Ephemeral Beauty

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[my-aesthetic-vibes]

Lazy cats :D

[thegoodvybe]

[wnq-writers]

““Sometimes love isn’t holding tight but rather its a quite whisper , saying “ I am sorry I couldn’t be your happiness but I do hope whatever it is or whoever it is you may find it always . ”””

— Kriti G

[sweet-thoughtt]

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[ephemeral-existance]

After midnight lover

I miss you.

I miss our late night conversations.

Doesn’t matter on the phone or beside the beach.

I miss our crazy trips just to runaways from everyone we know.

I miss our late night drive around town.

I miss our late night supper after work.

I miss looking at you while you talked about your crazy tales.

I miss our stolen kisses.

I miss you would smile widely when I said I love you to you.

I miss how you would beg me to stay for a little more.

I miss how you called me love.

I know you’re hurting but it hurts me too.

All I can do now is see you from afar and do nothing cause you won’t let me be near you.

[sbrown82]

why ain’t nobody singing like this anymore???

[justscribbledwords]

spite

spite is the desire to hurt someone and most days that someone is staring at me in the mirror with claws trying to rip my flesh out hoping to escape this body that has always muddled this brain in ways that now it doesn’t work as it should i am taking revenge from this body out of spite because with it i have always been the ugliest sight (via justscribbledwords)

[livliv-14-deactivated20181116]

Stay quiet and work hard. Let them wonder what you’re doing, and when the time comes you emerge into something that they never expected you to be & don’t you dare look back at the people who doubted you and your ability to get there. You have surpassed them.

(via livliv-14)

[ephemeral-existance]

Why do I feel that you’ll be the one that leaves me. Why do I feel suffocated whenever that thought pops in my head.

[ephemeral-existance]

Understand that you have a special place in my heart and that you have took a piece of it to keep forever. Whatever you do with it - keep it, throw it, cherish it or destroy it, know that I gave you permission because it is for you and only you.

I have and will love you on your darkest and hardest days. Regardless how crazy and sometimes it might hurt to know, I still love you with those baggage you carried.

I have and will always cherish all your precious and deepest secrets. Know that all our late night stories that you have never shared with anyone, I kept it and hold it so dearly because its an honour to have your trust.

But why am I so afraid I’ll lose you. Why do I have a feeling that you’ll be the one that leaves me bare and broken? Why do I feel as if I am never enough when I am around you. My insecurities being with you kills me and without notice I have walls building around me. Crazy but I’m so scared that you’ll be the one that brake me.

I hope it’s just a feeling.

I love you, ceng. I sincerely do. Always. Even if I’m just one of those girls you talked about.

[ephemeral-existance]

All I want for my birthday is...

...You.

Just holding your hand and admiring you.

All I wanna do is enjoy every moment I have with you.

Don’t have to do much but enjoy each other’s company.

I just want to listen to your stories and I don’t care if you keep repeating the same old stories.

All I want is you, and that’s better than enough for me.

[bijoubaby]

“Big deal. So you fell in love with someone. Don’t you see what happened? This guy touched a place in your heart deeper than you thought you were capable of reaching, I mean you got zapped, kiddo. But that love you felt, that’s just the beginning. You just got a taste of love. Wait till you see how much more deeply you can love than that. Heck, you have the capacity to someday love the whole world.”

- Eat, Pray, Love, Elizabeth Gilbert (via bijoubaby)

[suspend]

Love makes you feel out of control. I think that’s how you know it’s right.

-Danny Diamond on That Wedding by Jillian Dodd (via suspend)

[ephemeral-existance]

Jealousy - ugly green monster

Never been a jealous person. It doesn’t matter if it’s object, accomplisments, career, more over relationship matters.

But why did my heart like it dropped and shattered to pieces last night. I felt like throwing up, wanting to remove a huge lump in my throat.

Tried to hold my composure and talked myself that this is his pass which you can never remove nor pretend it never happened.

Why am I letting myself listening to all of this, Why is he telling me all of this, why?

Why am I letting myself being the option. Fuck.

[nostalgiagetsthe-bestofme]

I really love touching. It doesn’t always have to be in a sexual way, it could be like you sitting next to me and our knees touching a little or you putting your hand on my mine, little things like that mean so much to me and I crave it, all the fucking time, it drives me insane.

[minosongs-deactivated20210412]

Yesterday, today and also tomorrow. In the future, still staying the same. Still staying the same.