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exactly four months ago was the last peaceful day in enville and idk if the day after is much worse than today. at least we finally got some clarification from the situation. i've mentioned this on my past posts regarding the whole thing: just do what you think is best for your well-being. take long breaks or if you need to leave the fandom for your own sanity, then do it. there's no point in staying if you only feel sadness and resentment. we're supposed to be having fun here, not suffer :)
enhypen hyung line greeting you during motherâs day đ
genre: crack, established relationship? not specified
warnings: implied nsfw so mdni, some lowk explicit wording?
note: a random idea after i woke up lol happy mother's day to y'alls mothers! đ
Š enhaven â all rights reserved. do not plagiarize, repost or translate.
i've had this draft since late march but now that both details of heeseung's solo and enhypen's next comeback have been revealed, i feel like it's time to post my last commentary on the matter.
i'm sure most of us are surprised with the company's announcement of enhypen's comeback this early on. like we know an album's coming out soon through the boys but be:lift rolling out pre-saves this early is confusing when we used to only get them about two weeks before the comeback date. previous comebacks were very rushed so on the bright side, they're finally changing that after almost 6 years. earlier this month we finally got a date for heeseung's solo debut right after the 3rd monthsary of his departure which is both a relief and bittersweet feeling to some engenes, and now recently announced, evers. personally, i'm excited for the whole thing, to officially start summer with his solo debut and sunoo's birthday on the same week. that's how ot7s should be isn't it? to support all seven of them no matter where they are at the moment while still recognizing their mistreatment from the company and advocating against it.
both can co-exist but i guess the majority of the fandom's having a hard time understanding the concept. i've seen the wildest takes from both sides and people are eager to spread misinformation and biased narratives (the boys hating one another). instead of reporting or blocking users who instigate, fans pay attention to them which completes their goal and what most engenes want everywhere which is clout. that's what jay was pertaining to during his birthday live; how everyone spamming 6/7 truly do not care about the entire situation, just selfish people without empathy and consideration to all seven of them.
from the very beginning, it was clear that it wasn't heeseung's 100% choice but people chose to ignore that. yes, he did choose in the end but that's because he had to or his music (art) that's he worked hard on for years will never be released due to the company having the full rights to them. literally read his letter again and both official statements of the company, re-affirming that enhypen's schedule is too tight to accommodate anything and he merely followed their suggestion. aside from those, i don't think anyone can understand heeseung's creative desire unless you're an artist yourself. people who create their own art through different forms understand why certain decisions have to be made in order to save that creativity inside of them. it's the reason why people in the field mostly love the process of creating rather than the result, along with being a perfectionist. building your art brick by brick and seeing a great outcome is the best feeling in the world.
a coin has always two sides and there are valid points from both pro-boycott and anti-boycott. i said the same thing in my riize blog that if you're going to boycott, you'd have to do for both heeseung's solo and enhypen, not one or the other. personally, i don't even intentionally boycott because i still can't listen to their songs and watch official content without bawling my eyes out. i get updates on twitter anyway so that's how i test it out if i'm ready but i interact with their socials and lives whenever i can (can't even avoid their content cuz i run an updates account). besides, enhypen has never had a tour stop in my country or city so going to the concert is out of the option. i'm for sure not ready to face how enhypen will celebrate their anniversary this year but i think that's when i'll finally figure everything out.
since march, it's been very strange for the most of us, the way the company handled the situation in general. the fandom's state has been getting worse too that most engenes, especially the ot7s have left the platforms for their sanity. heeseung biased engenes feel the same way and are being shunned on both sides more intensively now so people leaving will be a common occurrence. unfortunately, it'll continue for the long run and the fandom will never be the same again just like similar fandoms before. it hasn't been since march but i was hoping that we're all going to break that one day since there was a time when we reached the impossible (mama).
maybe after heeseung's solo songs are out, i'll be able to listen to enhypen's songs without getting sad. i really do hope that i can because i am tired feeling this way since march lmao. i don't want to feel that ache anymore whenever i see content before his departure and i want to go back enjoying their content. as much as i want to leave for my well being, a part of me still wants to stay because they're my ult. writing wise, i was preparing to quit until i got some interventions for some reason (dreams or bursts of inspo lol) and i still don't want to give them up.
i know time will heal me, just like it did for the groups i stanned before where i lost a bias as well. i should be feeling desensitized at this point but the pain is still there so idk the kpop fatigue's been prominent lately. this is the 10th time for me and given the last two happened less than a month apart + other things that happened in other groups i stanned? i'm surprised how i'm still here. it's the stubbornness in me i suppose but who knows, it might snap one day.
from my experience growing up in k-pop, the best way to handle these is to just interact or consume official content on your own and make kpop friends in person through participating in events. there are many who aren't on online platforms because the toxicity will ruin your experience when we're supposed to be having fun. save yourselves from the mental and emotional exhaustion of dealing with all these and focus on your life outside kpop or the internet.
Your fate has already been written.đŽ
Draw a card and reveal what's waiting for you.
đ enblisscards.com
Let fate guide you to Pre-Save đŚ
đ enhypen.lnk.to/THESINBLISS
on gawd i just heard the demos and they're so good already. not sure if they're the tracks that we're gonna get on the 22nd but alas the spoiler king is finally back so.
for the first one, he uses a singing style/technique in that cover (cave me in) he played on the phone during a live years ago. i'm guessing this one's for the "blue" colour concept that he said last time. now the second demo is def ride or die lmao and i can already hear the rest of the song on my mind like i genuinely can't wait to hear the songs from his vault đŁ
summary ⢠heeseung reappearing in your life seems too good to be true but you couldnât miss the chance to be with him again.
pairing ⢠heeseung x reader
word count ⢠5k+
genre/au ⢠smut, angst, former ??
warnings/content ⢠unhealthy mindset, depressive tendencies?, toxic attachments, tension, make up sex, unprotected sex, breast play, oral (f. receiving), creampie, slight size kink, squirting, multiple orgasms, this is more love making? i think, hints of co-dependency but in a positive way? idk
songs: the only exception - paramore | heavenly - cigarettes after sex
a/n: i was on the brink of quitting kpop and writing when i got this dream after accidentally napping on that particular day in april, two months ago today, that's why i'm posting out of my usual writing schedule. i wrote down whatever i can remember right away so i guess we're staying lmao.
A month has passed since you last heard from him.
Almost a month of unanswered messages and calls that you certainly expected. You could've reached out to his friends, knowing some of them wouldn't mind updating you but you refused to. You'd only look too desperate in their eyes asking for some sort of help. That would only show how pathetic youâve been, clinging to any hope heâll come back.Â
But Heeseung does. He used to. Itâs not often but he does.
It wouldnât be the first time. Heeseungâs sudden absence is quite predictable. Most of the time, it spans a few days and rarely, a week or more but he shows up randomly like nothing happened. Everything resumes like his disappearance did nothing and you're left to act like everything's okay. And because you don't want to waste any time when he's around, you always play along.
Unfortunately, you're back to zero whenever it happens.
Despite telling yourself that itâll be better, you still give in instead of confronting him about it.
Like clockwork, you ignored it at first. The first few days are always the hardest because you always feel that itch to call or text him. One text turns into a series of them and in your most hopeless moments, the spam calls roll in. You're actually surprised that he hasn't blocked you yet. He could be on DND or he specifically muted you.
That's something hard for you to accept. You'd like to think that it wouldn't happen. Heeseung would never do that. Not to you or anyone, he's that kind.
Or he just couldn't care any less. It's why he's ignoring you at the moment. You doubt his friends are getting the same treatment. Curse that didnât have the guts to directly ask them if heâs gone silent on them too.
It stings since you've only heard from people how he's been. Of course you'd have to act the opposite, never letting anyone know the truth with the fake smiles you've been plastering in front of your mutual friends. Brushing the whole situation off has honestly helped you in the past and your approach shouldn't be any different. Heeseung has pulled this stunt before so heâll surely come back soon. He just needs more space this time that you can absolutely give.
Heâll come to you when heâs ready.
You take a while processing your feelings too and it's only recently that you've actually given yourself the time and space for it. Sometimes, you don't even realize that you've been isolating yourself from others until they reach out first. When they ask, you give enough information to not make them worry.
While you don't mind that, others tend to keep everything in. It's why you never confront Heeseung every time he disappears. He doesn't owe you any explanation but he does tell you sometimes. Out of the blue, he even thanked you for understanding this part of him.
Besides, you have so much on your plate already.
Although you consider Heeseung as your safe space, you couldnât let him affect you to that extent, at least to other people. Treating it as if it was a normal occurrence keeps up the facade that you've been desperately showing to others.
After all, Heeseung's not your boyfriend. He's somewhat of a friend and more, but not quite there yet of a lover. You've given up labeling it when you're both content where you are with each other. You were just surprised how his absence affected you.
Then it hits you randomly.
This is the longest heâs disappeared on you specifically. Yes, he does vanish from time to time but never on you. Heeseung always shows up the moment you need him.
Not this time, apparently.Â
Youâve tried your best, really you did. But after two weeks, the spiraling began. Your busy life occupied your mind enough to recover from time to time but there are moments when he randomly passes your mind.
Then the cycle restarts.
You alternate between crying and zoning out until you fall asleep. Waking up is harder because it's when you realize that this is actually happening, that this is the reality youâd been âlivingâ from the past 4 weeks.
The only time you donât feel that hollow ache on your chest is when you sleep. Because then you wonât have to think or feel anything except for when you dream. Often realistic, itâs the one place where everything is not in your control. Sometimes you love it, sometimes you fear it because it leaves you in a state of confusion each time you wake up.Â
Obviously when it's good, you embrace it. To feel those positive emotions once again even when they're temporary. It was hard for you to admit how effective your dreams are in distracting you. Maybe this is how your brain copesâhow your body wants you to cope, by comforting you with scenarios that will help you move on.
The dreams include people. Sometimes strangers but mostly, people around you. People you care about and that's one of the reasons dreams terrify you.
Because of how real they feel.
Heeseung hasnât visited your dreams lately. He used to appear in them whenever you're stressed or emotionally going through something. The first time you had them, it was wholesome and you almost told Heeseung about it. Other times, you almost slipped during conversations but thankfully managed to stop yourself.
You've never told him that you even dream, let alone him appearing in them. You could never tell Heeseung that. It could push him away from you.
His presence in your life is enough as it is. Then why do dreams morph into situations that are hard to attain in real life? You've read studies about how dreams manifests, depending on the person's well being, a mere product of stress and anxiety.
Ever since Heeseung disappeared, you'd expected to see him in your dreams. He's supposed to appear because you're longing for him but that wasn't the case. It was all empty instead or maybe you weren't sleeping at all. You couldn't tell the difference anymore and honestly you don't care.
You've been a total mess. Well, you have been for a while.
You're hoping this emptiness would go away very soon. You're sick of feeling this way already. Youâve just stopped counting the days at this point. All you do is zone out when youâre too tired from crying or sleep. Youâve been waking up late too but you still eat at least.
The sunlight's too bright that you're forced to open your eyes. It's late morning already and you haven't eaten yet. You don't feel like it because you feel like your whole body just wants to stay on the couch. It became your routine that you wanted to break and you've promised to yourself that you'll try today.
But the universe loves playing games on you.
Through Heeseung.
You turn to your side and there he is, materializing in front of you, his hair now brown instead of blond from the last time you've seen him. The pain returns slightly at the sight of him but seeing him like this, standing in front of you, brings a sense of relief in your heart.Â
Heâs back. He still came back. Like you know he would.Â
âH-Hee?â you croak, voice rough from all the crying you had before sleeping asleep.Â
âHi baby.â
Heeseung greets you softly, his doe eyes scanning your face. They're full of worry and youâre suddenly struck with a realization that you must've looked like a total mess. All you've done since he disappeared came flashing back and your eyes are welling up.
You feel like crying again. From seeing him and because everything is resettingâbut magnified.
Heeseung wasn't supposed to see you like this. Vulnerable. Now, he just happened to catch you on another relapse. Youâve let him see you like this. You're always ready when it comes to him but breaking down got the best of you.
âAre you real? Is this real?â
Your voice wavers when you ask, the words coming out of your mouth suddenly as your heart races. You don't even care how pitiful you must've looked from Heeseung's perspective; your hand reaching out for him the same time you blurted those questions.
