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“Find your sense of self and be true to who you are.”

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“I’m glad to hear that at least someone seems to agree with me!” Hyuna playfully commented as a soft chuckle slipped past her lips. “Don’t just call me for brainstorming, I would like to hangout with you sometime— perhaps taking a drink or so at the bar.” The warlock suggested before another smile was being flashed to the witch behind the counter. “Oh— I can’t come here and not buy anything! What kind of manners is that?” With a humours tone, Hyuna frowned before adding. “You better send me a text so I can have your number too. Otherwise I will come haunting you!”

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Hearing her suggestion he nodded a bit, eyeing the other as she grinned.“Spend money on what? Do you have anything in mind?” 

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“Come on... what does girls like spending their money on?” She gave him a judging yet playful look as she eyed him up and down. “Clothes and food.”

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five fundamental clusters

of personality traits in contemporary psychology.

OPENNESS TO EXPERIENCE

★★★★★★★★★★: likes new things ★★★★★★★☆☆☆: likes novel settings ★★★★★★★★★☆: intellectual/ideas/imaginative ★★★★★★★☆☆☆: enjoys art/culture/adventure

CONSCIENTIOUSNESS

★★★★★★☆☆☆☆: self-disciplined   ★★★★★★★★★★: hard-working   ★★★★★★★☆☆☆: prepared/dutiful   ★★★★★★★★☆☆: aims to over-achieve  

EXTRAVERSION

★★★★★★★☆☆☆: outgoing   ★★★★★★★★★☆: risk-taking   ★★★★★★★★☆☆: excitement-seeking ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆: physically adventurous  

AGREEABLENESS

★★★★★★☆☆☆☆: trusting ★★★★★★★★☆☆: compassionate ★★★★★★★☆☆☆: empathetic ★★★★★★★☆☆☆: enjoys company            

NEUROTICISM

★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆: angry ★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆: depressed ★★★★★★★☆☆☆: anxiety ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆: emotionally stable

tagged by: @jaeneral tagging: @divble

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“God is supposed to listen to all our prayers yet he ignores the ones that is about his children. Talk about a biased God. All those time we have wished them dead, yet it never happens. I wonder... what is it that God really do? Because to me— it looks like he just sits on a throne of clouds being a lazy ass.” Hyuna snorted with a shake of her head, fingers curling around the strap of the bag that was being pushed towards her. “If you ever need someone to brainstorm with, you can always hit me up.” The warlock winked while making a white card appear in her left hand before holding out towards the witch. “And I will most definitely stop by more often.”

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“Grim Reapers has the power to summon weapons, but the power doesn’t just extend to sharp metal and steel…” Rowan nodded, smiling to himself.

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“It’s interesting how different magic works.” Hyuna hummed in amusement before her lips spread into a wide grin. “Since you can make money out of thin air, why don’t we spend some? Hm? What do you say?”

[jaeneral]

@envnxm

skin so black that it burned like onyx etched on flesh, waves of bright, red hair spilling down her back and a glint of fire in her eyes moulted the surreal likeness of a woman who was not of this realm. the image was not meant for his eyes, the demonic glare spiralling hefty shudders down his spine. a fear alike a meal he could not digest lingered in his stomach, throat tightly caught in a choking knot. 

unworthy. strange echoes resounded somewhere in the distance, their spectral glimpses hardly reaching him.

he knew it was no nightmare, not when the clock started ticking, pulling raw matter backwards, stretching it until jae was plunged back in time, a tired guitarist stiffly striding the alley back home. involuntarily, his eyes fell on his wristwatch, only to be met with the overflown sleeve of his sweater, hiding nothing but his thin, bony wrist. “an hour.” or two, echoed the uncertain voice in his head, a traumatised jae unable to accurately pinpoint any event at its rightful time right now.

for once, he was grateful to have been blighted with this peculiar ability. it hurled him back to safety when he needed most, even if, at that time, he was unaware that it resided within him regardless and that it would activate when a nearby life was threatened. it seemed that the endangered life was much closer to him than he had expected; a familiar existence he knew all too well, alike a book he had read countless times, that he could perfectly recite a paragraph before his eyes could even reach it. his own life.

