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𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔥 𝔐𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔠 ℑ𝔫𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔡 𝔖𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔰
Taken from various songs by Sisters of Mercy, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Joy Division, and more! tw: suicide mention/references, drug abuse, smoking, religion, sacrilege.
Feel free to change pronouns and such.
𝐒𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞 - 𝐁𝐚𝐮𝐡𝐚𝐮𝐬
"To destroy what you thought was difference."
"So I lied to you once again."
"What's the difference?"
"You've got two seconds, baby boy."
"God knows it cannot last."
"I am your slice of life."
"So I die before you once again."
𝐒𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 - 𝐒𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐱𝐬𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐬
"You have no choice."
"We are entranced, spellbound."
"And don't forget, when your elders forget to say their prayers."
"Take them by the legs and throw them down the stairs."
" It's an illusion you cannot shirk."
𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐈 - 𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐌𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐲
"And her hallway moves like the ocean."
"Sitting here now in this bar for hours, tryin' to write it down."
"It may come but it will pass."
"Some say we will fall."
"Oh, maybe in terms of surrender."
𝐋𝐮𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐚, 𝐌𝐲 𝐑𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 - 𝐒𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐌𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐲
"I hear the roar of a big machine."
"I hear empire down."
"I hear the sons of the city and dispossessed."
"Get pretty but you and me."
"We got the kingdom, we got the key."
"We got the empire, now as then."
"We don't doubt, we don't take direction."
"Two worlds and in between, love lost."
"Fire at will."
"Such things I hear, they don't make sense."
"I don't see much evidence."
"I don't feel."
𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐓𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐁𝐥𝐮𝐞 - 𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐏𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐬
"Mary be so proud, things like that are'nt allowed."
"Oh what to do, not to feel and who are you?"
"Give me money, give me sex, give me food and cigarette."
"You broke my heart, it came in two."
"I go out on Monday, looking for a Tuesday."
"Nothing ever makes such sense."
"You don't seem to make much sense."
"It was an accident, I didn't mean it."
"Took too many drugs, now he don't eat."
𝐊𝐢𝐬𝐬 - 𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭
"You'll never understand, the meaning in the end."
"We're standing at the gate."
"You'll meet the darker fate."
"You promised more than bliss with your God and with your kiss."
"I'm on my knees, I beg your mercy."
"My soul is my loss, I'm well hung from your cross."
"Don't hide behind your rage, I know you love me, and always will."
"My better half it's true has seen the darker side of you."
"Innocence stripped away, at least I have the brighter fate."
𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫 - 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐀𝐠𝐞
"Now it's time dance and time to pray, move close to me and here what I say."
"So follow me into the night."
"Let me drag you down."
"Please don't be afraid I'll show things you won't forget."
"Now it's too late."
"There's no escape, you have to follow me."
"Into the empire of the vampire where dreams turn into fright."
"The dead are on their way to nowhere."
𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 - 𝐉𝐨𝐲 𝐃𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧
"Listen to the silence, let it ring on."
"We would have a fine time living in the night."
"We would go on as though nothing was wrong."
"We remained all alone."
"Well, I could call out when the going gets tough."
"The things that we've learnt are no longer enough."
"No language, just sound, that's all we need know."
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𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 (𝐀-𝐡𝐚) 𝐋𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬
It wasn't the rain that washed away...
I must have realized
It wasn't the rain that made no difference
And I could have sworn it wasn't me
Yet I did it all so coldly
Oh c'mon please now
Talk to me
Tell me things I could find helpful
How can I stop now
Is there nothing I can do
I have lost my way
I've been losing you
I can still hear our screams competing
You're hissing your s's like a snake
Now in the mirror stands half a man
I thought no one could break
But I want the guilt to get me
Thoughts to wreck me, preying on my mind
𝐒𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐆𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.
Taken from their 1999 studio album, “Affirmation.”
tw: domestic abuse mention.
