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And then you had that dream again.

Illustration by Suzanne-Raphaële Lagneau (1928) for Salammbô by Gustave Flaubert

hi i hope you are doing well, i dont mean to be annoying and if this ask annoys you i do truly apologise. i love your writing so much, ive read and reread damnation of the druid soooo so many times i love it so much. my ask is if youve discontinued it ? we miss you.

again feel free to ignore; and whatever your answer is, thank you for sharing your work with us ☺️💙💙 you are very talented. thank you :))

hi im really sorry for not getting back to this sooner! this is never annoying; reality sucks and i kept on putting off opening tumblr again, yknow, like a well adjusted human does, but these never ever bother me ❤️

thank you so much! that means the world. the past couple of years of college and life have destroyed my creative output in every tangible way and has honestly, for the longest time made me wonder if i was even capable of writing in the first place lmao !! it for a really long time became this unapproachable thing to revisit writing in general (but specifically damnation, as i do notice when its getting visited/commented on :,) </3) and has put into question my ability and will to finish what i started lmao

that being said tho, i did just graduate! i dont want to jump the shark and promise something i potentially cant, but i would like to revisit damnation in a couple different ways as it does still mean quite a bit to me! at the very least go thru it again and clean it up within the next few weeks while i have my awesome unemployed post grad existence lmao. i do remember at one point having the last major plot beats planned out as well so i would like to revisit that and see how organic its feeling.

my only thing is i am no longer as familiar with peaky as i used to be & i most certainly would be ignoring movie canon (not crazy to say as i dont think i branched out of season 1 anyways lmao). i would love to refresh on this and kind of recalibrate with fresh, newer (more jaded) eyes, i just also am hesitant to be like ‘oh fuck yeah totally im on it’ if i can’t follow through.

this doesnt have to be for og anon exclusively (tho please feel free to add into my inbox if interested!); but i am curious to know what u guys liked about it! not to be to cruel to my past self or my work or anything, i am still proud of the amount i wrote for damnation, the reception by you guys and how much i put into it— but its hard to see it in it’s objectivity and not only see the flaws. this is kind of a major contributor to why i struggled to continue doing anything creative during uni aside from stress and just like, figuring out shit lol. is there something i did particularly well, like narration or plot or character-faithfulness? and additionally, is there something i can focus on improving now with a different perspective (potentially fleshing out sexual scenes i think i skimmed over at first is a big one to me, at the time i could not write smut to save my life and just didn’t want to taint the overall quality… lame enochiancore…) but dialogue or glaring logic plot holes or whatever comes to mind!

please let me know if anyone’s interested in doing so, because i do still think about this story and the early outlander soundtrack (what i initially listened to on loop when writing) causes a very visceral reaction in me related to this

#one day i will go to scotland myself and become jamie and only then will i be able to finish a single fucking story /j #call me grrm the way i be cooking up cool ideas and then being like ‘aaaaaah what now’ /j #anyways THANK YOU GUYS WHO CHECK IN ! its so insanely kind and i am really blown away that story still gets visited #i would like to do the same #i just also dont want to get anyones hopes up if i am unable to keep up creatively #so honesty!#anyone who is interested in talking more about the fic or peaky #please feel free to message me or put something in my inbox!#im open to it again ahaha #peaky blinders #asks

fairycosmos

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

adelidae

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getting up from bed cheats

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getting up from bed ending explained

enochiancore

first half of the episode i was so locked in, it was very fun.. but by the end of it im gnawing on my hands why do we KEEP going back to vought rising set up :,( i don’t care :,( also it feels like every time the writers have had to set up solider boy having to make a dramatic decision (this goes back to s3 mind u), every time, they go “hm what if he does the exact OPPOSITE of what makes sense just like. just cuz” and it feels like im missing something deeper, but i don’t know if i actually am?? it feels very dumb. maybe im just mad that now i can see theyre literally only going to bring in marie to fix this problem and nothing else by the end 💔 but . soldier boy can go from almost chill with homelander to hating him to chill again in one episode and after like the 6th time it gets a little exhausting , i guess. also sage not seeing this potentially happening is so cap what

enochiancore

i will say the deep storyline did have me pissing myself laughing this episode tho i genuinely wonder if guilt for inadvertently causing a fish genocide will cause him to off himself

#the boys spoilers #the deep

first half of the episode i was so locked in, it was very fun.. but by the end of it im gnawing on my hands why do we KEEP going back to vought rising set up :,( i don’t care :,( also it feels like every time the writers have had to set up solider boy having to make a dramatic decision (this goes back to s3 mind u), every time, they go “hm what if he does the exact OPPOSITE of what makes sense just like. just cuz” and it feels like im missing something deeper, but i don’t know if i actually am?? it feels very dumb. maybe im just mad that now i can see theyre literally only going to bring in marie to fix this problem and nothing else by the end 💔 but . soldier boy can go from almost chill with homelander to hating him to chill again in one episode and after like the 6th time it gets a little exhausting , i guess. also sage not seeing this potentially happening is so cap what

#the boys spoilers #the boys season 5 #the boys

gen v cancellation making me soooo mad like we lost so much fun character work … i could talk about each individual character at annoying length but most of all im just really mad sam didn’t get more time. i loved seeing schizophrenia be adapted creatively with empathy for how frightening it must be for him, i wanted to see him grapple with his actions and reality more so badly. like he was silly and scary and genuinely really sweet, i loved every glimpse inside his head we got, & asa germann did a great job balancing his emotions and nuances. im just so sad we lost such compelling character work without any of the arcs properly being completed

#gen v #sam riordan #the boys #sam riordan u deserved a stable environment and medication and people around you that care about you and understand what you’re going thru