For all you know, he could just be a product of your hallucinationsâa figment of imagination that your brain concocted to help you. But he's here, looking at you with concern. You could close your eyes to test it but you don't want to miss this.
Like an angel that he is, Heeseung complied and crouched by the edge of the couch.
âI am. This is real, baby.â
He says in that soft voice of his, leaning closer to reassure you but youâre not still convinced.Â
âProve it.â You demand, gaze shifting to his shiny and inviting lips that you've missed so much.
Heeseungâs pretty face scrunched in confusion.Â
âHow?â
âKiss me, please.â
You begged. You hated that you did but youâre afraid heâll vanish again. Your hands cup his pretty face, caressing it with your thumb brushing along the apple of his cheeks. You just need some semblance of confirmation that this could be real.
Heeseung smiled as you pulled his face close, his head leaning down to meet your lips. The moment your lips touched, you wanted to burst into tears. His lips feel so soft and you realize how much time has passed since the last time you felt them.
Yeah you haven't kissed anyone else since Heeseung. You couldn't at all.
You've had many chances after he disappeared. The parties you've gone to for distraction only lasted until it's time to kiss another guy. Each time it happens, Heeseung's pretty face flashes in your mind and you back track. Thankfully, none of the guys took offence but you still felt bad.
Kissing Heeseung right now feels unreal and yet real at the same time. The way his lips moved against yours reminded you of your limited time. You've opened your mouth to invite him to go deeper, wanting to show how much you're yearning for him as much as possible.
You'll take any chance you get while he's still here.
The kiss intensified, with Heeseung matching your vigour but you can tell he's holding back. Your hands are resting on his nape and you can feel the straining of his neck muscles to keep himself up. He's doing great holding up without his hands all over you but the more he deepens the kiss, the more you want his body closer to yours.
He's doing great holding up without his hands all over you although your palms can feel the straining of his neck muscles to keep himself up. You break away first to take a breather, looking at him earnestly, your palms caressing his neck.
You're both heaving after your mouth detached, his lips now swollen with how much you've been biting them.
"Touch me, Heeseung..â you whispered and his glazed eyes refocused at your words.
âAre you sureââ
âPlease..â
You feel your eyes well up again. You hate it, you hate how emotional you've been each time you beg him but you just want him to not hold back on you. He never does so watching him hesitate upsets you a little.
This is why he left you.
He thinks you're vulnerable. He thinks you're not capable of handling him anymore. He could get really rough if he wants to and that's what's probably holding him back.
You see panic inching into Heeseung's eyes as soon as he realizes you're about to cry and kisses you again. If he's doing this to prevent you from crying then by all means you'll take it. Distraction is one of the many things Heeseung's really good at, often helping you when things get hard.
Except when he's the reason why. But at the same time, he's also good at making up to you when he upsets you.
This time, he's more intentional, kissing you slowly until you feel light headed. You try to match his pace but a part of you wants to resume the flow from earlier. You suck his bottom lip and he's finally loosening up, his hands coming up to touch your body.
For the first time in almost a month, you're feeling better. Heeseung's touch makes everything good again. That heavy and hollow feeling on your chest is slowly being replaced with the familiar emotions you feel when he's around.
Heeseung groans at your teasing, planting a hand beside your head as he deepened the kiss. His other hand was busy squeezing your waist and cupping your breast. Just when your body relaxes again, he hand trails up from your chest, pulling off the strap of your dress over your shoulder.
He releases your lips, giving you both a chance to catch some air before he ducks again for another. His mouth trails along your neck after, nipping your skin down to your collarbones while his hands are carefully pulling down your flimsy dress.
Once your arms are free again, you begin feeling Heeseung up. Your emotions have been overflowing since his arrival, still astonished that you can hold him again like this. That underlying fear of him vanishing is still there but you still can't believe he's back in your arms.
He continues to undress you and you're having a hard time keeping your eyes open, afraid that it'll just be a dream in the end.
"Look at me."
He whispers against the swell of your breast, his breath hitting your skin, making your hard nipples tingle. You were focusing on how his soft lips feel travelling around your chest until his pleading voice lures you to open your eyes.
Once you do, Heeseung encloses his mouth on one nipple, sucking the pert bud softly, leaving your mouth agape. Your hands squeeze his arms in return, and he lets out another deep groan, the vibration sending an electrifying current through your body.
Heeseung's eyes are on you the whole time, watching you face scrunch at every lick of his tongue. He cups your bare tits with both hands and plays with them for a bit, his eyes switching from then and to your face. Loud moans are escaping your mouth now, the combination of his mouth and hands on you are getting too much.
You tried keeping your eyes open, but everything feels too good. Itâs been a long time since you slept with anyone. The last time was with Heeseung so there's no way you'd even forget what it's like sleeping with him.
He's been the only one for a while now.
Heeseung has to know that you've been trying. He already looks amused, his mouth trudging down your stomach plane while his hands simultaneously pull down your dress further your waist. You lift your hips for him to pull your undies too and the familiar smirk appears on his face.
Heeseung knows you've been watching him. Explains why he's more attentive than usual. He does love showing off his talents, never shying away from anything you requested before. Parting your legs, Heeseung immediately latches his mouth on your pussy before you can prepare yourself. Your eyes shut the moment his tongue closes on your clit.
"Heeseung, fuck, that's good mmm.."
He hums against your core and you're twitching. His tongue traces your folds, his favourite way of teasing you. Surprisingly, he did it only once and your eyes fly open when he starts slurping your slick, the obscenity of it all makes you cream on him even more.
"You're so wet baby," he muses, running his tongue along your folds again and your hand shoots out to grab his newly dyed hair. He chuckles against you, the sound reverberating against your pussy, making you squirm.
âI said look at me, love..â
Heeseung's firm voice pulled you back but it's still hard. You tried anyway and found him peering up at you, looking so smug while you're struggling to focus on his words. He looks too good from your view, his sharp nose bumping to your clit every time he backs his tongue up. The squeezing and feeling up your thighs only made it worse, it's cause you tried closing them around his head due to the pleasure.
What a dream. Him between your legs, eating you out like his life depends on it.
âShit, I missed your pussy a lot, fuck,â he groans before diving back in, sounding so drunk in your pussy and it's pushing you closer to your orgasm. Then he inserts one thick finger and your back starts arching. Heeseung only chuckles, his voice deeper than ever before adding another, pumping them in you before adding a third one.
And you're a goner.
His fingers are so thick and you feel so full, plus the way his tongue is playing on your clit? You can't hold back anymore.
âTrying, I'm trying, nghhâfuckâ
The coil on your lower abdomen snaps, cutting your explanation as warm liquid starts gushing out of you.
Heeseung was more than shocked. The intensity of your orgasm pushes his mouth back in surprise. Backing away completely would be the first instinct for most guys but Heeseung's too fascinated to do that. He's admiring the view, watching you in awe while your whole body is spasming as you squirt. He didn't even mind that your legs were thrashing around him.
He looks too proud that he did that to you.
Everything is overwhelming; emotionally, mentally and now physically but somehow, Heeseung's hold keeps you grounded. His touch is the type of comfort that only he can give. Your vision's blurring but you tried your best to sneak a look and find his big brown eyes transfixed at your pussy, his hand unconsciously kneading your thigh at the same time.
Your cunt gushes more at the sight.
An involuntary whimper from you snapped Heeseungâs attention back to your face. Worry immediately returns in his eyes as he checks your twitching bodyâyour pussy spasming, soaking the couch below.
Heeseung wipes his drenched mouth with the back of his free hand and your core clenchesâthat and the emptiness without his fingers.
You wanna be filled again.
With him. You want nothing right now but Heeseung filling you up.
âAre you okay? We can rest.â
âNo, I want your dick right now.âÂ
You may be heaving from the intense orgasm still but determination pushes through you. Heeseung reminded you enough that your body only belongs to him.
You just want him close to you, inside you again, just like old times.
âAlright.âÂ
Heeseung chuckles low as he stands up, his hand leaving your thigh. He reaches behind his back pocket, presumably to grab a condom and your hand springs right up, catching his arm to stop him.Â
âI havenât felt you in a month, please.â
You feel pathetic begging him once more but you donât want his touch to ever leave your body. You're scared that once it does, youâll never feel it again.
âOkay baby, whatever you want.â Heeseung mutters, looking happy as he reaches for the hem of his white shirt. A displeased whine came out of you, your hand tightening around his wrist and he looked at you in amusement. âOh? Want me to keep this on?â you just nod without a word and lie back down, spreading your legs to show him the mess you created.Â
You watch him unbuckle his pants in a hurry, immediately positioning himself in between your legs. Your hands eagerly explore him, slipping under his shirt, your palms gliding along his lean stomach and Heeseung starts trembling. You know heâs still giving you time but the more you feel him up, the more Heeseungâs losing it too.Â
Your eyes meet his and the glow from the sunlight hits his pretty doe eyes, his brown pupils all blown wide. His breathing starts to increase when you squeeze his chest, his elbows buckling when your fingers brush his nipples. You take advantage of this, catching the silver chain of his necklace by your teeth and that was Heeseungâs last straw.
He drops his head to kiss you, lips now more hungry than yours. Youâre more than happy to see that heâs the one desperate to fuck you now. Not that it's rare. Heeseung could play any part during sex and you cherish it every time, especially when he's like this.
Your hands move back to cup his face as you continue to make out, rubbing your palms along his bare arms to feel him up more. It pulls Heeseung away from the kiss, realizing heâs made you wait for so long. He hurriedly grabs his cock and aligns it along your folds, wetting his tip first before he slowly pushes in.Â
âShit, ahâso tight, baby.â
Heeseung throws his head back, his eyes shutting close as soon as he enters, moaning the words back to you. Itâs hot watching him struggle even though youâre in the same case, your pussy still sensitive from the previous orgasm. His arms are shaking in trying to hold himself up, to avoid crushing your body.Â
âBig, Hee too big..â you whine out, drawing his attention back to you. âI know baby but youâre a tight fit too, fuckâ he groans, pulling back his hips until he was almost leaving you, then he pushes back in.Â
âYou can still take me right?â he whispers against your lips and you nod profusely. Even if thereâs no malice in his tone, the question still triggered your need to satisfy him. You can, you absolutely can. Youâve done it before and youâll be better this time too. He canât leave you again because of that. He canât.
Your hands returned to his face, your eyes desperately catching him. âHeeseung..â you moan quietly, pussy still adjusting around his cock and Heeseungâs expression changes. Determination joins in the current lust displayed on his pretty face. It seems like heâs reminded of his purpose, his intentions of coming back here.
Even if he doesnât stay after.
That takes you out for a bit. Will he leave again after fucking you? After this?Â
You didnât want to think about it anymore. You shut your eyes to focus how good his cock feels inside you, the slow drag of its ridges as he begins thrusting to let you adjust. You hear his melodious voice calling your name but you refuse to open your eyes until he reaches the hilt.
âOpen your eyes, please.â he rasps and you only moan. âPlease look at me baby,â his voice cracked so you did. There you meet Heeseungâs forlorn ones but what made it different this time was how open he is. Gone was the amusement in them and the sly smirk that he usually wears when you have sex. All you see are different emotions that you havenât seen from him before.Â
The usual worry, the slight fear and what looks like regret.
That's certainly new.
Heeseung's hips slow to a slower pace but much deeper, like heâs infusing the apologies in you. This is the most he's ever been when it comes to being attentive to you. He normally is, knowing your body faster than any guy could but not this way.
He doesn't only take this time. Heâs letting you take the reins even when he's on top. The notion makes you tighten around him, your emotions surging once again as Heeseung hits your insides so deep, his tipâs rubbing along your cervix at this point. Â
âNeed to feel you, Hee.â You voice out, clamping around his dick, your body reacting faster than youâd like. You want him to cum with you, for you both to reach it together but he mustâve sensed youâll go first.
âCum first. Fuckâcum first. Iâll fill you up after I promise.â he pants, struggling to say the words out. âYes please.â
Another touch from you sends him over the edge.
Heeseung ups the speed of his thrusts, hips grinding against yours to make sure heâs still hitting you deep. âOh, fuck, Hee, right there!â you clutch his bare arms, your nails digging against his skin and he hisses, biting his lips while still groaning at the sting and that was it for you.Â
Another wave of pleasure washes over your body and you scream. Heeseung immediately kisses you, swallowing your following moans as he continues to fuck you, his hips not slowing one bit. Your bare tits are pressed against his clothed chest while youâre kissing and youâve never felt closer to Heeseung than now. You were milking his cock so much that the sound of your cum sloshing reaches your ears.