“an hour. or two.” the uncertain voice gained an existence, ghastly leaving a dry feeling on his tongue. the woman would soon take shape in the distance, lazily strolling to greet him with a warm smile. his friend. but instead of the chummy demeanour he was so used to, he could only see the monstrous abomination parched on his retina.

“h-hey!” his voice was shaky, staggering behind many unspoken thoughts. “didn’t expect to see you this early.” he hesitantly mused towards hyuna, wishing he wouldn’t end up once again witnessing that which he wasn’t worthy of seeing.

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With the new release of Remedy Take 2 she has managed to get booked on a few shows and interviews which means she will have to get up early to get pampered and styled for the upcoming schedules that laid ahead of her. Hyuna was not really a morning person but a cup of coffee— or two, seemed to help lifting her mood up. Albeit, she had no idea of how wrong things would turn out that day, though she had a lingering feeling that had settle in her stomach, a feeling that something was off.

With her now busy schedules she had no other options but to ignore that feeling, she had more important matters to think of, first being getting in time to the styling salon. Though she should rush, she was too lazy to move any faster, if she was a minute late or so would not be a problem, at least in her opinion. A smile curled her lips upwards as her eyes landed on a familiar figure, her hand raising into the air as she waved at her friend, though it was not entirely returned as the male seemed to be a little stiff.

Frowning in confusion to his odd behaviour, Hyuna eyed him up and down. “Are you nervous or something? Ah, don’t tell me you have stage fright?” The warlock questioned with a sceptic look plastered across her face, though a teasing smile still decorated her lips. “Well, we are going to the same show to perform so I have to get ready as well?” The way he was acting so stiff and nervous made her feel slightly uncomfortable as it was starting to rub off onto her. “What’s really wrong? You’re acting a bit weird— are you getting sick?” 

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@seoulitelife continued from ♥︎

( sms • punk ) meh, I always give you gifts in return.    sent 5:15 pm ( sms • punk ) I’m just asking for company.     sent 5:15 pm ( sms • punk ) or is it too much to ask for?    sent 5:16 pm

[whambamthankyoubram]

more texts for you bitches

ANGSTY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] You should have told me you wanted me out of your life. [text] I should have never let you back into my life. [text] Okay [muse’s name] what’s the deal, pretty sure this is you…listen if you want me to leave you alone, please just tell that. [text] Please don’t walk away. [text] Please don’t do this. [text] When are you going to realize I want nothing to do with you? [text] You want nothing to do with me, I get it. [text] I’m an idiot. You fooled me again. [text] When I think things are about to change … I’m always proven wrong. [text] I just want you to be happy. And you’ll be happier without me. [text] I just hate that someone could make me trust [him/her/them] the way that I did [text] The truth is I’m not over you. [text] The truth is I never really wanted to be with you. [text] I’m seeing someone else. [text] How the hell did you get my number, stalker? [text] You’re so selfish. [text] I just saw you leave with [her/him/them]. [text] FUCK YOU AND YOUR DUMB CUTE FACE

LOVING TEXTS, BITCH

[text] Did I tell you today that you’re the most adorable? Cause, yeah. [text] Be careful. [text] I’m only saying it because I love you. [text] I’m only saying it because I care about you. [text] Okay, I’m bringing coffee. [text] I’m thinking dinner and a movie later this week? [text] Let me take you out, please? [text] Let me make you dinner tonight. [text] I want you to be happy. [text] You’re always safe with me. [text] I can’t stop thinking about you. [text] I seriously don’t know what I’d do without you. [text] I know you may not feel like you are, but you are loved. And important. Please don’t forget that. [text] It was so good seeing you. [text] You don’t need this shit. [text] I’ll be there in five minutes. [text] Let me help, please? [text] You’re important to me. [text] Stop falling asleep in the bathtub. You’re going to drown and die and leave me and I’m not having that. [text] I would gladly watch Netflix and eat Thai with you any day. [text] I’d give up my phone charger AND the last piece of gum for you. That’s love. [text] Hey beautiful no judgment but why is there a bucket of KFC chicken in the bathtub??

