ED Tw

sw:190 cw:175 gw1:170 gw2:160 lw: 123 ugw:115

[endlessly-fallinng]

me in 2019 dec vs 2020 dec

before all the binging again…. i know i can get back there, i know it’s possible-

[ougxjv-deactivated20230305]

I don't think we can 'lmao' our way out of this one, girls.

[mistakenz]

[endlessly-fallinng]

so i restricted really well for a week then ruined it with a binge on sunday T-T

i restricted to under 600 cals daily and then binged maybe over 2000?

but when i checked the scale this morning i was actually 2 pounds lighter. does anyone know why that might be???

like what?? maybe my scale is broken? but i was 176 before binging and 174 the next morning

[unstableconfusedqueer]

another thinspo cuz there is never enough of thinspo.

[gloomybeargirl]

The idea of becoming perfect is consuming me! I will be lovely!

[endlessly-fallinng]

day three

a pictures of my thinspo & what i like

i love the idea of looking tiny in big clothing and have small thighs the peek underneath dresses. ideally i want a thigh gap again

i also like the look of hip bones that stick out and a small but curvy physique. i want to have rounded but small hips and a stomach that pokes out before my hip bones do.

really: i like that look of being fragile and dainty. almost as if i was always supposed to look that way.

[endlessly-fallinng]

ʚ day two ɞ

do i like my height?

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i both like and don’t like my height. i’m 5’11” , so it helps me weight be distributed nicely without looking really big despite being 180 pounds.

but i do wish i were short and dainty and fragile. i want to feel small and being tall (even when i’m skinny) takes away from that feeling.

the only upside is that when i get down to a lower bmi, my height makes me look really lean and sickly. which honestly is kinda a vibe.

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[endlessly-fallinng]

starting this again because i relapsed with my binge eating disorder and gained avery thing back plus more :^/

hoping this will help me stay accountable

day one

height- 5’1”

sw (the second time around)- 181

lw- 128

gw1- 170

gw2- 160

[susskinny]

[plummeting-boi]

[notsuicidallittlepotato]

All I want in life is to look like her. She is actually perfect! I was going to eat a bowl of cereal but I'm glad I didnt, every meal I skip is a step towards looking like this😍😍😍

[radiantquotes]

[interlibros]

[rrush0ur]

[nedlittle]

landscape with a blur of conquerors - richard siken webcam footage from the amundsen scott south pole research station good bones - maggie smith fata morgana -  gundula blumi franz marc’s blue horses - mary oliver niagara falls (12.31.19)

[queen-kaia]