âHear that? Fuck..â Heeseung breathily teases you, trying to soothe you this way but your slick pushes him to do the opposite instead of slowing down. âYou should expect that more, loveâ he muses before kissing you again. You meet his lips frantically and Heeseung matches it, angling your face to take the kiss deeper while he slows down his thrust.Â
When he feels your breathing evening out, he releases your lips entirely, earning a protest whine from you. The grin returns to his pretty face, making you gulp. Youâre not done processing everything, your body still shaking from your latest orgasm but your view of Heeseung made the oversensitivity fly over your head.
He leans back to his thighs and pulls his shirt over his head, grabbing your legs to pull your body with him. You watch him with dazed eyes, too drunk on his cock to realize heâs using your body to get off. You donât care anyway, he can use your body whenever he likes, if thatâll make him stay.Â
âFuck, fuck, ahâfuck,â Heâs hugging your thighs now, cursing some more as he slams his hips, thighs meeting the back of yours. Youâre tempted to close your eyes because of the oversensitivity but watching Heeseung losing himself in your pussy rooted them open. His heavy breaths hit your skin as he nuzzles your thigh, his pretty eyes closed as his hips snaps faster. Heeseungâs chasing his orgasm, his thick fingers gripping your thighs for support. When he finally comes, he almost falls forward if it werenât for your legs catching him in time.Â
The damn breaks inside you too.Â
âI love you.â you blurt out. You feel that strange surge of emotions again, pushing you to say the words out. You had to. Youâre on the verge of breaking down so you just had to before you start crying. You're overwhelmed from your latest release, from feeling full of Heeseungâs cum like he promised.Â
âI love you tooâ he pants against your lips, still moaning because you keep clamping around his dick. The way he says the words without any hesitation while staring into your eyes is enough to make you cry.Â
He loves you back. Heeseung finally loves you back.
The tears fall freely now and youâre full blown crying. You didn't mean to but everything's heightened.
Heeseungâs emergency button kicks in as your sobs continue. He starts to panic, his voice desperate as he apologizes again.
âI-Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry, please believe me,â he tries to get off of you to calm you down but your legs tightened around his slim waist. Both your hands come up to pull down his panicked face and kisses him to ease his worries. Heeseung reciprocates with vigour, his lips desperate for you to believe him.
To believe his words.
You can feel it with the way his hips move slowly since youâre both coming down from your highs.
You do and your heart aches but the tears wonât stop falling no matter what. You canât even pinpoint the reason why, just that you want to cry. Blame it on your overwhelming emotions. You can't help it; your chest blooms at Heeseungâs words. None of this might be real but hearing it is enough for you to think that it is.Â
Heeseungâs never been good at expressing what he feels but you knew how scared he was, afraid that heâs hurting you. He made you cry several times in the past. You're not sure if he was aware or maybe he chose to ignore it but youâve tried your best to not show him. This is the first time heâs seen you break down in front of him and in such an intimate situation.Â
Nevertheless, Heeseungâs the same case. He finally collapses on top of you, his face nuzzling your neck, lips peppering along your collarbones with more apologies and promises. Youâre starting to feel the exhaustion from the multiple rounds and so does he, his hips slowing further to a stop. Both your bodies and minds are finally relieved from emotional distress and you feel like passing out but before you can close your eyes again, you thread your fingers along Heeseungâs soft hair.
It's unfair how beautiful he is. You trace the slope of his nose and he nuzzles your palm, then he leans in, mouthing your chest.
"I'm here, baby"
"I love you"
"I'm sorry, please"
You wish you could stop time. You want to stay at this moment, with Heesung buried inside you and feeling his soft lips on your skin. You, in his embrace and him doting on you like you're the center of his universe. He'd been yours the moment you two met and you've been showing him how much he means to you.
As for him, you're still anticipating more.
Your whole body relaxes as Heeseung begins to hum a random melody while his lips trail back to your breasts. You donât want anything else, just this. To hear his apologies over and over while he continues to fuck you.Â
Thereâs no other words to describe what youâre feeling right now, other than heavenly.
e/n: i kid you not, i have like 2 more wips based on these first set of pics we got when his instagram launched. idk if i'll post them or not since they're purely based on my emotions at that time. this one was the first one and i feel like posting it cuz the coincidence down to the details (title and songs) got me ??? i've gotten better ever since tho but i just had to release this before i go back to my usual routine.
summary: with the continuous change of weather, waiting for spring to arrive feels like forever. but when you unexpectedly had to volunteer in participating at your campusâ yearly Easter egg hunt, what you're searching for might be the least of your concerns.
pairing: sunghoon x reader
genre/au: smut, fluff, strangers to lovers, easter!au, university!au
word count: 15.3k
warnings/content: mentions of religion and folklore?, ovulation, making out, exhibitionism, pet names, explicit sexual content, breeding ig? multiple sex scenes, slight corruption?
authorâs note: i had visions after i saw this ad back in february but only started writing this near the end of April. it's finally getting warmer here yâall, i hope you enjoy this late Easter treat <3
Easter weekend.
The long weekend that everybody has been looking forward to â particularly those who are working or always busy, you included. Preparations for the grand celebration that weekend took a long time, and it got particularly intense during the last few days. However, much to your relief, youâre free of religious duties on its final day so you were able to celebrate with your family.
But then here you are the day after, back at campus for your universityâs annual Easter egg hunt. You werenât supposed to attend the event but final exams have been rolling out since the second week of the month. There's no way to take a hold of any of your fellow club members to participate, leading you to volunteer as its representative in the end.
The student council already has a hard time to gain any participants since classes are technically over. Students are either busy studying for their upcoming ones or are already gone for vacation. What better way to promote engagement than emphasize that any club participating in the event will get extra funding for the next school year, bonus, if their representatives win the games as well.
So the option to ditch would be a waste.
Especially for you and your club. It's already not on the priority list for campus funding due to its size in comparison to other larger organizations. As an executive member, it's your responsibility to improve the status of your club as long as you're able and this is your chance.
Thankfully though, some of your club members cheered you on so it didn't feel like you were all alone.
âYou guys are lucky I love yâallâ you huff through the phone as you trudge through the pathway towards the wide clearing. It's located behind the natural sciences building which is right by the forest. Thereâs a trail here that leads to a bridge then a stream that runs by the clearing before the surrounding trees.
You didn't even need to follow the signs to reach there. The path is pretty familiar to you since you've taken walks here before to clear your mind.
âItâs a de-stressor event anyway! Time to relax, miss president!â your vice president, Ruka, cheers you on. You did miss her bright energy since she went back home to Japan after her exams finished a week ago. Most, if not all international students usually leave campus as soon as theyâre done for the school year.
"Yeah yeah whatever, I'm not gonna try to win anything" you roll your eyes even though she couldn't see you.
You're exhausted from all the festivities and have no time to actually rest. Joining this wouldn't be too bad since you're using this as an excuse to relax like she suggested. Find a good spot where you can hide and just sit there until the event is over. You can try to meditate or even sleep then retrieve your proof of participation later.
âYou have to! For us!â she protests with a loud wail and jerk from the volume.
âWell, none of you are hereâ you remind her and that quiets her down. You didn't mean for your tone to come out that way, already imagining her pouting at your playful scolding. You shake your head because she's seconds away from giving you a long explanation.
âI'm not mad, okay?â you clarify just in case. Despite how close you two have gotten, people oftentimes assume things about you a lot. Not that Ruka would, but it became a habit for you over the years.
âI know but I do feel badâ she counters, sounding defeated. âTreats when you get back thenâ you tease to break the awkward silence after and she brightens up. âSouvenirs have been ready for you and the rest of course!â
The clearing came into view so you said your goodbye to Ruka. You're just in time when the host begins announcing the details of the event which you didnât bother listening to. Their voice is loud yes so there's no way you'd miss anything regardless. You're not even taking this seriously, the bare minimum should do.
Walking up to the front, you picked a random small and round woven basket with pastel decorations from the table without much thought. Smiling at the volunteers, you head towards the forest to begin your âhuntâ.
Trudging through the trees, the ground doesn't give you a hard time yet. Barely greenery is around and the soil was tender because of the rain from a couple of days ago. Today's weather is better than you expected, slightly cold but not too much that youâre able to wear your halter mini dress that you got from the seasonal sale before the long weekend.
Spring is a bit delayed this year but some flowers have started to bloom. As you walk further into the forest, the grass becomes more prominent and greener, lifting your mood immediately.
Looking around to check if there are other students with you, there are none. You've seen them dispersed earlier and you were surprised that you ended up alone. Granted that you really didn't want to participate but you thought there would be volunteers monitoring everyone.
Theyâre probably in the other areas hunting for the golden egg which is the grand price.
You're here to hunt something else and your eyes spots an area behind a blooming garden. It stands out between the trees, its surroundings is filled with luscious greenery which is a perfect spot for you to wind down. Where you are currently is probably beyond the designated area to search but that wasn't your goal anyways.
This one is and you finally found it.
You need to claim it before anyone does. If anyone sees you, they might follow you here and disturb your serenity.
Settling down at a nearby tree trunk, you place your basket to the ground beside you. Taking a deep breath of fresh air, you try to clear your head while you can. It's one of the only times that you can have a peace of mind. Not possible when you're home because it's always been loud.
Leaning back at the trunk, you've looked up to the bright blue sky before closing your eyes. Taking a short nap would be good but the little noise coming from your side snaps your eyes back open. Your heart pumps, debating if you should just go back to sleep and pretend you didn't hear it or not.
But then what if it's just nothing? or worst case, a wild animal who's waiting to pounce.
And you donât want to alert it. Slowly, you turn to the side, cautious in the way you lift your body off the ground.
The noise stopped, making you pause. However, you're still curious, itching to check what it was just in case you hear it again. Following where you suspect its source could be, you proceed to enter a small clearing beyond the rows of tulips.
You couldnât be more surprised at the scene.
A very gorgeous man dressed in a light pink polo shirt with a slightly darker shade of pink sweater vest on top. His dress pants match his polo shirt, the whole fit complimenting your white floral dress.
Youâve never seen him before nor encountered such beauty.
It took you a moment before you started to speak. âExcuse me, are you one of the volunteers?â you asked, noticing some colourful and shiny eggs around a small bump by his feet.
He must be so he's definitely here to report you. The council probably added extra volunteers to trick the participants who tried to break rules. You couldn't possibly be the first one to do so.
You spoke too soon.
He looked confused at your question but hesitantly nodded at you with a shy smile. You're taken aback at how dreamy he is from afar, looking extra adorable with his fluffy permed hair. You wonder if it was mandatory for them to dress up for this event. This gorgeous man definitely upped it up a few more levels.
You find yourself smiling so wide as you shift your weight from one leg and vice versa. You're hoping this polite looking volunteer just sees it as your enthusiasm for the Easter hunt.
âI heard a noise and thought it was some wild animalâ you begin explaining when he didn't even ask you a question. He looks like he wanted you to talk more so internally sigh in relief before you'll start to yap. It happens a lot when youâre nervous, especially around good looking guys.
And you don't want to embarrass yourself. It'll be his first impression of you.
âBy the way, is this a special level? Thatâs why no one has discovered this area yet?â
The consequent questions fly out from your mouth before you could stop them. He didnât reply, causing you to look at him nervously. He mirrors your anxiousness but maybe heâs just a little shy. Thankfully didnât mind, nodding at you again.
You're unsure what to do next but he smiles at you, washing away your concerns. Deciding to approach him, you match his smile in the process, possibly brighter and give him your name.
The area's grass is softer and less harsh. He's inside the circular sheepskin rug in a jaded green colour with huge light pink faux fur cushions that matches his outfit. Most of the eggs are placed on top of them, giving the ultimate Easter Egg Hunt display.
You walk towards where the dreamy volunteer is standing to look at the eggs, fascinated at how expensive they look compared to the other Easter eggs you've seen before.
Shit, what if this is the most difficult level? You're surprised that the university even allocated a big budget for this event. The promise of extra funding in exchange for participation made sense now.
âMy name is Sunghoonâ
He finally talks, in a soft and sweet voice. It made you pause flinging your Easter basket around. He bows slightly when you return your gaze at him.
Heâs polite and pretty.
Youâve never met a man this pretty before.
And youâre smitten already.
