In All Honesty...

This is the truth about me. No bullshit. There may be some petty drama but it's my honest emotions and honest real life issues happening in my life

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[kushandwizdom]

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My heart is beating so fast I can barely breath. I can’t running for if I do I may be lost forever. The people I love are disappearing right before my eyes and all I have is me. Am I strong enough to go alone or do I want blissful happiness with those who have already gone?

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Sometimes I miss the past. Just the times when I thought everything was easier. When I were naive and innocent and enjoyed life without a worry. When my world seemed perfect because of a smile or a laugh.

Now all I see is worry and pain. My own and of others. I wonder if I could go back one day and forget about all the pain and horrors. But I can’t because that’s not me and time doesn’t go backwards...

[cosmicwizdom]

I can relate to this…

[newgirlystuff-deactivated202402]

January it is!

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Upside Down

When everything is comfortable, it all must be turned upside down! Life is a little  crazy or maybe it’s just me. I like the excitement, don’t get wrong. Having people notice me and turn their heads is a great feeling. But sometimes I feel that the heads are turning for the wrong reason. Are they turning to applaud me or whisper hateful secrets to each other. I know I have made a lot of mistakes in the past but I still feel them haunting me.

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I Need Something...

I want him. I want this imaginary man who makes my thighs shake and breathe shutter. I want that something new and exciting. For some crazy reason, I  want someone new. I have the perfect man and the perfect relationship. Yet something is off, I need something more. Something different. 

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[punlich]

No one is required to forgive you if you fuck up. No one is required to accept your apology. You make an apology to accept your wrongdoing, that you understand it and to announce a responsibility to improve. Not to solicit forgiveness. If forgiveness is given, great, but no one is obligated to forgive. Ever.

[kimreesesdaughter]

You can’t disrespect someone because you have different opinions. Y’all gotta grow up.

You can disagree with someone without being disrespectful.

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A NEW BEGINNING STEMS FROM THE END

I am  finally starting over. Purging the bad from my life. Releasing the evil words that cling to my mind. I am leaving behind those who were hostile to me, those who did not believe in me, and those who took the time to find the worse in me. I am now living with those who believe in me, encourage me, and give me faith that not all human are terrible.

 The past few months have been terrible. There were people whom I thought were friends, that showed their true nature once we lived together. As I began to flourish, they began to tear me down. The idea of success scared them and seeing the quiet girl that lived in the corner room prosper, scared them even more. In their fear, they abandoned their friendship and put up a wall of destruction and tried to tear me down. 

I do not say I am brave or I am strong but I had a support system that pushed me through. That told me I was able to be at peace one day. And now here I am, starting from scratch: new home, new location, new roommates, and a new me.

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