Welcome to my blog!! I lowkey have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. Just to put that out there. I write for fun and occasionally will I probably ask for an idea.
Luckily I'm not in writers block. Just keep in mind my first language isn't English, I don't have good grammar because of it, I do not use AI, and there's no scheduled posts.
🌟 You may call me Sloth or whatever charming nickname you can come up with.
I am He/they
I am 22 and my content is not made for minors.
Minors please do not interact.
Currently writing for TFC (the freak circus) feel free to ask about any other fandoms when asks are open!!
🌟TW: I will be writing nsfw, dark topics, angst, but with sometimes fetishes or kinks some don't agree with. If you don't agree please get off and you don't have to interact
I do not write about pedophila, incest, zoophila, anything with real people
(potentially will add more to the list later)
🌟 Hehe check out a certain account under the name little charming Envy. They inspired me and convinced me to make this in the first place💙💙
gender neutral pronouns, monster MC, uhhhhhhhhhhhhh fluff, also kill TT for trying to cock block so I gave him no dialogue because this isn't about him.
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I will be making a nsfw version cough hehe
Sorry for any spelling errors or grammar errors
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It was nice to finally rest for once. Hunting food and evading humans was tiresome. It felt like we were on the edge of death, not today. We have managed to find enough food for today, generous amounts of it too, as well as some fruit nearby. Which led us to a hot spring. We scouted the area around it first waiting for Jester to decide if it was safe. When we decided, Pierrot tested it out first we all followed after slowly into the water. Jester of course had his ear out in case any humans came around. Pierrot swam quickly in the water playing around with Harlequin under it. At times splashing each other at the naturally warm water. The fruits nearby were good as we all washed the dirt and grime off of us all. Doctor preened at himself and was convincing Jester to relax into it, even offering to wash him as well. It was sweet and nice.
You were caught with the Ticketer and Columbina on one side. You were close with the sheep girl, but you couldn't get the other guy to like you. Ticket taker was incredibly frustrating when it came to him being naturally territorial over the girl even if you had no motives.
Well actually..
Bina was incredibly nice and sweet. Always being so caring and accepting. In your eyes she wasn't a dullclaw and the funniest other monster you've met. So maybe you were into her. You wouldn't blame anyone else either. You just had to get past the old man.
“Agh, the water is so nice I want to melt into it. I want some of the fruits over there but I don't want to get up.” You lazed around as you leaned against a rock. The warm water was making sore and tense muscles relax after probably years of using them. Columbina giggled and gently poked at you. “Someone's relaxed. No worries I'll get it.” You were about to protest until she quickly jumped out of the water over to the trees. You could honestly feel the glare of that stupid ass bunny rabbit. (Ticket taker)
God, what was his problem?
You watched Columbina climb quickly up the trees, she was naturally very good at climbing and watching her move was nice. Not even in a sexual sense. She was just nice to watch with her bold and confident actions. You could hear a thump from nearby as you snapped out of a dream-like state and looked over at the old bunny man.
You glared back at him having a little one on one with him. You hated his ass. Though much quicker a large splash coated you all when columbina jumped into the water. Cannonball style. “I'm back. Fruits gathered for us.” She swam over and presented the fruits she had gathered. The ones that somehow didn't squashed from the force of water when she jumped in. There were many tiny berry ones and three larger fruits in her hands. Columbina handed you and the Ticketer a big fruit leaving herself one as well as some berries.
“Nana you really didn't have to.” You took a bite of the fruit gratefully. You really should've really done it yourself. “Nonsense, I did it because who would do it if everyone is stuck lazing around? Someone has to be willing to move out of the water and be full of energy around here.” Bina chirped before starting to devour the fruit she had like a rabid animal. Wow, what a woman. You enjoyed how she behaved and how energetic she was. So carefree and out there. If this wasn't perfection you didn't know what was.
You two played a little game of throwing berries at one another's mouth while giggling. Though honestly the feeling of the Ticketer watching in the background was disturbing especially since he was just menacingly staring. Columbina did not pay any mind to it as she picked up the fruits floating around the water quickly, not caring much if they were now a little warmer. Slowly it felt like you were both slowly getting closer to one another playing around much more than you have ever been. Even splashing around with Pierrot and Harlequin.
