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forever reblog.

melissoulaaa

anatrixiasa

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Όχι πάλι γαμω…

pseudaisthishh

Ουαου.

paper-wounds

hel7l7

You made me sick. I went fucking mad. You hurt me and then told me it was all my fault. You made me feel crazy. You told me that we had something special and then said none of it was real. You said you cared about me. But you fucked me up. I can barely say your name. If it was all like you said it was I wouldn't feel this way, right? Am I crazy? Am I wrong? I cut your name into my skin over & over again but it never healed me. My body can't let you go.

I still have nightmares about you. I still get flashbacks. I loved you. Like a child loves their mom. You were a mother to me. I still remember how you held me. I remember how much I loved you. I think you loved me too. IT'S SICK!!!. You were supposed to help me. You got me at my weakest and knew just how to use everything against me. I hate you. You made me the worst I'd ever been. And made me feel like it was all my fault. You gave me trauma bitch. It wasn't real. You didn't care.

hel7l7

AND I WATCH I WATCH AS THE BLOOD SPILLS FROM HER LIPS INTO MY HANDS AND ONTO THE FLOOR HER EYES PIERCE THROUGH ME FORCING ME TO KEEP GOING TO NOT LEAVE HER ALONE WITH THIS MESS SO I STAY I STAY AND HER BLOOD TRAILS BEHIND ME I CANNOT CARRY HER PAIN THIS HURT SHE’S BLEEDING OUT ALL OVER ME AND I CANNOT FIND MYSELF IN THE MESS I AM CHOKING, DROWNING ON HER FEELINGS AND I CANNOT LEAVE HER ALONE EACH ATTEMPT AT RUNNING IS MET WITH A PULL FROM HER SIDE WHISPERS, PROMISES OF CHANGE THE MERE IDEA OF ARMS WRAPPED WARMLY AROUND ME BRING ME TO MY KNEES CRAWLING BACK INTO THE KNOWN

CLOSE, CLOSE, CLOSER TO HER

HER ARMS AROUND ME UNTIL A PUSH GO! I NEED TO GO SHE SCREAMS FIRST, BLOOD ALREADY BUBBLING IN HER THROAT HANDS AGAINST MY CHEST, COMFORTING, CONFRONTING I HAVE MADE A MISTAKE AND WE KNOW IT

GO, I NEED TO GO! LEAVE HER WITH HER MESS.

CAN’T I SEE WHAT I DID? HOW I CAUSED THIS? DIDN’T I NOTICE THE CUTS ON MY ARMS? DON’T I SEE THAT IT’S KILLING ME? I DRAW BACK, STUMBLING, SLIPPING OVER THE CHAOS I CANNOT CARRY HER PAIN I AM DROWNING IN HER FEELINGS I CANNOT LEAVE HER ALONE SHE CANNOT LEAVE ME ALONE SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE LEFT ME ALONE