patron saint of unfinished and forgotten art

INFP-T | they/he

[emrysambrosius]

"I have seen the world's most beautiful places, still I feel, as if I'm a walking machine, watching it all through a screen. There is nothing in between to me, this might as well not be real."

- Tamino, Indigo Night

[primulaceas]

Eileen Myles, “Holes.” I Must Be Living Twice: New and Selected Poems 1975 - 2014

[theartofjoekim]

Everything Everywhere All at Once.

[emrysambrosius]

"The lips you haven't met, They kiss you in your dreams, The longing never bared, Aches to be revealed"

-Tamino Amir, The Longing

[emrysambrosius]

heavy lids, your fingers have power. sweet scent of your skin, a whiff of it and I'm falling in the arms of slumber. dizzy, i feel the ropes pricking my flesh, your dreams pinning me down, tight knots, your fingers have that power, lulling me to delusion that you're real, pulling my hair back, in a daze i hear you, you want love, you want me at your feet. sleep and wake seem not too unlike, i feel your grasp even in your absence. how long will you pretend to be human, how long will I pretend you're convincing. you are but made of dreams. no mortal can have such beauty and such desperation to be loved back

[emrysambrosius]

'Girl of my Dreams' - Juice WRLD ft. Suga (BTS) / 'Freak' - Lana Del rey

[emrysambrosius]

Tamino Amir in 'Tummy'

[milflaszlo]

EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE (2022)

[emrysambrosius]

text : seeing through the folds of the wings, the glitter has now settled, idle and quiet on your back // as my fingers creep up, // learning the verses exposed on your skin // soft curls making their home against my neck, // your face pressed against the bloody garden of thorns, // the steady tap- tap of fidgety feet inside my chest and you're humming along,// nails sinking into my waist // and you're promising to swallow me whole

[emrysambrosius]

when the feathers i know so well aren't invading my airway, im drowning underwater your hands keeping me still, keeping me under, you're the waves with their push and pull, bringing me back filling my lungs with air, your mouth on mine right before your fingers can get tainted with my blood. im drowning "love me, love me, love me" but you're a crashing wave so what good is a cage poorly made of ribs

[littlepawz]

Natural phenomenon of diffraction of light transforms black hummingbird’s wings into tiny rainbows

~photo credit: Christian Spencer~

[phlegathon]

i loved you and now you’re gone

1. nicole homer 2. kate mcgahan 3. panic! at the disco; the calendar 4. @ojibwa 5. 朱一龙, 郎朗 Zhu Yilong ft. Lang Lang; 叛逆者 Pan Ni Zhe 6. louise bourgeois

[typewriter-worries]

The Year of Magical Thinking, Joan Didion | Dining Alone, Joseph Lorusso | Trances of the Blast, Mary Ruefle

[primulaceas]

James Baldwin, Giovanni's Room

[ladybugpdf-deactivated20250512]

love is the point

your song by elton john // queer eye // the orange by wendy cope // achilles come down by gang of youth // everything everywhere all at once

[electricheart]

it’s so true that the greatest weapon against nihilism and existential despair is to find joy in the mundane and never stop chasing after love

[aridante]

the black saint & the sinner lady & the dead & the truth, morgan parker // the truth the dead know, anne sexton.