Bina wasn't much of a swimmer but she sure did chase them the best she could in the water, Pierrot was the best at swimming and you knew he purposely let himself get caught. Harlequin on the other hand was much more difficult. And for the first time genuinely was having fun with others, other than Pierrot. You caught Pierrot and had a bit of fun pretending you could wrangle him. Columbina had gotten mostly out of the water jumping on the rocks and jumping down to try and catch harlequin. You were sure she wouldn't, with how slippery Harlequin was until she caught his tentacle and pulled him into a tight hug lifting him up. Bina and Harlequin were the same age, yet Columbina at the moment was taller and Harlequin just hadn't hit that growth spurt.
When the fun did die down you and Bina laid against a rock right next to each other looking up at the sky. It was nice being in the hot springs but you all knew they all had to leave eventually. So better to enjoy it while it lasts. You two were so close when lying down. Jester and doctor both had preened and cleaned each other and were talking between each other. Harlequin and Pierrot were out of the water sleeping curled up next to each other, Pierrot shielding Harlequin, while Harlequin's tentacles wrapped around him. Most of you were out of the water by now. Besides you and Columbina. Not seeing the Ticketer in sight until you glanced over at the weird looking bunny being preened by Doctor. At least he was busy with something other than glaring.
You made sure to watch and hope that anything would happen as you chatted happily with Bina. “You think there's a reason there's so many stars in the sky?” You turned your head to her, Bina tracing her finger up at the sky seeing what patterns she could find. “What do you mean?” Honestly it wasn't a question you bothered to figure out or have thought about. And hearing even a piece from her mind seemed so fascinating and free. “Just no one ever questions it, not ever. I'm glad the stars are there but I can't help wondering about them. You think they could be from the deceased? Each thing that dies becomes a star.” You could feel a smile coming to your face as you looked at her almost not knowing what to respond with. “I hope. I think it'd be nice to be a star after everything we go through. To just sit and look over.” Bina giggled at your words as she looked back. “Well maybe not, I prefer to be a shooting star. Always running around happily!”
Gods, she was very cute. You looked over to where Ticket taker could be, only for Bina to rise in your view sitting up. “Looking for him again? He's not watching. You're always so nervous about him watching. Ease up a little. Pierrot and Harlequin are off to sleep. Doctor, Jester, Ticket taker are off doing their own thing. And I can tell you've been looking for a moment with just us.” You sat staring, maybe you forgot to remember how observant Bina can be. “So what if I was?” You watched as a mischievous grin came onto her face. “Maybe I want to take you up on your offer.” Her words stilled you, you never imagined it would be like this. That she would be so upfront but that didn't scare you off. Even made you want to tip further. See where this could go after all.
Tw: Mention of death and grief. Not much else. Inspired by destiny
MDNI
Word count: 900 somethingg
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“You know I'll be gone one day right?” Jester looked up from the pieces of the chess board at me. “Yes, I'm aware. Trying to stray my attention, pet?” I laughed awkwardly as I moved my queen without really checking the board. “No. Just a thought. You normally bring up random topics to me. So I think I was just curious.” I fidgeted with my fingers avoiding eye contact, something jester grew accustomed to since I've been at the circus. “Do you think I'm not aware and counting down the days?”
I grew quiet quickly. I probably should've shut up at this point but I knew I had to answer. It was a question and one Jester wouldn't let me avoid. Jester spoke before I could though. “You haven't gotten under my skin, pet. Your death won't affect me.” I knew he already predicted my answer as he moved his piece to take my knight. “Sorry, I just been thinking about it. I know you won't. I don't expect you to. I hope you don't even.” The words dropped out like a leaky faucet that refused to close.
Jester hummed and waited for me to move his eyes on mine as usual. I knew it was his way of coaxing words out of me without saying anything. So of course I cracked under the pressure. “I care for you. I'd hate for my death to have any effect on you.”