This is bad because you shouldn't be falling for a man this quick. You need to focus on the eggs. Yes, right, the Easter eggs. The nearest to him seem to be the special ones.
âWhatâs the challenge to get one of those?â you ask, willing your focus on those shiny pastel eggs instead of his presence.
âJust try to remove them from where they're placed" he mutters softly that you almost didn't hear him. Humming in response, you begin your mission to bring at least one inside your basket.
The thing is, you may have underestimated these eggs.
They ended up being heavy and glossy, which makes it harder to hold and carry without slipping off your hands. Another option is to roll them to your basket but it looks fragile and you don't want to risk breaking it.
You'd have to drop it slowly inside.
From your peripheral view, you notice Sunghoon watching you intently. Suddenly you're conscious since he's watching you struggle.
You can't let a pretty man witness your failure. It's embarrassing for a first impression but he doesn't say anything. You wanted to turn to him and watch his reaction but he's already distracting you this way. Besides these are merely Easter eggs. You may haven't participated in any hunts when you were kid but it couldn't be this hard.
"Do you need help?" he offers and you almost lose hold of the egg you're holding on a lower level. You're literally squatting so the distance between the ground and the height of level is much closer. He must've been frustrated at watching you repeatedly try and fail again after a while.
"No! I'm still good to go!" you chirp, breathing heavily as you try to lift the vista blue egg. You decide to drop the previous one, your arms are now aching so you took a breather before trying again. This might be easier since located on the top of the ashy green hill-like stump.Â
You're hoping gravity would cooperate, come on Newton.
Dropping your basket at the foot of the stump, you prepare to lift the egg off the ground. The weight was manageable but you've exerted yourself with the other eggs before. Add that you're wearing a lovely mini dress, the slope doesn't work well with your platform sandals.
Throwing you off balance.
You should've worn comfortable pants.
Instead of falling back, a pair of hands catches your body in time before reaching the ground.
"Be careful," Sunghoon mutters softly beside you, abruptly cutting your yelp midway. His lithe fingers holding your waist gently offer a sense of immediate comfort. You're too flustered to respond, realizing that you embarrassed yourself once again.
At least you're in his arms.
What.
âT-Thank youâ you reply with a sharp intake, still processing what just happened and the feel of his touch. He hasnât removed his hands from your waist yet but somehow, you like the feel of them on you.
Plus, he smells good. Like roses. The pink ones. Not intense like the red.
You find yourself leaning back against his chest as you close your eyes. The sudden comfort enveloping you with the way heâs holding you.
âYouâre very welcome, beautifulâ your eyes open at his reply, the way he called you beautiful. You were surprised at his effect on you and that he made the first move. Your ogling earlier might've been obvious but you didn't think he'd be this straightforward.
Maybe he wasnât so shy after all.
âI can try againâ you blurted out, leaving his hold because you feel awkward all of a sudden. You hear him clearing his throat, prompting you to turn to him.
You find Sunghoon back to his stoic facade but he's looking everywhere but you. You must've made him uncomfortable but he wouldn't call you beautiful if he was right? Or he was just being polite and calling you that to fluster you to get off of him.
Sunghoon picks up your Easter basket, handing it to you while you compose yourself. Itâs not a big deal. It shouldnât be but youâre stressing about it now. You're not impressing anyone here since Sunghoon's just doing his job as a volunteer.
And you're making it difficult for him even when you didnât plan on hunting eggs in the first place.
âMaybe try the ones by the baseâ he suggested, pointing at the peach and pastel red eggs.
Good. He's leering you back on track.
âYou can sit down Hoon, you canât stand the whole time. This might take a whileâ
You honestly felt bad that Sunghoon has to stand because of how perilous you are. However, the nickname slips out of you and it's too late to stop it. âWait, Hoon?â he turns to you as he sits down at the hillâs base, looking at you expectantly.
âCan I call you that? Or is it too soon?â you ask with hesitation. He looks like he doesn't mind it but you've probably pushed yourself to him this early. It's just that you like giving nicknames in general; then he saved you from further embarrassment so you feel a little affectionate.
âYou can call me anything,â he smiles a little, looking at you fondly for someone that he just met. You've been starting to question his shyness when he hit on you earlier but he's probably more comfortable with you now.
You smile at him before returning your attention to the eggs that he pointed earlier. I'm getting you both no matter what. Sunghoon seems to notice, following your gaze at your target. He gives a small chuckle which whirled your focus a little but you've conquered the temptation to look at him.
Placing your basket beside Sunghoon, you locked your eyes on the egg behind him. Reaching out with both hands, your fingers carefully test your grip on the egg. The thing is, you can feel Sunghoon's eyes boring through you from your peripheral view and youâre getting self-conscious again.
He's back to watching your every move and you've been doing your best to only get distracted but also succeed with one egg.
Crawling up the slope causes your thighs to be exposed further. There's no wind today so Sunghoon's saved from being flashed without his consent. Still, despite being used to wearing dresses, your proximity with Sunghoon is making you nervous. There's nothing to worry about since he's been a gentleman so far, proven with how gently he's held you and how he's only looking at your face, unlike most guys.
You've taken a pause, wondering if getting the egg is still worth it. So far, all you've done is try to retrieve any egg but you're close to giving up. Giving a push to the egg so it'll roll down the base, your Easter basket's been waiting to receive it but you might not have a basket in the end as a result. You can't even ask Sunghoon for help because it'll be cheating.
Either you give up now or embarrass yourself and waste both you and Sunghoon's time.
"I forfeit" you grumble, still trying to push the damn egg with no luck.
"You're almost succeeding," Sunghoon cheers on but it only makes you upset. He moves at a respectable distance to convince you to continue. You gotta give it to him, he's still got the enthusiasm while yours drained out.
"No point, Hoon. I've tried my best" you resign, switching to sit on your heels.
"That's alright. You'd still get something right?" he's looking at the bright side while something clicks in you.
He's right, you did, meeting a gorgeous gentleman like him. And you will, that is, get him.
Sunghoon must've felt the change of your demeanour. He tenses when he sees you smile mischievously at him. He tried to look unaffected but you're honestly confused at your sudden desire to be near him. The surprise is clear from his adorable pretty face when you reach out for his arm, wondering why you're pulling him closer to you instead.
"Do you need anything?" he asks as soon as your attention is solely on him.
"Maybe" you whisper, staring at him like he's your target instead of those Easter eggs. You truly don't know what's gotten over you. It's like this man suddenly bewitched you to come after him. You were already enamoured of his beauty earlier, the comfort you felt with the way he treated you shifted your focus on having him instead of those eggs.
He inhales sharply at your vague answer, his head tilting to the side as he studies you with those wenged-coloured eyes. The gesture made you feel conscious with the way his eyes are scanning your body. It's the first time that he did and you're feeling hot all over, not knowing what to do next when his gaze descends further.
It's funny how the tides changed quickly, it's you who's now fiddling the hem of your mini dress because you're anxious of his next move.
"Come here," he says softly as he straightens one of his long legs, leaving you confused.
Sunghoon then pats his thigh and you understand, crawling towards him. The thin grass pricks at the skin of your knees but you couldn't look away from Sunghoon's searing stare. You again surprised yourself with how fast you obeyed his words.
All thoughts of the hunt and the Easter eggs flew away as soon as you reached Sunghoon. He cages your body in his arms, holding your waist like how he did earlier when he caught you. You're situated on his lap, waiting for you to say something but your brows only scrunches.
A teasing smile appears on his handsome face.
"Do you know what you want now?" he asks again but instead of replying with words, you lean in, stopping only when your face is at a small distance from his. You don't know where this bravery of yours came from but it's now or never.
"Yes", you answer before giving him a peck on the lips.
You wish it was too quick. Sunghoon's lips caught your eye earlier because of how pink and glossy they are. Now you know how soft they feel against yours too.
And you wanted more.
Sunghoon goes rigid the moment your lips touch. His hands jerked from holding your waist and now you're afraid if you got the wrong idea. After he gave you a sign earlier, you wanted to initiate this time. Or maybe it wasn't. Calling you "beautiful" is just how he breaks the ice with girls and you're no exception. It could be a part of his job, as a distraction and he definitely succeeded.
"I'm so-"
The apology was cut off when you feel Sunghoon's lips again. He didn't pull back immediately like you expected, the slight stickiness of his glossy lips attaches to yours as he moves his lips. But before you can open your mouth to deepen the kiss, he retreats. "May I?"
You're bewildered at his question since he already kissed you. Regardless, you nodded, only then realizing he's pertaining to touching you. His soft hand slides down from your waist, not stopping until he reaches the end of your dress. He pushes it up so he can slide in his palms along your bare thigh.
Sunghoon finally pulls your body closer to his, drawing a surprise gasp from you. Your hands that were on his shoulders automatically move to hold the back of his head, your fingers tousling his fluffy permed hair that extends down to his neck.
You both stayed like that for a bit, just holding each other contently while staring into each other's eyes.
"I don't think I've told you how pretty you are, Sunghoon," you mutter, one of your hands moving to trace his features with the tip of your fingers. His skin feels so soft between your touches that you just want to hold his face forever.
From the thick eyebrows down the sharp slope of his nose, you couldn't believe someone with such beauty exists.
"You're more beautiful," he replies softly before he kisses you again.
This time, Sunghoon allows himself to drown in you, opening his mouth to deepen the kiss. The sudden hunger he's finally letting out has taken you back that you couldn't help but smile in between kisses.
You're both interrupted by the loud rings of bells, breaking your make out session. Your attention shifts to the series of faint voices clearly from a megaphone, clearly announcing the end of the hunt. You've gotten nothing done except being on Sunghoon's lap.
However, the man beneath you ignores what he just heard. He proceeds to kiss your jaw then his lips move down to your neck, breathing in your scent deeply. Â
"You smell so good" he groans against your skin, clutching your waist at the same time. It's the first time you've heard him this way and it's making your whole body shiver.
Sunghoon's been holding back and you love testing boys.
"Hoon, don't we need to head back? They might look for us soon" you nudge his shoulders, trying to bring your focus to the concern at hand. The other volunteers could be rounding up all the participants and will find out that you're missing from the list.
Although they knew that you weren't going to take this seriously, they still had to take attendance.
Sunghoonâs touches are luring you back though. He cups your face with one hand and caresses your waist with the other; his way of reassuring you.
"We can stay, don't worry, I won't tell anyone" he whispers against your lips before capturing them again.
Sunghoon's tempting offer begins to tug at you. His words did the magic, calming your worry and pushing you to focus on his kisses instead. Besides, maybe you can just retrieve the compensation for participating later. You'd have Sunghoon as a back up to prove that you did try your best.
âAre you sure?â you ask again and he nods. âIf I donât get that extra funding, youâre to blameâ you giggle, punching his chest playfully.
Sunghoon only smiles at your whims, knowing you've already succumbed to him. You resume kissing him, the both of you growing more hungry for each other as time passes by. His soft kneading of your thigh turned into a hard grip. Probably because you've unconsciously been rolling your hips against his crotch.
"Do you need a break?" he breathes out as he releases you, licking his swollen lips in the process. Your gaze automatically landed on them, so shiny like it's calling you to take a bite. You'd love to but Sunghoon's lips have tasted so sweet, stopping your urge to draw blood from them.
He calls your name softly, urging you to take a breather. You didn't really need to, the need to kiss him rising the more stops to tease you. He has to be teasing you or he'd be all over you right away. Nevertheless, you lean back to take a good look at Sunghoon's current state. His hair's more disheveled with all your pulling but it's his dilated pupils that's boring through you that has your heart racing.
And the obvious hardness that's poking between your inner thighs.
"Oh? Are you sure you want me to, Hoonie?" you tease, smirking at him. The new nickname perks his attention, breaking his desiring gaze. Only then he realized what you meant, his cheeks flushing as he looks down when you keep staring.
"It'll go away, don't worry" he mumbles shyly, still not meeting your inspecting gaze.Â
Even when he's painfully hard, he's still adorable. So you take it upon yourself to let him know that you want him too. Feeling how hard he is further ignites your hormones. You're sure he can feel how wet you already are.
Guess he's the type to let others take charge.
Your hand reaches out to lift Sunghoon's knitted top along with his polo shirt, revealing a lean stomach to your hungry eyes. Skin unbelievably pale, you're tempted to scratch your nails along his visible abs but that's for another time. If there will be after this; you'd just have to convince him with your charms.