𝐀𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
the sun should never set upon an argument
we place our happiness in other people's hands
junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
your parents did the best job they knew how to do
beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in karma, what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
you can't control or choose your sexuality
trust is more important than monogamy
your most attractive features are your heart and soul
family is worth more than money or gold
the struggle for financial freedom isn't fair, the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐌𝐞
If we can't find our way out of these problems
Then maybe we don't need this
Standing face to face, enemies at war we build defenses and secret hiding places
I might need you to hold me tonight
I might need you to say it's alright
I might need you to make the first stand
'Cos tonight I'm finding it hard to be your manHold me tonight
Say it's alright
More than angry words I hate this silence
It's getting so loud
Well I wanna scream
Bitterness has silenced these emotions
It's getting hard to breathe
So tell me isn't happiness worth more than a gold diamond ring?
I'm willing to do anything to calm the storm in my heart
I've never been the praying kind
But lately I've been down upon my knees
Not looking for a miracle, just a reason to believe
Do you remember not long ago? When we used to live for the night time.
Cherish each moment
Now we don't live we exist, we just run through our lives
So alone, that's why you've got to hold me
𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮
Maybe it's intuition, but some things you just don't question
in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy, but I believe I knew I loved you before I met you.
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
Never want to fly, never want to leave, never want to say what you mean to me
Never want to run, frightened to believe, you're the best thing about me
Sometimes I feel like this is only chemistry
Stuck in a maze searching for a way to, shut down turn around, feel the ground beneath me. You're so close, where do you end?
Where do I begin? Always pushing and pulling
Sometimes vanity takes vacation time on me
I'm in a daze stumbling bewildered
North of gravity head up in the stratosphere, you and I roller coaster riding love
You're the center of adrenalin and I'm beginning to understand
Walk on broken glass make my way through fire, these are things I would do for love
Farewell peace of mind, kiss goodbye to reason. Up is down the impossible occurs each day
This intoxication thrills me, I only pray it doesn't kill me
𝐂𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐮𝐫𝐧
When you feel all alone and the world has turned its back on you, give me a moment please, to tame your wild, wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore, let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn, you're not alone
When you feel all alone and a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one-way street with the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away, and you feel like you can't face the day
'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again, you'll breathe again
𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐘𝐨𝐮
We were standing all alone
You were leaning in to speak to me
Acting like a mover shaker, dancing to Madonna then you kissed me
And I think about it all the time
Sweet temptation rush all over me and I think about it all the time
Passion desire so intense I can't take anymore
because I feel the magic all around you
It's bringing me to my knees like a wannabe
I've got to be chained to you
and when you look into my eyes, felt a sudden sense of urgency
Fascination casts a spell and you became more than just a mystery
Is this fate is it my destiny
I no longer pretend to have my hand on the wheel
Tell me it's madness I barely know you
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐀𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠
When superstars and cannonballs are running through your head
A television freak show cops and robbers everywhere
Subway makes me nervous, people pushing me too far
I've got to break away
So take my hand now 'cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
I want to live, I want to run through the jungle
The wind in my hair and the sand at my feet
I've been having difficulties keeping to myself, feelings and emotions better left up on the shelf
Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie
Which one is more human? There's a thought, now you decide
Compassion in the jungle, compassion in your hands
Would you like to make a run for it?
Would you like to take my hand?
Sometimes this life can get you down
It's so confusing, there's so many rules to follow
And I feel it 'cause I just run away in my mind
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐌𝐞
Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
It's been seven months and counting, you've moved on
I still feel exactly the same
It's just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
the city calls your name and I can't move on
Ever since you've been gone, the lights go out the same
The only difference is you call another name
Am I all alone in the universe?
There's no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn't want it anyway
So this is my new freedom, it's funny I don't remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I'm always twenty minutes late
Here I go again, I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway, I'm calling out your name because I can't move on
𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐁𝐞𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐂𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞
And she takes another step, slowly she opens the door. Check that he is sleeping.
Pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor, been up half the night screaming now it's time to get away.
Pack up the kids in the car
Another bruise to try and hide, Another alibi to write
Another ditch in the road, you keep moving
Another stop sign, you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast, wonder how I ever made it through
And there are children to think of
Babies asleep in the backseat
Wonder how they'll ever make it through this living nightmare
But the mind is an amazing thing
Full of candy dreams and new toys and another cheap hotel
Two beds and a coffee machine, but there are groceries to buy
And she knows she'll have to go home
Silent fortress built to last
Wonder how I ever made it
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐂𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐁𝐞 𝐅𝐫𝐞𝐞
Cool breeze and autum leaves
Slow motion daylight, a lone pair of watchful eyes
Oversee the living, feel the presence all around
A tortured soul, a wound unhealing
No regrets or promises, the past is gone
But you can still be free., if time will set you free.
Time now to spread your wings to take to flight
The life endeavor, aim for the burning sun
You're trapped inside but you can still be free...
But it's a long long way to go
Keep moving way up high
You see the light, It shines forever
Sail through the crimson skies
The purest light, the light that sets you free...
𝐆𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐃𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞
Love and other moments are just chemical reactions in your brain
And feelings of aggression are the absence of the love drug in your viens
Love come quickly because I feel my self esteem is caving in
It's on the brink because I don't think I can keep this monster in
It's in my skin, love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine
They're morphine
Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt but rarely seen
Love I beg you lift me up into that privileged point of view, the world of two
Love don't leave me
𝐈 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞
I would like to visit you for a while, get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch, relax
Talk about anything, it don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend
That you've forgiven me
'Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore, we keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
Springtime in the city, always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold if you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda
Don't stop, keep that chin up, you'll be alright
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?
I know I let you down, again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price, I'm still paying for it every day
So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
What the hell?
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 (𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐)
Prompts taken from Darren Hayes’ album, Homosexual. Names have been redacted to fit rp better. Change pronouns as seen fit. Mentions/themes of homophobia, depression and general mental health, alcoholism, domestic & child abuse, pregnancy (as a metaphor but still a theme) and some sexual content.
𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐓𝐫𝐲 𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞
Let’s try being in love
Being in love
I’m in love with the idea of being in love
I’m in love and there’s no way to hide the deed
It’s in the air
I've seen it before in your eyes
Only God will know
I absolve all my responsibilities
If I take your hand in my mouth, will I taste the sea?
Am I by your side?
Am I on my own?
Do I dare to speak?
Will I die alone?
Am I five decades?
Am I twenty-four?
𝐃𝐨 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐑𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫?
Do you remember the love?
Do you remember we were in love?
And do you remember the club?
Boy, you're right in front of me
I need you to dance with me
I'm gonna need your hands on me
If you want to meet someone you had to leave your home
We can dance or we could fuck
I can see from bedroom eyes that you don't like to talk
Back to yours or my hotel
Grab your coat, hail a taxi, snow's just started to fall
I could be a star, I could be a total unknown
Got to see you naked, I just got to get you all alone
I can taste my destiny
Ooh, let your lips meet mine
I think you can handle me
I want you to dance
𝐀 𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡
Hey, boy, can I get a little sympathy?
'Cause the future of you and I died a little death today
You barely noticed my heart stopped when you walked away
I imagined us driving in my new car marvelling at stars in the observatory
Hey, boy, can we pretend it was just a dream?
That I died every time I saw you online and you spoke to me
You put me in your top five that all ended tonight
I saw visions of parked cars and lights of Griffith Park vanishing
It was 10 long years
You didn't even notice and if you did, you'd let it go
I kept my feelings locked inside
Did I ever cross your mind?