“You know it won't, pet.”
I could feel the awkwardness chipping away at me. He responded so instantly, so sure, it did make me think. I straightened and moved my rook before speaking. “When do you think I'll die? Maybe we could even have a bet.”
I swear I could see the amusement in his eyes as his grin sharpened. “A bet? Ridiculous really. If I wanted to win I'd easily do it.” That was my sign to shut up about it as I glanced back at the board realizing he was close to winning.
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Jester remembered it fondly, especially the debate of philosophy not much after. He won the game of course though the debates always had him thinking. Memorizing your words and the way you thought. His gaze slipped down to your body on the covered medical table. There was a respective cloth placed over the body, something most bodies that had been on the table never got the decency of.
Jester knew he should've offered to eat you. To never waste any food ever. Though the look on the other members' faces made him quickly realize how much you affected the circus. How he let himself get close and how you got close to the others. Pierrot hadn't been happier and cheery until you came along. Harlequin picked fights less and seemed more calmer. Doctor enjoyed nerding out his interests with you. Even Ticket Taker started to appreciate, much to his dismay, that you became more organized for him.
It stung that his family was so happy with you around and Jester couldn't help but admit how much of an affect you had on the circus. It hurt how he craved he couldn't punish you for making him feel this way, for dying so early. And by an accident nonetheless. One that could've been prevented.
Jester never said I love you. Not ever but how he wishes he could right now even if it would crush him. He'd hate saying it to you but he wanted to so much right now. So many words bottled up with absolutely no where to go. But most of all he wanted to say thank you.
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The circus has been quiet for the past few weeks since your absence. Open wounds for everyone but it's not like they haven't dealt with it already before. Things did start to move back to how they were. But still mindful. Sure Harlequin still messed with Pierrot but clearly waited to be stopped by you or to be heard by you at least. Pierrot spoke less and became more reactive though kept it tight as to not be so aggressive. Doctor and Ticket taker looked the least affected but had tiny things they did to remember. Doctor looking into an interest of yours. Ticket taker kept another smaller mirror in the maze though of course he told everyone it was an indulgent thing.
Though everyone worried for Jester. Jester started to speak to himself more often, being able to predict your responses. Even hearing your voice in his head about anything you'd probably say. Though he hoped he would hear it to be proven right that you would say it. The circus didn't stop working obviously. But it was clear a break was needed. Jester choosing to be alone playing chess by himself predicting moves you'd do. Recognizing which ones you'd play. And for the first time losing against you. And you weren't even there to be smug and grin about it.
So Jester sat with two cups at his desk quietly to himself. “60. I was betting 60 if you must know. I'm sure you guessed a more ridiculously high number. Just to comfort yourself that the end was coming. As it always does, pet.” Jester swirled the wine glass in his hand. The wine was making a swirl and for a second he could taste your blood on his tongue. How he wished it was and was fresh from you. That you were still here.
“Jes,” Jester snapped at Bils return. Unlike Jester to be so caught up in his thoughts he didn't even notice him walk near. “Course, do join my old friend. I'd love to have a debate with a thought that's been in my mind. If you could put a number to death, what would it be?”
Tw: uhh hitting, leashes, pet play, dom MC, no penetrative sex, choking, boot kink, singular mention of a riding crop, sex toys, muzzle, tying up, orgasm denial, overstimulation, uhh idk hot MC? Might consider a part 2
Sadistic MC anyone??
Sorry for any spelling errors or grammar errors
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Words: 1K
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Monsters were so terrifying until it came to putting them in their place. Especially when one was so eager to give themselves completely for you. Unfortunately you weren't the gentle type when it came to possessions.
The riding crop in hand you stared down at Pierrot. Legs crossed as he sat in front you with his legs spread and fully exposed. So eager to please, it always brought such a good mood to you. A mood where you wanted to test how far exactly this devotion would go. Pierrot wore a collar, a muzzle, and had his hands tied behind him. Even if he was strong enough to break out, you made it incredibly clear that if he did you would punish him greatly.