Sunghoon's breath hitches when you trace the lean muscles of his stomach. You can see them tightening the more your fingers skitters around the edge of his pants. You're tempted to tease him like he did earlier, or if he did actually, he was genuine but you never know.
The bulge in front of you further incites you to circle the buttons of Sunghoon's pants teasingly. He's anticipating what's to come, blown out eyes simultaneously drifting between your exposed thighs and your hand.
"May I?" you ask softly as you look up to his handsome face. Hearing the question he asked you earlier cracks a shy smile on his lips. He nodded after an answer and you swear you see a soft glint in his eyes, a sign that he's touched.
Slowly, you begin unbuttoning Sunghoon's pants and he lifts his hips so you can pull it off halfway. Much to your surprise, he's wearing a white silk underwear that looks expensive. He's different indeed because you haven't met any guy that wore one before.
"They're breathable" he mumbles an explanation as he looks away, a hint of embarrassment in his tone which makes you smile. He looks adorable pouting but you hope he's not getting the wrong message with your reaction. You're simply amazed, admiring how pretty he is down to details.
"Fancy, I'd say. It fits you perfectly" you say fondly as you pull it down, freeing his rock hard cock from its confines. You catch it with your hand as it springs up, the twitching almost makes you want to suck him off to reassure him but your impatience takes over.
Stroking it slowly, Sunghoon's breathing starts to heavy, bringing back his attention to your hand. You're like in a trance, eyes remaining on his cock, so focused on spreading the precum around his head. He starts moaning and your eyes perked up, catching his pleading eyes in time before he closes them. He'll never tell you to stop so you release him.
A small chuckle leaves you when his eyes open the moment you did. You didn't let him have a moment, moving to straddle his lap. You can feel his bare cock rubbing against your clothed pussy and you'd want nothing but want him inside you. Your mini dress hiking up once again, much to Sunghoon's delight. He reaches under to pull your frilly undies down, cupping your cunt once.
"You're soaked" he comments, astonished how wet you already are before plunging two of his long fingers inside your caverns. You're unsure if Sunghoon's aware that you're ovulating. He would've felt how wet you are earlier, dripping so much that you worry your juices will reach his cuff the more he moves his fingers.
"H-Hoon, please?"
He nods, removing his fingers from you right away so you could guide his length to your core. Before doing so, you quickly move back to pull it off from one leg, leaving it on the other because you're too impatient.
You rarely beg but you couldn't care how desperate you sounded when Sunghoon's the same case. His rushed hands and the way his breath quickens when you touch him. Sunghoon's too irresistible for you to wait around, the need to have him carnally encourages you to drop your hips, sinking into his cock without second thoughts.
Whimpers escape you since Sunghoon's quite generous in both thickness and length. You wanted to watch yourself while taking him in but the slight sting had you closing your eyes. Sunghoon helps you by pulling your body in, leading to your hands that are holding his shoulders moves to pull his hair.
Your foreheads touched one another and you felt a sense of steadiness.
"Couldn't wait any longer" he breathes out, his fingers circling the sides of your waist to comfort you. He lets you adjust to his size, leaving feather light kisses along your neck until you feel comfortable enough to roll your hips.
When you reopen your eyes, you meet Sunghoon's blown out ones. It's the only way you can tell he's affected by all these aside from his heavy breathing and disheveled hair caused by you. Meanwhile, you're already a mess when you both barely started, hair sticking on your skin with all the licking that Sunghoon has done.
Rolling your hips experimentally, you grab Sunghoonâs shoulders for stability. He's followed your suit with how quick you are gripping him, his gentle caress of your back turned into desperate digging.
None of you talked save for the exchanged panting and moaning in between kisses. He's pretty quieter than other boys but that doesn't affect how good he is at fucking you.
Sunghoonâs mouth returns to your neck but this time, his face continues down to your chest. Youâre expecting him to pull down your neckline but instead, he only nuzzles your clothed tits affectionately as he starts bucking his hips up into you.
His fluffy hair tickling your clavicle almost made you giggle but Sunghoon cuts it off when he suddenly delivers a sharp thrust.
âFuck, oh myââ the loud moan escapes you when he unexpectedly finds the bundle of nerves. Noticing how loud youâve gotten, Sunghoon thrusts up again, hitting that same spot, strangely not bothered that anyone could hear you easily. Youâve wrapped your hands around his head at this point, squeezing his face further against your clothed breasts.
Despite how tight your bodies are pressed tightly against one another, Sunghoon manages to slip his hand underneath your dress. He rubs your swollen bud as you grind more on his cock to get that satisfaction again. Your lower abdomen has been tightening and you scream Sunghoon's name as you unravel before him.
He gives you time to recover before he cages your body securely, moving you both down the mound of grass. He lays you down carefully, your back hitting the ground as he removes himself from you. You whine in displeasure, making grabby hands at him but he only chuckles.
Sunghoon's hand reaches for your undies to pull it off your leg completely, placing it on one of the cushions. You on the other hand, don't even care where it'll be, spreading your legs after to entice him to put his cock back into you. However, instead of indulging you, he flips you to your stomach. Not for long cause he hauls you up to your knees, surprising you with his strength.
Then he enters you again, ripping a yelp from you at the rough intrusion while you're trying to hold on to the soft grass beneath you.
Shit, this is why he asked you to take a breather.
"You feel amazing around me" he moans after delivering another precise thrust, increasing the speed of his hips that you have no choice but only whimper and spew incoherent curses. As far as you know, the quiet and shy ones are revealed to be freaks on the sheets, proven with Sunghoon's great ability at rearranging your insides.
"NghâHoonie.." you cry, sensing another wave of orgasm rising from you.
"What if I make you mine? Would you let me, pretty?" he asks in a steady voice, still so polite even when heâs fucking you into oblivion.
You take back what you said about Sunghoon usually letting others take charge. You've clearly misread him. It crosses your mind that maybe everything was on purpose â that this has been his style all along.
Other than manhandling you, there's an edge to his voice beneath the politeness, something you should've noticed but you're too blinded by how dreamy he is this whole time. Aside from his cock's nonstop battering along your walls, your ears don't miss the loud smacks from your skin slapping that are echoing around the trees.
The thought of other participants or volunteers finding you both fucking here makes you tighten around Sunghoon. He groaned at that and you did it again so you can hear more of him. You couldn't help it anyway when he fucks this good, anyone would. Then his questions finally sink into your pleasure-muddled brain briefly.
You didn't like the thought of others fucking him.
"A-Already yours," you moan out, mind too muddled to register the implication of your words to him.
Your sudden declaration breaks Sunghoon's composure. He lets out a loud and deep groan, body almost collapsing on top of yours. Although you canât see him, you can tell heâs pleased with your answer. His fingers stroke your sides as he gets louder, a mix of humming and moaning emitting from him.
You're out of breath from his relentless thrusts but that didn't stop you from trying to meet his hips. Once he senses what you're doing, he moves a hand up to briefly squeeze your breasts, while his other one holds your hip for balance.
âI'm near, loveâ he rasps behind you, his hips pounding you intensely that you're almost being shoved down to the ground if it were not for your strong grip on the grass. A couple snaps of his hips later and his body pauses, filling you up with his warm cum.Â
âSo full of me..â he muses mindlessly, his tightened grip on your hips loosening as he rides his high. Sunghoon's been rutting into you ever since, his pace slowing down but his strokes are deeper. He removes a hand from holding you, sneaking in front to rub your swollen bud, triggering another orgasm from you.
âY-Yeah, Hoonie..feels good!" you babble, too fucked out and messy to form any more words other than your nickname for him all while gripping the grass below you.
âYou want more?,â Sunghoon coos and you nod desperately. You feel more of his cum spilling into your swollen cunt as he continues to fill you up until he has nothing more to give.
When your elbows finally give up, he begins to remove his cock from you, careful not to spill anything even though it's useless. You protest in return even when your body collapses after, whining because you want his cock back snuggled in you.
Your combined juices drip down your legs and you're too weak to clean yourself up. Sunghoon rushes to help you when you try getting up on your own, assisting you to stand up so you can rest on the nearest cushion. He's holding you gently, a real contrast to how rough he's held your hips earlier while he was fucking you.
Sunghoon helps you lie down and you immediately reach out for him to join you. He chuckles at your request, acquiescing without a word. He stretches out his left arm before he lies beside you, inviting you to put your head on it.
Only then you realized that he never removed any of his layered tops this whole time.
"You don't feel hot?" your voice came out hoarse from all the moaning, catching Sunghoon's attention. Although his permed bangs covered his thick brows, the rise of his brow is visible as he scans your sleepy face. "No, not at all," he quips, the curve of his glossy lips lifting into a small smile.Â
Despite wearing a dress, your whole body's on fire with the intense fucking. You're just grateful that the weather chose to be perfect today, you didn't sweat as much as you expected. The man beside you however, didn't look any different than the first time you met him. Now that you've both calmed down, Sunghoon's looking at you like you've known each other for a while.
He's not the type to get attached easily does he?
It wouldn't matter since you're on the same boat. It could be your hormones talking but you feel like you can trust Sunghoon.
Never in your life you thought you'd have sex with a stranger out in the open and on campus grounds too. Not only that but you also let him finish inside you even when you just met which never happened before no matter how hot those guys were. Strangely though, you didn't worry as much as you'd expected.
Maybe it's all the exhaustion and you'll have clarity later on.
You woke up lying on a soft cushion of baby pink fur, nuzzling your face to it as you rouse from a deep sleep. The sky has turned darker, with a hint of purple due to the rays of the setting sun. The clouds have turned pink, painting a beautiful landscape above you and Sunghoon.
It's a perfect scene to wake up to, feeling like you're in a dream or a main character in some movie. In addition, you feel Sunghoonâs arm wrapped around your waist. You haven't moved yet to indicate you're awake, relishing his gentle touches thinking you're still asleep. His body's not flushed against yours but his caress on your stomach sends a rush of butterflies through you.
You suddenly turn around to face Sunghoon and he jerks in surprise. The serenity in his face was replaced with worry that he woke you up from your slumber.
âAm I making you uncomfortable?â he panics but you chuckle instead, finding his question adorable. You shake your head no, cupping his glowing face with your hands to not worry him.
He literally just fucked you hours ago and he's more concerned of how you perceived him after when you're currently very comfortable in his arms.
"I'm just not used to clingy guysâŚespecially pretty ones" you say slowly, waiting for any reaction from Sunghoon. Usually, guys take offense at the word "clingy" but instead, he reacted the opposite. His cheeks turned pink at the word "pretty" and you poking his two moles made him flush more.
Sunghoon immediately hides his face in the crook of your neck, unable to face you after you pointed out his blushing by rubbing his cheeks.
Oh, he's too precious for you to let go.
âListen, I know we just met but do you wanna go with me to the spring formal?â you rapidly ask before you chicken out, nervously waiting for Sunghoon with your uncertain but pleading eyes.
It's not mandatory but there will be an award ceremony happening for the best clubs on campus which you don't want to miss. You can technically go alone, like most people who simply went with their friends. But this year, you want to go with someone for once. With how busy everyone is, you have no time to ask people to come with you so Sunghoon's your last hope.
He was quiet for a while but he looked surprised. Your mind's starting to overthink but you see the smile slowly forming on his pretty lips. "I would be honoured" he whispers, eyes lightening at your offer. His smile fully brightens when you grin in relief that you're able to see his beautiful canines.
Sunghoon leans in for a kiss which you welcomed, feeling his hand move down lower from your belly. He kneads your thighs before he sneaks under your dress to cup your soiled pussy. A soft gasp escapes you at the contact, breaking the kiss as your body squirms with his ministrations. Your back arches a little when you feel the tips of his delicate fingers trace your sodden folds, checking to see if you need more of him.
Sunghoon's radiant eyes are so focused on the faces you're making. He's looking at you like you gave him a pot of gold when you should be the one feeling that way since he agreed to be your date. The only thing left to worry about is the dress you'll wear to the event. You've got a date now who's currently making you feel amazing that you're tempted to fuck him again.
Can't let that happen. Good thing nature's on your side too.
âDo you wanna head out? Itâs getting darkerâ you tug his sleeve, getting up from the cushion. You feel better now but you still struggle as you feel each muscle contracts, the impending sore waiting for you has arrived. Sunghoon didn't notice and you didn't want him to; following your suit as you fix yourselves. He hands you back your panties and you find it in you to still feel embarrassed.
