and they keep telling me I’m crazy and it’s just not fair. 

[emmettestler]

I’m sorry they’re doing that to you. Treating you like you’re crazy. 

[elenasvalor-blog]

You’re right, but crying is a lot of work.

[emmettestler]

Sometimes holding it in is even more work. 

[elenasvalor-blog]

No. I’m really frustrated and I’m trying not to cry, but it’s really hard.

[emmettestler]

It’s perfectly okay to cry. You should, if you need to. 

[elenasvalor-blog]

Are you kidding me?

[emmettestler]

Are you alright? 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

Have you ever tried writing? I like to write stories. I did that a lot when I first got put into one of these places.

[emmettestler]

Not really. I mean sometimes I play guitar. But that is only to use as a distraction from my head. 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

Never?

[emmettestler]

Never. 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

What do you do around here for fun?

[emmettestler]

Um, I don’t really... 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

Woo! That’s good. We should totally practice and hang out.

[emmettestler]

Yeah, we should do that. 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

I’m excited.

[emmettestler]

Yeah, me too.

I haven’t felt that for a long time. 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

That should be our name. Break The Band.

[emmettestler]

Now that sounds like a good plan. 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

Nice to meet you, dude.

[emmettestler]

You might not believe that when I break the band 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

Maybe Smaybe.

I’m Atro, by the way.

[emmettestler]

Nice to meet you, Atro. I’m Emmett. 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

Then they were supposed to be broken.

[emmettestler]

Maybe...

[atroposaurus-blog1]

That’s okay. Broken things can be fixed.

Just gotta smile. Like this. 

[emmettestler]

Smile like that... okay

But sometimes broken things can’t be fixed. No matter how hard you try. 

[atroposaurus-blog1]

That’s okay. I’ll probably forget all the words. That’s like my biggest weakness.

[emmettestler]

At least you won’t be the reason everything breaks. That’s kind of my issue.