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noirnul‌:

Hewwo ~ I don’t know how am I supposed to introduce myself because it’s been like a year since I rped here? so… hey! Blu is back with this is a new brand Beast!Dazai rp blog from Bungo Stray dogs! I hope I can meet new people to write my broken son :( please be gentle with me (???

[eolics]

I HATE IT HERE, I DONT REMEMBER MY DAZAI EMAIL HAHA CRIES.

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guess its time to update this blog and add more muses

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Nope‌:

   Alright, fine. It seemed she had to go for an ultimate technique here. The cat would quickly weave herself between his legs, doing a figure eight over and over again, rubbing her face against either leg she was passing over. “Miaaooouu, mew.” It may be stupid, but she wasn’t going to give up so easily.

He looked at the cat, intensenly---oh? this time the cato would rub its fluffy ( so fluffy !! ) body against his legs, passing one from another and doing that adorable sound. Dazai’s face remained the same but...maybe it was slowly starting to be effective, he lifted a hand doubful but then growled.”no, I am not going to pet you...yet.” 

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Dazai  ( nullcfied )‌:

   — Dazai remained observing the behavior of the other male after what he told him. The truth, he was nervous, although he did not show it. He wanted to panic and run away from him, or simply throw himself into the water and let that frozen water take care of giving him hypothermia to kill him. Hah, was it normal to think about suicide after a declaration of love?

His eyes widened again after hearing ‘don’t be afraid’. That situation was quite unknown to the young man since he could not predict what would happen next. Always, he was always ahead of the others but at that moment he felt cornered. As much as Oda said to don’t be afraid, he was.

But he ended up sighing. He did not understand what Oda was saying, was it a rejection? Was it an acceptance? That was being complicated — but, he really did not need an answer from Oda. He wanted to know that they would be friends even if the other knew what he felt. Over time love could disappear… right?

     ❝ I don’t want that either. And you don’t have to say sorry, Odasaku. It was my fault. Maybe I’m just doubtful about what I feel. But… if you say this won’t change anything, then I’ll calm down. ❞

He didn’t know how to solve all of this, Oda didn’t mean to reject him...perhaps because deep inside he felt something for his dear friend...but didn’t know it was there. He didn’t realize how much Dazai meant to him until he saw him being so distant and doubtful about his own feelings. For now, he was worried about how their relationship could break down if he didn’t choose the right words. The redhead looked conflicted, but he was sure about one thing...he wanted to keep Dazai by his side, not matter what, he wanted to stay together as always.

Maybe...love wasn’t a bad option, right? He decided to approach at the brunet who looked highly concerned about this.

“Don’t worry Dazai, I promise...nothing is going to change and...” he paused for a moment and then continue talking.”maybe we should go back and talk these things...with more calm? you look exhausted and it’s getting cold.” he was very worried about Dazai’s wellbeing, they both needed to calm first before adressing this matter properly.

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@disqvalified

At the same hour and at the same place, after finishing work he went to get a drink at Lupin’s, he wasn't strictly someone who drank too much, but perhaps he was getting too used to indulge himself with alcohol after work, due to certain young underboss.

He walked down to the stairs, finding Dazai sitting with his face buried onto his arms, against the table. Oda blinked, curiousity filled his eyes as he sat next to his friend, it seemed that the other noticed his arrival because he noticed that he moved his head lightly."you look tired, had a long day?" he asked with usual calm, then he asked for a drink to the barman.

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; ... ‌:

   — Dazai was going to walk after turning around but he could not keep walking. He stood with his eyes wide open facing forward. Did he suspect that his questions were about him? No … He did not want that. He did not want him to discover it, he did not want to destroy that friendship… But— how much longer would he continue to lie to him?

     ❝ …… ❞

Resigned, the young executive turned to the other man, and looked at him with.

     ❝ There’s something I’m not telling you, Odasaku. I just wanted to know some of your opinions because… I was— interested in your thoughts. I’m in love of someone and sadly I don’t think it’s corresponded. But maybe if I say it… I will feel relieved. ❞

He sighed. He was really going to say it at night with a beautiful moon in front of them? Well, he was hoping a rejection.

      ❝ Odasaku. I’m in love with you. ❞

After saying it, he was already regretting it, and felt a horrible desire to throw himself into the water, but he remained there, watching at his friend.