âDonât forget your basket,â he reminds you softly, looking at the ground behind your shoulders. You turn to find your cute basket filled with about a dozen of smaller shiny pastel Easter eggs.
Did he just search the forest to fill it up while you were asleep?
The gesture touched your heart since you'd be able to surely claim your compensation later. You look at Sunghoon gratefully, who's waiting for you at a distance until you're ready to go. However, just as you were about to leave after picking up your filled basket, you noticed all the props around you.
âShouldnât we clean up here? We probably missed the end alreadyâ you suggest to Sunghoon, looking around at how much work you both need to do before it gets fully dark. The nap you took felt like a waste of time but Sunghoon's good pounding made the Easter egg hunt fully slip your mind.
None of you expected to stay here this long so you only have your phone as a source of light. There will be lampposts when you return to the path but it's going to be very dark here soon. You suspect Sunghoon didn't bring a flashlight while decorating this area since the event's bound to end before late afternoon.
âNo need, we can just leave it as it is. At least thatâs what I've been toldâ he shrugs, taking your unoccupied hand with his. As an over-thinker, you're not fully convinced with Sunghoon's reasoning. For all you know, you both would get fined or get a penalty for not following proper protocol.
Not just following the rules but also for public indecency when you both had sex during the duration of the event.
Despite your doubt, you let it go, grasping Sunghoon's hand between your fingers. Together you walk back towards the line of trees, hands intertwining until you reach the main clearing where the main table was. No oneâs left so youâre probably just gonna drop by the student centre to let them know or just email them a picture of your Easter basket that Sunghoon meticulously arranged.
There's a rush of excitement in you at the notion that one of their volunteers basically let you cheat off of the event. No one caught you and Sunghoon so they'd have nothing to prove until then. Besides, it takes them ages to actually send any prize anyways so funding would not be any different and possibly will have a longer process before approval.
âDo you wanna grab a bite? We can discuss what to wear for the event thenâ you tug Sunghoon towards the banquet hall and he nods. You actually wanted to at least buy something there if he refused.
None of you talked as you sauntered to the building where the hall is and you actually appreciate the quietness. Being with Sunghoon who's not a talkative type of a person would've been relaxing if not for all the staring that you both get as you walk along the hallways.
âYouâre quiet. Are you tired? We can just head backâ he asks worriedly after noticing you tightening your hold in his hand.
âNothing, itâs just..itâs stupid. Ugh this is probably so normal for youâ you ramble, avoiding his gauging gaze.
âItâs not if itâs bothering youâ he insists and his words warm your chest.
âThey canât stop looking at youâ you admit shyly, looking at Sunghoon briefly and a small grin replaces the worry in his face.
Great, youâre probably feeding his ego even more by admitting it.
âNot just meâ he replies, continuing his steps like he doesnât notice the eyes that are boring at you both. What reason could they have to be staring at you? Sunghoon might be used to staring, but not you.
You've been feeling conscious as soon as it happened and it remained even as you ordered your supposed dinner. You told Sunghoon to find a table but he insists on staying with you. After you both got your trays and your food, you beeline towards the rows of tables and fortunately found one near the windows, your preferred position here to see the view outside.
It's mostly lights but the stars are visible in the sky tonight.
âDo you have an idea for the colours? If not, we can just go by the typical spring onesâ you start so youâll divert your attention to the important matter at hand instead of the lingering gazes around you.
None of the people here would think that you and Sunghoon just met less than a few hours ago with the way you're both acting with one another. He holds your hand after unloading the food from the trays, flustering you to no end. You look like a couple to anyone's eyes with how affectionate he is. The comfort he gives you definitely helped ease the awkwardness you mostly have with strangers.
You could get used to this.
âI'll match whatever you pickâ
In the end, you decide to go for a mix of pastel pink and some sage green while Sunghoon will match your dress with a black suit and a pastel green tie.
A true gentleman that he is, Sunghoon walked you to your dorms after. Itâs already late at night when you both finished dinner â discussing the Easter egg hunt down to the origins of the holiday. You've told him what you learned growing up from a religious family and he in turn, told you the other versions of it.
The path towards the house that you share with four other girls is surrounded by trees. Itâs relatively safe though since it's your university's student housing. Still, Sunghoon insisted on walking you for extra safety.
Right when you're nearing the door of your dorm, Sunghoon brings your hand that heâs holding up to kiss your knuckles. You're again taken aback, your heart racing since you weren't expecting this because you've hooked up already.
He really is different from other guys.
âYouâre endearing,â you say before switching the Easter basket you're holding to your other hand. Staring into Sunghoon's eyes, you grab his neck to kiss him.
Sunghoon was surprised at first but immediately returned your kisses, placing his hand on your back to pull you closer. At this point, you feel like kissing one another is going to become a habit the way how natural it is for you both. You break the kiss to catch your breaths but also because you almost lost your balance (again) while kissing him.
"Careful" he holds you steady, eyeing the Easter eggs inside the basket in your hand. You chuckle at his mild concern, finding him even more endearing with how attentive he is to them. Of course, you'd take care of it like a gift. Sunghoon made an effort to gather those for you even when he didn't have to, risking his volunteer position just to help you.
"Thank you.." you drawl after letting out a small chuckle when his gaze returns to you. Eyes still lost in his, you're debating if you should say more but Sunghoon smiles, seeming to understand what you meant.
âI'll see you until thenâ he smiles fondly as he releases you. You can tell by his hesitant eyes that he doesn't wanna let go. You begin to miss his touches already as soon as he did, turning around with grace as he leaves the porch.
âWait, we didnât exchange numbers!â you call for him and realization hits Sunghoon as soon as he hears you. He starts patting his pockets and his face morphs into panic when he can't feel his phone. He looks up at you with a defeated expression but you shake your head with a reassuring smile.
âOh, I mustâve left it somewhere. We were rushing earlierâ he concludes calmly, trying to look composed but the embarrassment is apparent on his face even in the dark â his light complexion shows clearly how he abandoned his belongings because he was too focused on you.
"It's okay hoon, meet me here maybe about an hour and a half before it starts" you say excitedly, already thinking of the event which is going to be in three days.
It'll take you longer to get ready and you don't want to be late. The venue's outside your campus and although not far, you would like to be early to enjoy the candy bars and photo booth before everyone arrives.
And of course, more time with Sunghoon without much prying eyes. For sure, you'd have a deja vu and might bother you for the rest of the night.
"Alright then, have a good night Y/N" he shows that soft smile again and you respond with a quick "night, hoon".
Sunghoon turns, heading towards the main road while you wait until he's out of sight. Your mind's still processing the unexpected events of the day and the Easter season definitely surprised you. You couldn't believe you're out here sending off a man who you just met and hooked up like some girlfriend.
âGirl who the fuck was that hottie?â
A loud voice belonging to one of your housemates, Aeri, booms behind you, breaking your thoughts.
You whirled around, clearly surprised and wondering if she's been behind the door the whole time.
âAnd why was he kissing you?â Another voice, belonging to Karina follows as you and Aeri enter back into the house.
Yup, Aeri did sneak. Both her and Karina went through the window curtains.
âYou got a man and never told us?!â Minjeong chimes in from the kitchen as soon as you all enter and settle at the living room.
âNot my man, just my date for the spring formal" you respond sheepishly, still overwhelmed at Sunghoon's parting gift and their rapid questions.
"I've never seen him before. Where did you even meet him?" Yizhuo, who's coming down from upstairs, adds and the rest zero in on you for an answer.
"At the hunt" you quip, feeling defensive at this surprised interrogation. You know their questions are harmless, purely out of concern but you honestly haven't felt this way for so long.
For someone on that matter.
"Damn, why have I not ever joined?" Aeri asks dramatically, shaking your shoulder which makes you laugh. "I'm missing this whole time? next year it is" she says with determination before any of you could answer her.
"Just today? Or did you know him before?"
The laughter between you and Aeri ceases once Karina follows another question. She's looking at you suspiciously and Aeri looks unsure on what to do next. Yizhuo's still torn whether to butt in or not.
Out of all, Karina's the only one who can actually confront you but you're too happy to deal with their prodding questions right now.
"We shared a class last year" you lie through your teeth. They didn't seem convinced with your clipped answer, eventually letting it go once Minjeong called them for dinner.
You followed to greet Minjeong and excused yourself to your bedroom, telling them that you had dinner with Sunghoon already before coming home. As you leave, you don't miss the way Karina's eyes linger on your figure or Yizhuo's subtle indifference at your little story.
Only Aeri seems to be unbothered, her focus solely on the food Minjeong prepared.
.
Before going to bed, you checked your socials to try finding Sunghoon. Since you didn't get to have his number, it's the only way you'd be able to communicate for the spring formal. It's not that you didn't trust that he's not going to show up; you just like being ready in case of emergencies. It's the most basic form of communication especially that you're bringing a date â meaning you'd have more things to prepare for.
You contemplated asking your housemates, maybe just Aeri or Minjeong but you don't want to hear any type of scolding if ever. None of them outright showed it compared to the other two but you can feel the slight judgment when you told them about Sunghoon.
You're aware that it might be too soon to invite him as a date when you just met. But on the other hand, some people literally hook up once and maintain some sort of connection whether that'd be friendship or something more. You and Sunghoon are still strangers to one another, yes, but thatâs the reason why you invited him to the spring formal.
To get to know him better. And for your friends to meet him.
You never cared before, not really. Never cared what your friends would think about them. Barely any guy gets your interest enough for you to meet them again after the first time. Whether it's a simple chat or sharing a night together, no one was able to maintain your hold on them.
Sunghoon however, was different. Yes, you were instantly attracted the moment you saw but you're more intrigued with how peculiar his ways are compared to other boys. Sure you've met boys on the quieter side, there are ones that almost are like him too with how they treat you. However, it's Sunghoon's tenderness that sets him apart from the rest.
Itâs definitely a part of his charms that he may be using on you this whole time.
And youâre falling too easily on them.
You don't mind though. This chance is too rare for you to pass. For once you're finally considering dating if things go well with Sunghoon during the event.
After a while, you gave up searching for his socials. You've forgotten to ask for his last name at least. It would've been easier to look for his accounts. You've looked through people's mutual friends as well, trying out every combination with his first name but to no avail.
It doesnât matter. You have a date to prepare for and youâve got three days until then. Sunghoon will show up. He never showed you any indication that he wouldn't. He was even hesitant when he left.
You're going to hold on to that until then.
Looking for a dress went better than you expected. Haunting dresses in boutiques on your own felt a little adventurous. You only have this option really because you wouldnât get it on time if you purchase online. Thankfully, you found one that matches the theme and is up to your taste. Itâs a floor length halter dress with a pleated corset in baby pink colour, with flowers and light green leaves as a pattern.
You hope Sunghoon would like it. Make no mistake, you picked this for yourself but unlike past events, you have a date this time that you wanted to impress. You'd have to make an effort to keep up with Sunghoon's beauty although it wouldn't be a big deal to him. He crossed your mind several times while searching for dresses, wishing he was with you during the process.
You can't wait to see him again.
The remaining days until the event consisted of you going home and your dorms back-and-forth. Your housemates are staying around even if their exams are over to wait for the spring formal. The awkward tension that surrounded you all vanished the next day. Part of it was that you haven't mentioned Sunghoon ever since and they've been cautious too.
You've done shopping and getting pampered with them which was always fun, something you'll miss once summer starts. None of them stay, going on summer vacations every year which leaves you the caretaker of the house from time to time since you stay in the country during those months.
Your parents found out about the Spring event at the last minute and your Mom panicked. You reassured her by catching up with everything, completely skipping the part where you almost didnât get any tickets for you and Sunghoon. Thankfully, you knew someone that could help. Jungwon, one of your former mentees, is currently part of the campus council and was able to score you late bird tickets with a discount.
The day of the spring formal finally arrives and youâre more nervous than you anticipated. You've stayed with your housemates the night before just to prepare, waking up the earliest among them which surprises the girls since youâre usually the latest.
âCalm down girl, you look great!â
Aeri cheers you on as she finishes her makeup touch ups by the hallway mirror. You smiled at her gratefully, the other girls parroting the same thing.
It's not about how you look that you were worried about. You do think you look great today. A stupid reason but negative thoughts have been popping up in your mind as soon as you wake up. Prepping distracts you but they've returned as soon as you're done. Since you had no way of contacting Sunghoon, a little part of your brain thinks that he might be late or worse, not show up.