The first and last time I am ever gonna drive you home
'Cause the future of you and I died a little death tonight
I'm gonna do myself a favor, take mixed signals for no
It was fun to indulge and pretend and descend but it's a heavy blow
As time goes by the feelings fade
But they never really went away
Somewhere in another universe, maybe you and I are on that hill
Scanning skies with telescopes, LA lights laid out below us
Future lives stretched out before us
A little death you didn't notice
It was 10 long years, you didn't even notice. And if you did, you hid it well
10 long years, I kept my feelings locked inside
Did I ever cross your mind? Does nobody ever cross your mind?
Did I cross your mind?
Does nobody ever cross your mind?
Nobody ever cross your mind?
𝐏𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝
(name) had it
My Mother has it
My Grandma had it
I guess I got it too
And once you've got it, it drains emotions
It sinks your feelings and all the life rafts too
I got to have you
But I don't wanna pass on to you my poison blood
Poison Blood
But poison blood poisons all the love
I won't let it get you, no
It fills an ocean with fear and loathing and devastation too
And it's not that I don't wanna live
It's the pain that I wish I could kill
All the times that I wanted to die
I made a choice I was gonna survive
It's a blessing a gift and a curse
Every day's a decision to stay with my poison blood
𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭
I got something I wanna tell you
If you're there, pick up
It's no big deal, I'm just so lonely
You see I had a dream last night, my entire life washed up
There was a terrible flood, the Ventura Freeway was covered in my stuff
The water carried all my secrets
Sifting through the muck, I saw my dirty little grievances
And the memories I killed, all the shameful feelings spilled lay bare on the asphalt.
Broken parts I thought I'd drowned real good
One time as a way to survive, I decided to be king
But the crown dug into my skin and that gold turned out to be tin
Poison seeping into my brain until the only thing to remain is the last bit of innocence
I hope I can save it
You know the monsters in the ocean? It turns out they're real
Guess they were underneath the surface
Tailing me like a shark, getting dizzy and drunk on my blood
And all this time they were deep beneath the wave that used to carry me on high
I'm stranded on a traffic island
Six car pile up and flashing lights so many sirens
I don't recognize my skin or the bones that creak within
I am tired all the time
A sexless, frail, scared and weak little man
I'm somewhere on the 101 South
I guess I broke down
There's bits of plastic and glass all around and it cuts into my feet
But what the flood dredged up doesn't seem so bad under tungsten lights
I think I'm gonna cut my losses
'Cause when I look at this stuff, there's nothing left I wanna process
There's some hurt and revenge I could take and my Daddy issues still ache
But they're just so heavy, I think I'll leave them here for someone else to claim
I think I should tell you I spend my life hiding behind a tree complaining
Nobody wants to play with me, a selfish kind of irony
I'm so fucking lonely, but I won't let you in
If you're out there, rescue me
If you're out there, come and see me
It's not how it's supposed to be
It's the ending of all of me
𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 (𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐎𝐧𝐞)
It's not a blessing and it's not a curse
A crystal technicolor neon, tour de force
It's not a feeling, a feeling, you can describe
A secret lexicon of love behind your eyes
All my life, I've been searching for, that nectar deep in my bones
A sweet molasses toothache of desire
It's not correctable, it's homosexual
I can not fool you, I can't evade
I'm a book and you are reading every page
A pain that winces insistent to be healed
The only antidote is love what you conceal
All my life, a predilection for, a gentlemen's cologne
A deep desire that's been carved in stone, It's four dimensional
All, all of my life I've been waiting for the sun to come out
You're here and it's like my favorite record, wanna drown in the sound
'cause you're the one I've waited for
The feelings are consensual, the chemistry is mutual