Oda’s eyes widened in a second when he heard the confession of love his friend was hidding from him. He was...in love with him? how..? how that is even possible? The redhead couldn't believe it...in his mind he thought that it was merely admiration or just...fraternaly love what he felt for him.

He never thought...someone like Dazai would love him the way he did. All the pieces finally fit, the youngest executive was really confused and he didn't want to ruin the only good thing he had on his life right now, the only light guiding him throught the darkness.

Oda wasn't just a simple friend or someone he could count of...it was his bridge, the pilar that helps him to move forward. The taller man slowly changed his expression for a soft one, there wasn't any kind of negative expression, maybe there was a bit of sadness because...he couldn't believe he didn't notice it at all.

It was so stupid from his side for not noticing something that important. What kind of...friend was he?

"Don't be afraid." was the first thing he could manage to say, thinking how terrifed was Dazai and how hard it would be to make him calm down, after all---he is probably thinking that Odasaku is going to reject him."...this won't change anything between us."

And...he didn't want to reject him. He didn’t want to lose him...

“I don’t want ...that.” he said focusing on Dazai’s visible eye and trying to walk forward to where his beloved friend was.

“I’m sorry for not...seeing it before.” he needed to apologise, after all...it was all his fault that Dazai was in pain.

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Dazai:

   — So, he did not see him as a child. Good. That was enough to feel calm. Even if it was only a moment, to want to feel as old as Oda, in case he had a chance, a simple opportunity. He wanted to be so close to him … He was over-thinking again, he had to calm down.

    ❝ Thanks, Odasaku. You don’t need to tell me what I want to hear but I’m going to believe what you said, whether true or not. Huh… it’s cooling too much and I’m starting to get a little cold, maybe we should go back. Thanks for accompany me today. ❞ 

This particular behavior made him feel slight annoyed, somehow---Oda felt that Dazai was hiding something important from him and...he was slowly realizing that maybe, maybe it was him the problem.

Why?...did he do something wrong? The young man didn’t want to start getting to wrong conclusions but seeing how the executive wanted to leave already, that only made things even more suspicious.

“There’s something...you aren’t telling me, are you?” he paused looking rather annoyed, of course, he was his friend---he needs to be sure that things were fine.”you’ve been asking so many questions lately about...love and---your last question, what’s really troubling you Dazai?” he didn’t want to be pushy but...somehow he knew that it has to be him.

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it’s really exhausting to be alive...well~ 

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No:

   “Miaou. Miaoooou. Miaoooooouuuuuu. Miaooou. Miaaaaoooouuuu.” The cat will continue, promptly bumping her head against one of his legs in her pursuit of pets. Give her the pets. 

“...” he just stares at the cat, so that’s your move cat. Okay, he had to admit that...she was adorable but---no, he isn’t going to pet her.”...looking cute won’t work this time, I won’t give you pets.” This was stupid, and why did Princess want so many pets anyways?

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victeux ha respondido a tu publicación: The cat is back. “Miaou.” Twirling around in a...

“Miaaaaoooooouuuuu, miaaaaoooooouuuu, miaaaaoou, miiiiaaaaaaoooooouuuuuu.” She will not stop.

I feel hurt princess, so you can keep miaoou-ing as much as you want. No pets.

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The cat is back. “Miaou.” Twirling around in a circle, obviously waiting to be pet again. “Miaou, miaooooouuuuuu.”

...

Wow, that was faster than I thought. You surely are thirsty for pets.

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dcmonicprcdigy ha respondido a tu publicación: Technically, wouldn’t be better to call cats as a...

❝ Slut is not a baaaaad word, and if the cat doesnt understand it who cares? ❞

it is not, but rather than an adjective used to descalified women, I’d rather avoid calling a woman like that. But that’s the problem! This cat isn’t a normal cat, didn’t you notice? but even felines have a heart, why would you call a cat like that? unless they reject you, it’s fair. Bitch, whore, I like whore better~

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Technically, wouldn't be better to call cats as a whore? Oh, I mean. it’s not good to call slut to a cat, by all means, they are excellent pets.

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Young Werewolf‌:

=He thought he’d have been save enough to turn back to human for a bit, dispite his injury, hearing him talk to it made him drop everything and bring himself down to the floor, blanket wrapped tight around his frame, but the drop to the floor bothered his injury too. 

“Damn it all” he hisses and looks over at the man with a glare.

