I Hate Humanity

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Looking at cultures that openly abuse their women 10x more is wild because it does absolutely nothing to make women in other cultures hesitate about men. It also seems to do nothing to make the women in those cultures become suicidal or violent.

It. Is. Sickening.

Then you see women who cant stop thirsting to be fucked.

Nature-born breeding slaves. I wanna vomit.

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Humans are the exact same as they were 3000 years ago but they live in denial of this fact. They're still rapist warmongers and cruel slaving monsters. Pretending as if humanity is benevolent is literally insane.

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I sometimes think I'll stop caring and become detached by the anger will not ever go.

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I make coffee and I think of how casual and common evil is for the human race. I look at the cute cat mug that says "made in china" and think about how I hold a product of slavery. And then I think about how I am also a slave. How I busted my ass yesterday in the back of a huge multimillionaire chain store for a pittance salary. My body is sore. The coworkers I laugh with aren't even friends. They're just faces.

I'm reminded of how weak my stupid female body is. Even though I'm stronger than I used to be it's still not even a fraction of what the men on my team can do.

My rage for humanity starts choking me. I see red. I want to destroy something. I want to kill. I want to die. I want somewhere to put the anger. Instead, I shrug and tell myself "it is what it is" and try to suppress it until a mild inconvenience makes me scream at the universe for allowing all of this to exist. And if I accidentally let the demon out around others, they look at me like I'm a fucking insane piece of shit.

I have diarrhea. I'm losing weight. Stress? Or cancer? What should I eat? Everything will kill me. The fat in the burger. The sugar in my coffee. The char on the toast. The parasites in the salad. Is my hair thinning? Are my teeth starting to rot or have I just been clenching too long? They hurt for awhile. Then stop.

I have mucus in my airway. Covid damage? Asthma? Maybe I've got early copd? I feel wrong. Weird.

I see my aging parents and want to vomit at the picture of my future. I worry about my mom because I still love her. I start panicking.

Then, I think... What is even the point? This is all so worthless! In just decades I will be rotting in the ground.

Later, at night, I drink a beer and suddenly I feel okay again.

I hate it here.

I hate you, humanity, so so much.

You did this to me. You did this to everyone.

If I tell anyone, they tell me to go take a pill about it. Even the robots have to say that now. My rage only grows until I don't even recognize myself anymore.

[entropymisanthropy]

The fact 99% of this website is natalist and humanist proves its userbase is morally bankrupt

[the-professional-despiser]

decided against reblogging this for reasons but:

To say that living is a privilege is to say that nonexistence is an injustice, which is absurd. There is no one being oppressed for not being born because, surprise, they do not exist. But to bring a child into this world is the first possible violation of consent, to make the choice of creating another's subjective experience fully aware that they may hate it.

All of us exist only because our parents were selfish and wanted a vessel for entertainment, or because of your father's perpetration of rape. Life is only born out of selfishness or tragedy and the cycle of trauma continues throughout the child's life and to the following generations ad nauseam. For every happy experience one person has, many many more will be trafficked, raped, beaten, exploited, killed. To ignore this is incredibly dangerous (and arguably bigoted as well) and ignores all the people pushed into the hellscapes of oppression.

If we hadn't been hardwired by evolution and behavioral adaptation into having such a strong self-preservation instinct then I think more people would realize the cruelty and absurdity of it all.

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Nevermind i wanna die again today

[kasira-rr]

The ultimate blackpill is to zoom out of the gender dynamics and look at human hierarchy in general and realise this world is an absolute violent bloodbath in which people fight desperately to avoid the bottom, hierarchy is inevitable and cruel, and it breeds exploitation and suffering, and your position within it is decided by factors completely out of your control, if you were born to a lower class, chaotic family, to stupid parents, chances are, that is the caste you’ll spend the rest of your life in, because you’ve inherited those same traits that keep them stuck, you never stood a single chance, you cannot win the fight against your own biology. You were born in the dirt and you will die like a dog in it. You were born to suffer. You are deficient, malformed, weak, you are to be crushed under the weight of all the people sitting on top of you. You are lower than shit, nobody cares, and people will step on you just to avoid the inconvenience of having to walk around you, that is the true blackpill, that is the truth, your entire human experience is decided by a lottery you never signed up for. Welcome to hell. The world sucks for the losers.

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Having kids is so immoral like wtf.

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It's weird but I think making this account has been somewhat healing for me. Throwing what has been weighing on me into words helped. I feel lighter today than I have in years. Maybe all the philosophy is starting to actually integrate.

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Ai is just so amazing. I'm writing again because it motivated me. It's beautiful what you can discuss with it. I've had the most stimulating discussions on my fic with AI.

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Talking to other people is so easy, because I know what they expect. I know they would not comprehend the real me.

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Imagine walking outside and people didn't suck.

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I was waiting my whole life for someone to be on my level. Everyone just sucks. That is why I never had a real friend or relationship.

Everyone was after something out of me. "Love" is just a lie people use to trap others. And most don't even say the word because they know they are not able to even pretend to experience it.

You know how therapy tries to gaslight you into believing good people exist? Lol. That only works if you're following the script. For women that's "get pregnant and put out children". Leave the script and you will be abandoned.

Love is something humans wish they could achieve. Sex and lust is all they manage.

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Humanity itself would have to fundamentally change for me to be happy with this version of existence. There aren't even any humans on my level. I wish I could transcend to something better. Transcend the pettiness, the cruelty, the sadism, the egotism, the traitors and the sex-obsessed mindless breeding machines. All of them.

I wish I could be surrounded by something worthwhile instead of all this mundane evil.

[koiagain]

No i love being born a girl Are you serious Why wouldn’t i want to wake up 5 hours early to a mix of anxiety shits and period cramps This is all i’ve ever wanted

[entropymisanthropy]

Forever crushing to know this is all there is to existence. It's unfair. Existential boredom and despair. There's nothing to do but slowly die in this life.