It's not an interest, non, monsieur
On overpowering love force majeure
I caught a feeling, a feeling, I can't deny
I found a paradise lost behind a smile
𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐕𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐨
Oh I was a very young ten years old
Tenderoni got to school early to avoid home
I was emerging I was finding myself, a butterfly before the guys
Knew I was different but I wasn't ashamed yet
Oh (name), you were the only fly girl in school
And I was obsessed with you
With your hair and your beautiful brown eyes
I was gonna direct you in my own music video
I had to get your hair just right
There's a place I wanna go, Inside a music video
Where boys wear makeup and we play guitar
Neon is how I feel love is a battlefield
That's the place I wanna live where girls have names like Billie Jean
We dance in front of my VCR, steal a DeLorean never look back again
𝐄𝐮𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐜 𝐄𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
In the beginning there was darkness
There was no mercy it was heartless
Sometimes to survive this life you gotta learn to run
Stay ahead of the night
Some days when the fire inside dies, you gotta find your mark
Cheat the light, banish darkness
I was a kid, I was petrified
I couldn't look in my daddy's eyes
I'd count em down every drink he took
And when the bad guy arrived, I would just hide
I was a child, I was cursed and damned
Called me a name I didn't understand
Made me ashamed of who I am
So I killed that side
A part of me died I met a man via pseudonym
Said my bravado wasn't fooling him
He saw a fracture in my Kingdom wall
He said strength be damned
Let it fallI never meant to complicate things
I never meant to disappear in my mind
I never meant to swallow my heart
But darkness travels faster than the speed of love
I tried to run but couldn't escape it
Sadness fills the void where joy is vacant
Got to chase the light
Gotta do what you can to survive to survive
Darkness and light are joy adjacent
Both cannot exist in the same equation
Shadows are bigger than the fools who make them
Darkness travels faster than the speed of love
You can try to run but you can't escape it
Sadness fills the void where joy is vacant
Open up your heart to instantaneous light
𝐍𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥
You pay a fee to get a dog
You have to prove your home is suitable
But anyone can be a Dad
And your dysfunction was transmissibleI can't remember all I've seen
My body found a way to hide the hell
You violated boundaries
Now, healthy boundaries feel like betrayal
I am the Queen of flight or flight
My codependencies are multiple
I would never draw first blood
And if betrayed I'll give the cold shoulder for life
Midnight to three is when I feel the safest
My panic subsides and my trauma erases
Most of my life I grew up on a fault line
So don't look surprised
That I can't fall asleep in the dark
I tried to build a mighty wall
I fortified it with charm and wit
Now there are things I can't recall
'Cause you invaded it without consent at allI was the master of control
I thought if I was God my luck would change
I could ascend above the clouds
But how was I to know one word could strike me down
I am the King of freeze or fawn
My dissociation is statuesque
I can't maintain relationships
Unless there's something that's broke and can't be fixed
My panic subsides and my trauma erases
Most of my life I grew up on a fault line
You are of your Father and the lusts of the Father you will do
He was a murderer from the beginning and he abode not in the truth
Because there is no truth in himWhen he speaketh the lie he speaketh of his own
For he is a liar and the father of all lies
I heard a voice from the cloudsTake me by the hand and lead me to a land of foreign pleasure
𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐥'𝐬 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐎𝐯𝐞𝐫
I know I'm lost
A ghost inhabiting the shell of a man
Who looks like someone you loved
And I'm cognizant of the way our eyes will do anything
To avoid exchanging painI died a little
Cried a river and now our tears have all turned into stone
Embraced in our PompeiIt feels like it's over
But nobody's leaving, there's so much love left
So why am I grieving?