âYou have nothing to worry about. I used to overthink a lot before but Jaewook came through.â
Despite Karina's indifference to Sunghoon as your date, she kept reassuring you, noticing how anxious you've been since this morning.
âYeah, Heeseung and Jay will most likely be the latest to pick us upâ Minjeong chimes in as she ties the strap of her heels around her ankles. âMight not be! Jayâs actually punctual when needed,â Yizhuo smiles cheerfully as she defends her date. She's sitting beside Minjeong who's scrolling on her phone, typing furiously to her date, you're guessing.
âThank you girliesâ you looked at each of them with another wave of appreciation.
Theyâre right. You should only focus on positive things today to avoid any misfortune on your way. Small talks resumed between you and your housemates, about the dresses and everyone's predictions of which clubs will earn awards for tonight's spring formal event.
Then a doorbell ring disrupts your conversation.
"Oooo I think it's him!" Minjeong throws her phone on the couch and excitedly parts the curtains to see who it was on the porch.
She's right. Opening the door revealed Sunghoon, the first to arrive out of all your dates. He's dressed in a black tuxedo with matching pink polo shirt underneath and peering from his breast pocket is a light green pocket square handkerchief.
He looks nervous but it all vanishes as soon as he sees you.
âYou look breathtakingâ he says first, eyes locked on your first then down to the dress you're wearing.
"So do you.."
You're awestruck at how gorgeous Sunghoon is today. His natural beauty had you smitten when you first saw him but he's extra hot with the straightened, slicked back hair. Gone were the perms that made him look adorable and you're thrilled to meet this side of him.
"Greetings to you ladies" he says softly, sweeping his eyes at your housemates before bowing with such grace.
The girls of course are stunned, just like how you were when you first met Sunghoon. Yizhuo hits Aeri's arms with a giggle, who's smiling so brightly at your date while Karina gives you teasing eyes and Minjeong wiggles her eyebrows at you both.
Certainly the opposite reaction than before. Maybe it's because they've finally heard his voice and see him up close.
"We'll go ahead guys, see you at the venue!" you circle your arm around Sunghoon's as you both head outside. The girls wave their goodbyes from the couch, just lounging while waiting for their dates to pick them up. It's still early but Sunghoon actually arrived at the time that you both agreed on.
Another plus point.
Sunghoon assists you as you both walk down the cemented path of the neighbourhood. The long walk is a bit of a hassle due to your heels plus the long trail of your dress but it's manageable. When you both reach the parking lot, that's when you see a white luxury car waiting by the spot nearest to the parking gate.
The sight of the car made you pause on your steps, trying hard to hide your surprise. Judging on Sunghoon's elegant manners and the way he dresses himself, you've had a hunch that he could be rich the first time you met him. However, seeing this luxurious car and the driver in uniform inside, you didn't think he'd be this rich. That must've been why you couldn't find him online. He probably doesn't have any social media. People from wealthy families often do not want to be in the public eye for many reasons.
The driver comes out and greets you both then opens the car door. He gestures to you to hop in but Sunghoon stops you.
"Hold on, I have something for you."
He unclasps your arm around his left elbow then takes your hand to put on a flower corsage on your wrist. It matches the pocket square that he has, light green petals with small pearls adorning the wire.Â
"Hoon, this is so pretty" you muse, turning your wrist around after he's done. You quickly retrieve your phone from your evening bag, putting your palm against Sunghoon's chest to take a picture.
"I made it," he confessed and your eyes widened. "Really? What can't you do huh?" you tease and he only smiles, guiding you to enter the car and following after. Openly flirting with Sunghoon may look pointless but his shy smiles and blushed cheeks are enough for you even if he doesn't flirt back directly.
The ride was pretty quick. Sunghoon held your hand the whole time while many thoughts crossed your mind. One of them with you wondering if Sunghoon owns this car or just rented it. Based on his conversations with the driver, he might be Sunghoon's personal one but you didn't ask. Not that it mattered since it's just a random thought. He's here to drop you and Sunghoon off, nothing more.
Your date got off first before opening his hand for you to take. You turn to the driver to thank him and he only responds with a curt smile as you get off the car.
Not many students have arrived at the venue yet so you're relieved to be the first ones.
Watching them, however, makes your stomach churn. Something roots you to where you're standing.
"Let's go inside?"
Sunghoon asks you softly but you don't look at him. You had a feeling that he wanted to ask you more but he doesn't press on it and just waits for you to tell him.
"I'm a bit nervous, Hoon. I haven't gone to this in a while" you shyly admit, a bit frustrated that you let it take over your excitement for today. Sunghoon holds your hand immediately, willing you to look at him. "I'll never leave your side", he reassures you again with his words and if it weren't for your makeup, you're sure he would've caressed your cheeks too.
True to his word, Sunghoon stayed by your side the entire time. He snakes an arm around your waist as you enter the venue and you've calmed down. His presence has always been comforting, much more so when he touches you. Everyone sneaks a glance at you both, some subtle, some outright. It made you smile, feeling a bit secure that you've managed to get him as your date.
When you reach the reception table, Sunghoon excuses himself to the washroom. You've reminded him where your seating table was before he leaves and he nodded. Turning to the table, you've noticed the attendants looking at Sunghoon but shifted their eyes to you with an awkward smile.
"Sorry but he's not on the system," the girl tells you, clicking away the mouse to find Sunghoon's name after you told her.
That's odd. You've managed to ask him his last name earlier so you can tag him on your posts later.
"It's Park Sunghoon. I'm sure it's there, please check again" you hurriedly tell her after spotting Sunghoon emerging from the corner. He walks to your designated table, patiently sitting down to wait for you.
The lines are getting longer as the students flock to the reception table for the attendants to check their tickets and register.
âIs everything alright?â he asks worriedly, pulling the chair beside him for you to sit down. But you didn't because you're in a rush.
âDid you bring your ID perchance? I didnât but they couldnât find your nameâ you ask, truly wondering how they can find yours and not his. Since he was one of the staff at the Easter egg hunt, he's probably more involved than you so there's no way heâs not in the system.
âNo, didnât think weâd have toâ he answers without much thought. âShould we head back there? I shouldâve stayed with you thenâ he adds, sounding regretful.
Both you and Sunghoon did and like other students whoâve stolen glances at your date, the girl behind the table was no different.
Sheâs awestruck at seeing him up close, like how you were when you first saw Sunghoon in the forest. You felt a little conscious because she was only looking at him without giving you any regard so you had no choice but to put your hand on Sunghoonâs chest.
This caught the girls attention who then smiled brightly at you; courtesy or embarrassment that you caught her ogling your date. With the way sheâs looking at him, you wonder if she even remembered you from earlier.
Sunghoonâs surprised at your hand on his chest, turning to you with the little corner of his lip curling upwards.
"Family name is Park, kindly check again" he says while looking only at you. His soft voice accompanying his politeness was enough for the girl to just nod, her smile widening but it somehow irritates you a bit.
"You can just register him as a guest right? We wouldn't want to be an inconvenience" you say, looking back at the line of people waiting to check in with tickets in their hands.
"Don't worry, he's all good! I hope you enjoy the event!" she exclaims, more joyous than ever, her eyes only lingering on Sunghoon. You've circled your arm again with his, dragging him back inside the hall.
You didn't miss Sunghoon trying to stifle his laugh but he never bothered confronting you which you truly appreciate. Whatever he found funny during the entire interaction is none of your business. The problem was settled so you should just enjoy the night and this lovely time with Sunghoon.
It might be the last time you'll see him.
Even though you both seem to be comfortable with each other, you technically only met and talked twice. You donât know much about each other yet and youâve been planning to change that tonight.
Instead of returning to your table, you pulled Sunghoon towards the photo booth area. Youâre the type that treasures memories a lot, therefore, pictures are important. Sunghoon has not said a word since you both arrived at the booth but he follows your whims with all the poses that the photographer recommended.
âPerfect! You looked good together!â the photographer cheers on and Sunghoonâs hold on your waist tightens. Your heart beats fast as well, the idea of you and Sunghoon being a couple warms your chest.
You just met for goodness sake, why are you already thinking in advance?
Sunghoon surprises you when he kisses your cheek, the same time as the countdown ended for another picture.
âThank you, very much for thisâ Sunghoon says in a very sincere way as he stares at the pictures on the screen. Youâre busy picking which poses to fit in the frame but you noticed that the photographer sounded touched. âPlease, itâs just part of my job but thank youâ
Usually, it takes so long for you to pick which poses to include but Sunghoon looks great in every picture. Finalizing the photos turned quick, all credits to your date but you look like you could keep up with him too.
âHere are the copies, one strip for you and your boyfriendâ
Your cheeks warmed at the photographer's insinuation. You're about to object but Sunghoon hasn't said anything, only taking his copy from the machine. You follow his suit, smiling gratefully at the photographer as you take your copy.
âThank you againâ
You take Sunghoonâs hand in yours as you leave the photo booth area. He intertwines your fingers, caressing your hand with his thumb finger.
âDo you want to walk around? We have a couple of minutes before it startsâ you beam against him, smiling so wide, the remarks of the photographer still lingering in your mind.
âYour feet are okay, right?â he asks, looking down at your ankles. The only way he could see your heels was through the slit of your dress mid thigh, something Sunghoon appreciated with the way his gaze lingered at your exposed skin.
âPlease Hoonie, I'm used to walking in themâ you tease, parting your dress further so he can see more of your thigh. Sunghoon was fighting to not break his composure, struggling to stop his attempt at biting his lip as he stared at it and then you.
The other pairs of students that were assigned to the same table as you have also arrived and you all introduce yourselves with one another. Sunghoon might be a shy person but he was pretty engaged with anyone who talked to him. It probably helped that his hand was holding your bare thigh as comfort.
You can feel how cold his palm was at first, trembling a little until you put your hand over his.
"Thank you, love" he leans in to whisper in your ear, kneading the meat of your thigh.
"Of course Hoon," you smiled at him, wanting to kiss him right then and there if it weren't for the other students at your table. You wouldn't want to make them uncomfortable with your public display of affection.
There will be plenty of those later.
You noticed someone waving at you over Sunghoonâs shoulders, Yizhuo with her date who must be Jay.
Sunghoon turns to the pair, looking at them longer than you expected. You then realized that it's the Jay you shared in a class last semester. He meets your eye and smiles politely, then he shifts his gaze on the man beside you.
His inquisitive eyes are squinting as the smile on his handsome face drops.
Classic Park Jongseong.
Park. His last name from what you remember last semester.
He shares the last name with Sunghoon then. Itâs a common last name so thereâs a possibility that theyâre not related or wouldnât know each other.
Maybe there wonât be any harm to ask if he knows of Sunghoon. If not, then your date could use a new friend. You havenât seen Sunghoon with any of his friends. The topic never came up in your conversations but you realize that he hasn't greeted anyone since arriving here.
Before you can get up and pull Sunghoon with you to approach another table where the rest of your housemates are, someone calls your name from behind.
âDo you wanna dance? If that's okay with your date of courseâ
Sunoo's a good friend of yours who you've shared many courses with before due to you both being in the same program. He's always been lovely and is down to your spontaneous study dates. Asking you to dance so you two would be the first ones on the dance floor is just one of his whims.
âYou asked me, remember? So heâll be fine with itâ you turned to Sunghoon whoâs staring at Sunoo with guarded eyes. He shifts his eyes at you and gives a hesitant smile. His reaction confused you. He couldnât still be shy right?
UnlessâŚ
Sunoo opened his hand for you to take, giving Sunghoon a strange look like heâs studying him subtly. As soon as you got up and walked towards the centre of the dance floor, you couldnât help but voice out the question thatâs been bothering you.
"Noo, why were you looking at my date like that?" you ask, truly confused with their interaction. You were still thinking of the small interaction between Sunghoon and Jay earlier. Now you'd have to add this one too.
"I was just trying to see if I've seen him somewhere," he answered, stealing a glance at Sunghoon on the table.
âDonât you know each other? He also volunteered for the Easter egg huntâ you press on, your browse crunching in deep confusion. Your brainâs trying to wrack up everything you remember on the day of the hunt.
âNo, did he participate? Heâs not one of the volunteers for sure. I wouldâve remembered his face during the workshopâ
Sunooâs answer made your body freeze. Your heart's starting to beat faster, your fitted dress starting to feel suffocating â the plated parts caging your abdomen. Your breathing's changing, the nerves are catching up on you.