ANGRY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] If you don’t want me to bust your window, I suggest you answer the phone. Now. [text] To quote Mean Girls, you’re a fugly slut. [text] Are you SERIOUSLY bringing that up right now!? [text] Lose my number, asshole. [text] You’re so predictable and obnoxious. And it’s not only me who thinks so. [text] …The least you could do is answer, wtf. [text] You’re a piece of shit human being and an even worse friend. [text] This is YOUR FAULT. And you can’t even pretend like it isn’t, because you know it is. [text] Why couldn’t you just stay out of it? [text] Holy fucking shit, take a hint, asshole. [text] Go fuck yourself. [text] What the fucking hell is wrong with you? [text] You can take your stuff back as long as I don’t light it on fire first. [text] I have cramps and a migraine so you do NOT want to mess with me right now [text] Bye and have a very fuck you day

SEXY TEXTS, BITCH

[text] Just let me suck your dick and be happy. Let me have this. [text] Why are you so hot…like honestly, it’s not fair. [text] Yeah, you looked good in your [dress/shirt/pants] last night but really, they looked way better on my floor. [text] Come over. With condoms. [text] You should come over, clothing optional. [text] I feel like a nasty slut and I LOVE IT [text] Sorry I got drunk and texted you about my sex life [text] Sex on a rooftop - trashy or adventurous? [text] If you’re not at my apartment, shirtless, in five minutes, I will be personally offended. [text] I don’t think he likes that I’m always sending him pictures of me in my bra but he needs to get it together [text] It’ll be like The Notebook, except with way more of my penis. [text] I didn’t know that all of his brothers would be hot and musically inclined, too. That’s a dick move on behalf of biology. [text] I DON’T WANT YOUR DICK. I WANT BRUNCH. [text] So is it your turn now to pretend like dating someone else would stop us from fucking? [text] I just need some of your time and all of your body. [text] I am available for nakedness [text] I think about [him/her/them] when I masturbate so I guess you could call it love

DRUNK TEXTS, BITCH

[drunk text] So wat are you really over me no w [drunk text] AND I UNFOLLOWED YOU ON INSTAGRAM TOO, BITCH [drunk text] You are my queen and my savior and I love you forever [drunk text] You are the most beautiful girl I have ever known [drunk text] I’m eating macaroni and cheese on a slice of pizza and autocorrect just wrote that text for me pretty much, what’s your night like [drunk text] Listen up slut, you’re one hot piece of ass and if [he/she/they] doesn’t realize it, it’s their loss [drunk text] but what’s the point of a Disney sing off party if you’re not here. You have to be be the Pumbaa to my Timon [drunk text] Can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight [drunk text] FUCK YOU YOU’RE GORGEOUS [drunk text] I think maybe you and me should like go out and eat pizza or something check yes or no [drunk text] Please don’t hate me I’m too tired and too dizzy to be hated [drunk text] I hate (him/her) but less when I’m drinking. Thanks, alcohol. [drunk text] Omf g you need to get over here now I think I’m dyin [drunk text] SWEEEEEEEET CAROLINE

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Rowan chuckled to himself and shook his head a bit. “Money isn’t an issue for someone like me, it’s like i can make money out of thin air.” Which is exactly what he does, so he shrugged. “Nothing is too much, really..”

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Frowning, Hyuna watched the other make money appear as if it was the most casual thing ever. “Interesting. What is the source of your power?” The warlock questioned while eying the male up and down.

[humpbackmusings]

              A small portion of some of my favourite quotes from classic literature. Feel free to change and adjust them to your needs!

