but it's fun to fantasize

Broken record on loop

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2:58 || maybe just maybe for once I need to look out for myself 💙

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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri sayang💐

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Pancit

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Watch "K. - Cigarettes After Sex" on YouTube

🌌🫶

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Got to put it here as a reminder that I'm no longer a virgin LOLS

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You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

There's a few lines that I have wrote

In case of death, that's what I want, that's what I want

So don't be sad when I'll be gone

There's just one thing I hope you know, I loved you so

'Cause I don't even care about the time I've got left here

The only thing I know now is that I wanna spend it

With you, with you nobody else here

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

I'm sorry but I gotta go

If you'll ever miss me give this song another go

And I just keep on thinking how you made me feel better

And all the crazy little things that we did together

In the end, in the end, it doesn't matter

If tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

[enjeis]

🥺😮‍💨

[enjeis]

📼🎧

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Are we gonna make it?

Is this gonna hurt?

Oh, we can try to sedate it

But that never works

Yeah

I start to imagine a world where we don't collide

It's making me sick, but we'll heal and the sun will rise

If you tell me you're leaving, I'll make it easy

It'll be okay

If we can't stop the bleeding

We don't have to fix it, we don't have to stay

I will love you either way

Ooh-ooh, it'll be oh, be okay

Ooh-ooh

Oh, the future we dreamed of is fading to black

Oh

Oh, there's nothing more painful

Nothing more painful, oh-woah

I start to imagine a world where we don't collide

And it's making me sick, but we'll heal and the sun will rise

If you tell me you're leaving, I'll make it easy

It'll be okay (It'll be okay)

And if we can't stop the bleeding

We don't have to fix it, we don't have to stay (don't have to stay)

I will love you either way

Ooh-ooh, it'll be oh, be okay

Ooh-ooh

I will love you either way

It might be so sweet

It might be so bitter

I will love you either way

It might be so sweet

It might be so bitter (ooh-ooh)

Oh, if the future we've dreamed of is fading to black

I will love you either way

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A broken heart is all that's left

I'm still fixing all the cracks

Lost a couple of pieces when

I carried it, carried it, carried it home

I'm afraid of all I am

My mind feels like a foreign land

Silence ringing inside my head

Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home

… I've spent all of the love I saved

We were always a losing game

Small town boy in a big arcade

I got addicted to a losing game

… Oh, oh-ooh-oh

Oh, oh-ooh-oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

… How many pennies in the slot?

Giving us up didn't take a lot

I saw the end 'fore it begun

Still I carried, I carried, I carried on

… Oh, oh-ooh-oh

Oh, oh-ooh-oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

… Oh, oh-ooh-oh

Oh, oh-ooh-oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

… I don't need your games, game over

Get me off this rollercoaster

… Oh, oh-ooh-oh

Oh, oh-ooh-oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

… Oh, oh-ooh-oh

Oh, oh-ooh-oh

All I know, all I know

Loving you is a losing game

[enjeis]

💌

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LMLY

💛

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I just need this space to express 🥺😢

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19:32 Freeze a moment. 🌆

[enjeis]

Where are we now 💽🔭🌌

Where's the end? Do we even have an end?

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♥️