Your foot stepped straight on his cock and grounded your boot into him as you grabbed the leash closer. Pierrot whined at the mix of pleasure and pain. Making his eyes tear up though still so determined to love you fully. “Pierrot my dear, your devotion is quite admirable. You promise you'll stay loyal to me, no matter what?” Pierrot quickly choked out a response as your boot increased the pressure. “Yes…yes my dear. I promise that I'll be loyal forev—” A sharp smack went across his face as you basically put half of your weight on his leaking cock. “Mistress. You call me mistress, pet.”
Pierrot winced out as the leash started to choke him a bit and pull him more forward. “Again.” Your voice sternly ringing out in his head. Pierrot's sweet big eyes watering as he took note of your displeasure.
Pierrot stiffened and started back up again “Yes! Yes, mistress. I promise to be loyal forever and be all yours.” You smirked and lightened your pressure on his cock, your boot grazing around it to give him some rough pleasure. “Good boy. Say it more. Say why you're so devoted to me.”
“Mistress. I'm devoted to every inch of you in all your glory…aghh!…Making me feel everything I do today and making everything I do worth it…All for you…You brought me life that day.” Pierrot's voice was shaky as he jumped as the vibrating plug shook more pleasure into him mid sentence. The leash wrapped around your wrist as you held the remote. It was nice to hear, hear such strong devotion. So you decided to reward him a little more. “My l– mistress, aghhhh!” Pierrot whimpered as his tears streamed down his face. Cock twitching and leaking all over your boot. The vibrations quickly put to max as a reward. Pathetic from him really, but it was almost cute.
You could see by the way Pierrot kept twitching and groaning that he was close. Simply by the plug and your boot. Your eyebrow raised looking over him, watching carefully. Pierrot hadn't asked yet, big mistake as his cock sputtered and cum came flowing out. You were quiet as you looked over him, letting him have his moment before you took it. Pierrot gasping and panting from the pleasure. Overstimulation hit him hard as the vibrations didn't stop.
“Pet.” You faked a smile as you put the remote away and you gripped the leash tighter. “Did I say you could cum?” Pierrot stilled and looked up realizing his mistake. You could already feel his big heart break by looking at his eyes. You grinned as you took your boot off of him staring at the cum now staining it. You stood up making sure your legs were on both sides of his legs and above him. Caging him in. The leash being pulled up as you looked down at him.
“You're going to lick my boot clean and pay for the mess you've made, puppy. It's okay, you're still learning. But you'll learn how to pay for it right too.” You shoved Pierrot's head down towards your boot. Gazing down as his long tongue curled and drooled over it. It was nice but too light of a punishment to you. You couldn't help but be a little nicer honestly. But you could think of ways of having more fun. You stared at the leash you had and wrapped more around your palm.
Pierrot choked as the leash on him had been tightened and pulled upwards. “You rise when I tell you to pet. Better hurry and make sure my boot is clean of your filth.” Pierrot quickened, pulling back to keep licking. The pleasure of the vibrations being too much as he was being choked. He had to suppress another climax as he licked his boot clean. When it was done Pierrot stared up as he sniffled pleading with his eyes alone. It nearly made you want to keep doing this.
“Rise.” Pierrot stood quickly feeling air come back and another orgasm creep up at the feeling bringing a whine to him. “Mistress…please..” You titled your head at him looking down, acting as if you didn't have the faintest clue what he was talking about. “Be specific, pet.” Pierrot whimpered at that, claws digging into his claws a little trying not to cum. “Mistress! Please please let me cum!” Pierrot's voice sounded more gravelly and unrestrained as he looked up begging. Oh how you wanted to pretend to think about it but the claws alarmed you to not play around with the puppy too much.
“You may.” Your voice was soft and quiet though it made Pierrot moan loudly as his cum flooded out once more. Your hands reached for the remote to silence the vibrations. It was enough torturing your puppy as you saw the tears spilling out of his eyes and his body shivering. His head resting against your thigh exhausted. Your fingers going through his hair as you smiled down at him. “You did such a good job for your mistress.”