“ I have been bent and broken, but - I hope - into a better shape. ” “ Don’t cry, I’m sorry to have deceived you so much, but that’s how life is. ” “ I am fearless, and therefore powerful. ” “ Why are women so much more interesting to men than men are to women? ” “ Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know ” “ Unless he is suffering, how can you be sure that he is obeying your will and not his own? ” “ I have great faith in fools - self-confidence my friends will call it. ” “ Do you know where the wicked go after death? ” “ Actually that’s my secret — I can’t even talk about you to anybody because I don’t want any more people to know how wonderful you are. ” “ Will you love me in December as you do in May? ” “ Hell is empty and all the devils are here! ” “ Believe only half of what you see and nothing that you hear. ” “ You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you. ” “ I have gone to the forest. ” “ I got you to look after me, and you got me to look after you, and that’s why. ” “ One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well. ” “ Experience is merely the name men gave to their mistakes. ” “ If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself. ” “ The truth is rarely pure and never simple. ” “ Power is in inflicting pain and humiliation. ” “ Some are born great, others achieve greatness. ” “ I didn’t mean no harm. ” “ My life has the tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you know? ” “ If I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear! ” “ And now that you don’t have to be perfect, you can be good. ” “ I want to ruin you ” “ What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love. ” “ To die laughing must be the most glorious of all glorious deaths! ” “ If I knew myself, I’d run away. ”

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There was nothing more amusing than some gossip and Hyuna was all ears, this could be the next hot topic in the Downworlder, but then it would expose the poor girl... although she was pretty good at exposing herself anyways. “So you’re going to live your whole life surrounded by books and with no friends? Ah, what a tragedy. One would think you would use the opportunity to explore your freedom, but instead you choose the company of books. I don’t know whether to laugh at you or pity you.” The warlock honesty replied while allowing a scoff to pass through her lips before leaning forward in interest, wanting to know what kind of advice a former shadowhunter could possibly give her. A soft laughter soon echoed through the shop as the girl’s words reached Hyuna’s ears. “Oh sweet child, you will need all the customers you could get. Most people tend to use their phones or computers to ‘read’ a book nowadays. You’ll see me again, and who knows— you might need my help one day.”

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I just wanted you to know that you still matter to me, it's not easy to move on from someone you spent so much time with. But I guess you're right, I'm sorry for disturbing you. I won't do that again. Goodbye.

“You’re not disturbing me. Don’t take it like that…” she sighed and shook her head. “We have spent so much time together and this time around I hurt you unintentionally. And even if I want to be selfish and try and get you back I know things will just end badly again— how many times have we not tried? How many times are we going to break our hearts? Won’t checking up on me bring back memories that hurts?” Hyuna asked with a tilt of her head. “Because looking back at what we had, on both the good and the bad, it makes my heart ache. I loved you, I still do. But I also know I can’t be with you and that hurts. I’ve told you many times, I don’t want anyone else and that’s something I still stand for. Doesn’t it hurt for you too? Won’t all the memories of the promises we made each other that now won’t come true hurt you?”

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             “I couldn’t agree more, their reputation proceeds them no matter what generation of nephilim they are” For the witch, the half human and half angelic beings rarely visited her shop unless they needed supplies for their pet warlocks. Her lips curled into a smile when the woman added another few two. “All very good choices” she replied, placing them into a small brown bag as she rung her up, a grin on her lips appeared, finally having a nice and less problematic conversation with who actually gave out an intriguing suggestion. “Never have I thought about scented candles, look at you beautiful; giving me splendid ideas to take in consideration.” Her long slim fingers curled around the money the warlock handed over to her. “Maybe a brand of lipsticks to add with the candles are not a bad idea.”

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“It’s hilarious how they still never learn. One would think they would evolve and get smarter— but in truth, they are becoming dumber and dumber. I’m surprised there is some of them left.” The warlock scoffed with amusement whilst shaking her head in disbelief. “I had almost counted they would all be dead by now, so somehow they have managed to cling onto life.” The topic of beauty products had Hyuna’s eyes spark with interest, red lips curving upwards in a genuine smile. “Lipsticks sound amazing, especially if you add magic to them! The only lipstick who doesn’t stain or wear off until you want to remove it— of course, you will have to use the magical makeup wipes for it to go away.” The female added with a playful wink.

[thelovejournals]

Your solution is rarely someone else.

Yrsa Daley Ward (via wordsnquotes)

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█ ┋ ❝ @envnxm ❞ 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚛 

“You know me, I am impulsive.”

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“Yeah, but I didn’t expect you to be that impulsive.” Hyuna mused with a grin tucked on her lips. “This makes me question.. how impulsive can you get? And how much money can you spend before it gets too much for you?”