âSmile, heâs watching. Everyone is, since we're obviously the bestâ you didnât realize that you were gripping Sunooâs shoulders for the past few seconds. You're obviously nervous and tried to play it cool so he wonât suspect any but he's giving you a knowing look.
That's what Sunoo is the best at â reading people. He's one of the smartest in your year for a reason.
You then realize the face that you must've been making, revealing what you truly think of your date in front of your friend. You close your eyes to calm yourself a little, taking a deep breath before asking Sunoo the questions that have been in the back of your mind since the hunt.
"The eggs..are they shiny? Glass like and in pastel colours?" you start, hoping for Sunoo to nod but he only raises a brow at you.
"We literally bought the typical Easter eggs from the dollar store, you know, the bright and patterned ones" he answers, the sassiness in his tone apparent now with how your questions have sounded ridiculous in his ears.
The eggs you had didn't look like any of those that Sunoo described.
"What's wrong? Did you even manage to get any eggs? I saw you before you left to the forest and you didn't look interested at the event at all"
You'd wish Sunoo would stop talking. He's exposing you like this when Sunghoon or even anyone could be listening. The music's not so loud and you're both far from everyone but you didn't want to risk anything. Not until you can confirm what you just found out.
All these have started to overwhelm you and you're glad Sunoo's here to keep you grounded. You know he's been suspicious this entire time, just masking all of it unlike you who couldn't even handle any of this information.
This is not how you want this night to go.
"I got some eggs. S-Special ones actually" you mutter, your voice shaky and Sunoo's eyes twitch a bit as soon as he hears it. You know he's been trying to act normal as much as he can but hearing your voice is the last straw. The music's almost ending but you don't feel like going back to your table yet.
You want to stay here for a couple of minutes to calm down and gather your thoughts before facing Sunghoon again.
"Everyone, please take a seat. The opening ceremony's about to begin"
Sunoo's eyes meet your nervous ones and reluctantly releases you as you near your table. His bright smile never changed but his grip on you tightened, almost like he doesn't want to let you go. You had no choice but to go back now because of the announcement. However, you spotted the washroom sign by the corner and you found your escape.
You immediately grab your evening bag as soon as you're out of his grasp.
Sunoo's words didn't fully sink in until you heard Sunghoon calling your name.
"Are you okay? Did something happen?" Sunghoon's concerned voice momentarily stops you and you force yourself to act normal. He eyes Sunoo behind you and that's when you put your hand on his chest to get his attention back on you.
"Everything's fine, Hoon! I'll be right back" your voice came out chirpier than you intended so he can tell you're in distress despite the smile you were trying to put up.
"Let me come with you"
"No need, I'm okay i swear" you insist but Sunghoon's not convinced.
"I have to make sure you're okay," he says, voice full of worry while the confusion is obvious in his pretty face. You almost felt bad for suddenly treating him like this. Despite what's going on, he's still prioritizing your comfort.
It could be his last effort, you think.
Sunghoon was already suspicious of Sunoo earlier and you were failing to be inconspicuous. Plus, you don't want to get the attention of the other couples at your table.
One of them's already looking warily at you and Sunghoon. You smiled at them for reassurance, thankfully they reciprocated and returned their attention to their partner. You turned to Sunghoon and nodded, leaving your table hastily so you both could return quickly.
It'll be time to eat after and they'll call the table numbers one by one. Your table is in the middle of the order so you still have time. Nevertheless, you just want to be surrounded with other people as soon as possible.
You rush to the mirror as soon as you reach the washroom while Sunghoon closes the door. Closing your eyes, you force yourself to focus and fix your composure.
Fear looms in as soon as you feel Sunghoon focusing on you.
"You look troubled while dancing with Sunoo" he starts as he nears you. The mention of your friend's name almost choked you on your breath, bringing back your conversation earlier where you've heard his answers the first time.
"It's not him. It's just.. one of those times" you try to explain but your heart's been hammering since being alone here with Sunghoon. You had a hunch that he already knows what's up based on your behaviour earlier.
You'll try to act normal at least.
"Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" he asks, voice becoming gentle again as he scans your face. You meet his eyes for the first time since hearing all the answers from Sunoo and you're beyond conflicted. Sunghoon genuinely looks worried at your sudden change of behaviour but you couldn't confirm if he figured you out already.
Maybe you still can keep this up.
"You being here is enough Hoonie" the nickname encourages Sunghoon to come near you, taking a hold of your elbows to pull you towards him. You stare into his eyes once more, hoping that he'll see the need in your gaze.
Sunghoon steps closer and your eyes shift down to his shiny lips, the ones that lured you into him the first time you met. He starts leaning when you don't move away, his lips nearing yours but never pushed further.
"Let me make you feel better" he whispers against your lips, hands slowly rubbing your elbows. You can feel Sunghoon's desperation to touch you further but you havenât given him any permission yet so he didn't.
Still polite.
Relief courses through you at the thought. At least, that never seems to change. You could use this as an opportunity, giving him a false sense of security now then he might be vulnerable enough later for you to confront him with the truth.
Smiling as you nod, you wrap your arms around Sunghoon's shoulders. He took this as a sign to hug you fully, rubbing your back for comfort. While doing so, he slowly backs you up until your ass hits the edge of the sink, releasing him from your arms.
Sunghoon's hand comes up to grab the side of your neck, pulling your face closer to his. You're expecting a kiss so you close your eyes, only for him to pull back. Instead, you feel his other hand lifts the hemline of your slit, his fingers brushing against your exposed skin.
âHoon not hereâŚâ short gasps escape you at his bold move. Granted the first time he had you was out in the open but this is different. The risk of getting caught is higher with many people nearby.
âNot yet love, but don't worry, I will be quickâ he reassures you, turning your body around to face the mirror. You didn't protest as Sunghoon meets your eyes through the reflection, looking thrilled to make you feel better.
His hand returns, slipping inside your dress to palm your thigh in one go. Locating your bud right away, he briefly touches it before the tips of his fingers trace along your clothed opening. Sunghoon's studying your face for any other reaction aside from the arousal emerging on your features.
Your body's squirming by being flushed against his and you berate yourself. You're soaked even before Sunghoon starts touching you. He just had that effect on your body that it almost made you forget everything you learned since arriving here at the venue.
Sunghoon sticks to his words, sliding your undies to the side and slipping his fingers in as soon as he deems that you're wet enough. His pace is slow at first, allowing your walls to get used to it but he gradually increases his speed.
"Tight..because you're tense. Let's loosen it up a bit, yeah?" he notes fondly, his breath fanning along the shell of your ear. He curves his fingers, reaching deeper in your caverns. You've been trying to roll your hips slowly to meet his thrusts but Sunghoon's holding your waist firmly, wanting you to just take what he's giving you at the moment.
His actual plan, that's why he followed you here.
Your moans are increasing in volume but Sunghoon's not covering your mouth to stifle it like you thought he would. Maybe he does want other people to catch him fingering you here. It's clear that he has a thing on it and you've grown to have it as well.
"Hoon..there..there..fuck" your hands grabbed his neck for support and Sunghoon groans now that your ass rubbing against his crotch. He tried to put a distance between your bodies since his goal is to only make you cum but you don't care about anything other than his fingers inside your cunt right now.
You managed to switch your moans into quiet whimpers but Sunghoon's fingertips brushed your spongy spot and you're back to zero. Sunghoon notices though since he's been muffling his own sounds by mouthing your neck. His grip on your waist tightens the same way your cunt's clenching erratically around his digits.
You're so wet that apart from the minimal voices you and Sunghoon try to maintain, the squelching noises from your pussy echoes throughout the washroom walls. Someone could knock at any minute and you're praying that Sunghoon at least locked the doors.
"Come on, love, let go for me"
Sunghoon's words strike multiples inside you. Both for letting go of your moans and your wary inhibitions of him. Not long after, your breathing starts getting heavier, throat dry from swallowing your moans. A few pumps of his fingers and you're unraveling in front of his eyes.
You tried to keep your eyes open but the rough pads of Sunghoon's fingers have paid special attention to your pulsing bud. Your eyes ended up rolling at the back of your head, your lips swollen now with the times you bit it to keep yourself from screaming his name out loud.
"Can't..anymore.." you whimper, feeling like collapsing in his arms. You took a glimpse at Sunghoon and he's watching you with awe, still sliding his fingers in and out slowly as you ride out your high. Your knees buckle at its intensity and if it weren't for Sunghoon cradling your body, you would've fallen forward.
He removes his fingers slowly when he feels your body twitching a little. You watch all his actions through the mirror, a whine eager to come out of you as soon as he slips his coated fingers into his mouth to taste your juices.
"Sweet, like I know you will" he smiles after and releases you, helping you sit on the marbled surface beside the sink.
Sunghoon proceeds to wash his hands, retrieving some tissues after to clean you up. Your body's still shaking from the intense orgasm he just gave you, breathing heavily as you lazily spread your legs. Sunghoon parts your dress, staring at your ruined panties for a bit before his eyes zeroes in on your core.
His tall frame bends and meticulously wipes your core and legs, making sure that your dress didn't get any stains. His hands are shaking a little and you can see his inner struggle to not reinsert his fingers and fuck you here.
Sunghoon's sweetness has remained constant since the first time you met. Too sweet in other people's eyes if they find out that you haven't known each other long enough.
"I haven't been honest to you" he starts as soon as he finishes cleaning you up.
"About what, Hoon?" you're relaxed now like Sunghoon intended you to be. You're more collected thanks to him but your apprehension from earlier is still around. Ironic really when he's the reason why you were in shambles in the first place.
You wait for Sunghoon as he stands straight. He looked nervous and couldn't meet your gaze.
"I'm not what you think i am"
His admission surprises you. Out of guilt or probably, you were too obvious this whole time so he had no choice.
"What do you mean Hoon? Obviously you're not or I wouldn't be in this event with you"
Your tone was neutral but your after remarks could send a different message. This is the most nonchalant you've ever acted and you're just hoping to be convincing. Beckoning Sunghoon closer, he followed without breaking eye contact.
Damn those beautiful dark brown eyes.
"I'm different. Not your kind" he continues, studying your face to figure out what you're thinking.
Sunghoon's confirmation should've shaken you up but it never did. Because you had no reason to fear him. He's never shown any indications that other people would consider otherwise, an abnormal behaviour. He's just odd, with even weirder habits. When he told you that he's different, you only thought it was just part of his quirkiness. You know, closeted rich boys with weird kinks so you played along even when you didn't really believe him.
"I don't understand"
"Allow me to explain?" he offers, the hint of panic in his tone.
You got off the sink with his help to fix yourself. You're both facing the vanity mirror again, with Sunghoon returning to hold your waist tightly. You've noticed how his eyes seem a little different and the smile he's wearing, it's not in a threatening way but his sharp incisors spiked your heart a bit.
âYou wouldnât hurt me right?â you ask cautiously, gauging his reaction to your question. He didn't even get to start with his explanation yet but you need to know. There's no point going in circles. Whatever is happening, you need to hear those words just in case.
âHurt you? I would never dare to, darlingâ he sounds slightly offended at your assumption.
Sunghoon pulls you closer to him again, your body naturally melted in his arms right away. The notion terrified you a bit even if he reassured you already. It's basically a promise and he's never broken any of them so far.
"O-Okay" you hate that you stutter because Sunghoon might interpret it differently. Your heartbeats begin picking up, your throat closing up due to the wave of anxiousness suddenly hitting you.
You need to leave.
However, Sunghoon wraps his one arm around your waist, hugging your body flushed to his. He presses a kiss on your bare shoulder then noses your neck, inhaling your scent until he reaches the top of your jawline.
You're not sure if he can sense your nerves but you succumb to his touches. Not that it's difficult. You'd have to wait until you can send a text to Sunoo. Your hand itches to grab your phone from your evening bag, eyeing it desperately. However, Sunghoon rubs your stomach gently, distracting you from your plan. Draping your arm above his, you close your palm around his hand.
You're unsure of what Sunghoon is planning. Despite his comforting touches, your heart palpitates once again. He nudges your jaw to pay attention to him again so you meet his eyes through the mirror.
And they're gleaming with something darker than you anticipated.
âYou said youâre already mine and I intend to keep it that wayâ
e/n: i haven't written this long since 2021 and it's also the first time that i wrote for a singular POV with this fic length but i hope it's okay! itâs still spring and easter's technically not over until pentecost in june soâŚ