When I kinda get a crush I assume they donāt like me that much and I donāt think abt that with most ppl (I am truly not jelous but I havenāt felt this like giddy and butterfly in my stomach for a longggg time, which sucks to say cuz I rly loved my ex but this feeling is like⦠scary and I donāt know why or how this happened so soon but it feels so intense and almost shameful cuz I JUST got out of a relationship but I lowkey think it was lovely but I had a lot going on I DONT KNOWWW I WASNT GOOD AND RAHHH EVERYTJING IS CONFUSINF. IT feels soooo good to be consistently turned on and like giddy tho idk idk idk. AH CRAZY CRAZY TIMING) but it sucks cuz clearly they donāt dislike me and logical brain knows that(we make sex tapes together) but brain go brrrrr