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my heart always aches for other people, i usually wonder if anybody’s heart aches for me.

“i never loved you with the intention of getting something back. i loved you as an extension of the love i already have for myself. but when your energy stopped complimenting what exists within me, i had to walk away. darling, love is not an excuse to tolerate anything unrequited.”

- iambrillyant

just-writee

I just realised

I don’t have friends, I have people that see me as an “advice giver”.

I don’t have friends, I have people that don’t care about how I feel.

I don’t have friends I can talk to about my struggles, I have people that talk to me about their problems.

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I have come to a conclusion:

If i have to question where i stand in someones life,

If i am the one putting in all the effort,

If i have to figure out what i mean to someone,

I am giving myself permission to exit that “friendship”, I will not put myself in that position any longer.

I deserve more. I deserve better.

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I am tired of being forgotten by others. Only to be remembered when needed.

I am tired of initiating communication for it not to reciprocated.

I am tired of freeing my time for them when they’ll never be free for me.

I am tired of being the only one that cares.

Im done with this one sided life.

-A girl who’s tired of people’s bullshit

lilacdreamsandwolfcries

“It’s not friendship if you have to bullshit yourself to bullshit them It’s not friendship if there isn’t an ounce of mutual benefit You are not obligated to impress fools who mistake you for light air when you’re a demon of thermal energy You would do well to abandon their presence and move elsewhere”

— Whispers From The Dead

nerdybooklife

Me: *reads own horoscope* nice

Me: *reads crushes horoscope* nice

hailslol

“Someone will come along. Someone who understands that you get jealous and anxious. Someone who knows the fears you have rooted deep in your past and holds you when you’re feeling scared. Someone who can’t dance, but dances with you anyway. They can’t sing, but they’ll sing to you anyway. They’ll love any gift you give, even when it’s the wrong size and they’ll love anything you cook for them, even when it’s burnt. They’ll make you laugh until you cry, and know exactly what to say to make you smile. They’ll leave you feeling helplessly, unapologetically happy as you fall asleep at night. You’ll wonder how you ever got so lucky. Just be patient. Someone will come along.”

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lohver

whoever’s reading this, i pray that you find happiness. not temporary happiness, or “if i pretend and put on a smile & laugh, maybe i’ll be happy” kind of happiness, but long lasting real happiness. the kind of happiness that makes ur face glow & lights up ur soul. you deserve it

teenagecrush

animalsnaps

“let them miss you. sometimes when you’re always available they take you for granted because they think you’ll always stay.”

— @sexual-texts (via sexual-texts)

endless-battless

“All I want are true friends. Someone I can call my best friend and not have one doubt about it. I don’t want to be someone’s second, or third, or fourth choice. I want to have a loyal best friend who will always be there for me and realize the smile I am faking…”

— endless-battless (via endless-battless)