“What the hell ya mean by that? and why are you taking this so fucking well, most people would be throwing things telling the strange kid in their house to get out!” and to think he put it together that fast too, the whole werewolf thing.

“So what maybe im a werewolf, whats it to ya huh old man?”

Oda just stayed quiet, no, the realization didn’t completely hit a rock yet but still, he always looked so calm and collected, it was his nature to react that way...because he’s seen all during his young life.

He just walked inside the kitchen, not fearing what the boy would try to do with him. Yeah, he was dangerous considering he was a werewolf and that he could change his form at will but Oda had flawless by his side, so he would know if this kid would try something he shouldn’t.

“I am used to get myself on sticky situations.” of course, he was a former assassin, he had 5 kids under his wing, his best friend was the most terrifying underboss of Port Mafia, so what could possibly be wrong about meeting a werewolf? “nothing? I just want to help you, I don’t mind if you’re a werewolf, you still need to heal your wounds.” what he could gain for lying? nothing.

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Dazai-san‌:

Dazai just continued to smile cheerfully at the younger man, amused by his reactions. This was exactly what he meant by ‘kitty’. Way too cute to be battling if you were to ask him…. at least not yet. No, more training was required to get his ability somewhat under control.

“ Nah, it’s just a dark, twisted tale of my past, nyah. “ he joked, altough his tone pointed out that he was serious, as well. “ Atsushi-kun needs to rank up our friendship before I can tell him that~! Anyway, you won’t be going on them until I’m satisfied that you are ready, so no worries~! “

The brunet chuckled as the other went on.

“ Yes, a kitty! Like a newborn kitten just learning to walk! It’s adorable, shame you won’t stay that way forever… “ he lamented. “ … but I guess all kittens will have to leave the litter one day…. there will be a time where you won’t need me and I will feel so old… nyah~ “

Here he goes again...trying to make things sound like a joke and causing him to worry too much about every single word he said about him. Atsushi tried to stay calm, outside he didn’t seem much affected by his words but, in the inside, that was another case.

“Rank up? ...well, I will be waiting then?” he wasn’t sure what he meant by rank up, but surely, Dazai-san seemed to be the type to hide a lot of things from everyone in general...he looked like a person that not many people would able to reach. No, perhaps...Dazai-san doesn’t want anyone to get closer.

He stared at the brunet confusedly, did he mean...that someday he will have to leave? But he doesn’t want to...he, no.

“But I...like this place, I feel comfortable, I feel...needed.” he lowered his head a little, but no one will need him anymore...this wasn’t the time to think on that; Atsushi tried to push a smile but there was not case, it was a bitter smile one type.”I don’t want to leave the agency, I...I don’t want to leave Dazai-san’s side...I like to...be around you and the others a lot, I feel I can be better if I am here.” he lifted his face, he felt like crying but no, he didn’t want to show weakness in front of his mentor and the person that saved his life.”I am happy here, so...don’t say that I will have to leave one day.” he pleaded.

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Zack‌:

Dazai‌:

   — Dazai simply closed his eyes when the raven with the scythe was about to attack him. He wanted to die, so he did not care, except the moment he died he would end up dead too. But at that moment, he was surprised to see Oda grabbing his wrist and pulling him away from the other. The men lowered their guns when they saw the redhead, the young executive’s friend.

    ❝ Oda…saku? What are you doing here? I… huh. ❞

That was quite unexpected, but he did not continue. He did it because maybe it was true, it was happening. He was doing that just for fun. He ended up sighing and shrugged.

     ❝ Do you know him? ❞

@mors-resistis​

=He was startled to say the least when the other got between them, pulling the man from him. But noticing the guns lowering when they had been split made him realize how close he had been to actually dying.

Gripping the weapon tight like it was his only protection right now he stepped back from the two and fell quiet.

He nearly died…and it would have been his own fault too…

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    The brunet watched silently for a moment at the confused look Dazai was giving to him. In fact, he knew this kid from some rumors. Oda stared for a moment to the kid who was clearly tired for all this mess that was happening with the mafia.

“I do know him by some rumors that have been spreading, seeing him around time to time but I didn't do anything to stop him since it's not my job.” he explained to his friend and sighed.”I heard some shot from this direction, I was trying to get him before you did because I knew something bad could happen.” he was aware of how reckless Dazai would become just to get what he wanted, and maybe he wasn’t the one who started this knowing the other raven was the one that probably caused this problem in the first place, he met with the wrong person.

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