You go to bed first
I stay up reading, you have your back turned
You're already dreaming
Dancing in circles, avoiding the inevitable
It's so polite and that's what's breaking my heart
Because we don't even fight for it
We don't even break a sweat
We don't even scream or cry
but baby there was a time, When you and I, we would have died defending this love
We would have died for it, we would have died defending it
We would have died
When I was young
I guess it fulfilled me emotionally
To give myself away, that selfless act was not as noble as it first seemed
It tethered you to me, the fire in your eyes
The independent streak that drew you close to me
It cooled under my reignIt feels like it's over
Sunlight to sunset, lovers to best friends
Making us feel like we're strangers in strange beds, fumbling through feelings
Movie ended waiting for post credit scenes
𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬
All you pretty things came here to dance
You came here to find love
And you're all such pretty things
And you'll remain pretty things until the end of time
(name) and (name) were getting married
They were honestly in love
And Top Hat (name) had a big heart
(name)’s smile lit up the park
And just for one night, the world's problems seemed to fade away under flashing lights
I wish that things would always be this way
So never forget and never give up
But don't ever stop
Keep dancing the pain away
Don't let the past steal from today
As long as we've got our memories love remains
And just for one night, the world's heartache seemed to disappear
Under strobe lights, everyone is beautiful in here
We've got to dance to remember them
𝐖𝐞 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐀𝐥𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬
Do what you want with me
You know I can't refuse
Replace the scars in me
With your emotional tattoos, I was never consciously looking for love. The universe conspired in the absence of.
Maybe I'm an alchemist and you are a dove
Taking all the hurt and turning pain into love, I never meant to seek you out
I never meant call you forth
But in my mind I was searching behind enemy lines
We can dance if you want to
We can try to forget
We can touch if you need to
It might help with regret
And we can kiss if you want to
Turn our sadness to sex
Desire's all around but it's open secret
Rolling in the ground you know we both reek of it
I never meant to give you up
I feel alone
𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 (𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐓𝐰𝐨)
If it's all my fault, then it's all your fault
'Cause if man was created in the image of God, then maybe she's a homosexual.
Can't be wrong when it feels so right
And if loving is a sin you can count me in
Yes baby I'm a homosexual
Every little fleck of blue inside my eyes is by design
Every little imperfection I possess uniquely mine
𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡
There's a feeling inside me, under layers of dirt
Jekyll and Hyding from me in a bloodstained shirt,
buried six feet in my gut, scratching at my skin to break out, there's a creature inside me
All sticky and black, squirms like an octopus with the teeth of a rat.
All it wants to do is be heard, but what if I don't wanna give birth?
There's a creature inside me, wanna squish down the drain
Synthetic hair clumps and polyurethane, all it wants to do is have worth
I guess you're having a baby
It's in me but not from me
It when rules me so tread carefully
It's in me but not from me
It's sleeping, so don't make it angry
There's a feeling inside me, all rotten and green. Feels like a pregnancy that doesn't wanna be seen
All those years of scar tissue, am I the scar am I the wound?
There's a bullet inside me but it didn't explode
I'm getting tired of waiting for another episode
All I wanna do is go bang, if only I could find an exit wound
Every day I am terrified to wake up and open my eyes
And I know it's a phantom fear and the bad guy's not really here
Every day I've been building walls to protect a fragile part of me
I've been hiding it all my life, keeping it safe from things out there
But it's been draining me and all the world can see
Something inside so harmless right up close, something inside I dreamed up long ago
Maybe this something it has a name
Won't be left out in the cold again
random sentence starters.
“When did you get so crotchety and mean?”
“Ba dee yeah, say that you will remember, ba dee yeah, dancing in september.”
“Never was a cloud day.”
“Awww - Big bowl of sauerkraut! Every single morning!”
“And then she tied me to the wall and stuck a funnel in my mouth, and force fed me nothing but sauerkraut until I was twenty six and a half years old.”
“..the very next day, a local radio station had this contest to see who could correctly guess the number of molecules in Leonard Nimoy's butt.”
“I still believe in God, but God no longer believes in me.”
“ Human sacrifice, dogs and cats living together... mass hysteria!”
“Accent's a little kind of... muddled.”
“Really? So is your tan.”
“Everyone agrees that seagulls are the worst.”
Mad Season Sentence Starters
Taken from Matchbox Twenty’s “Mad Season.”
“I feel stupid.”
“But I know it won’t last for long.”
“And I’ve been guessing.”
“But I could’ve been guessing wrong.”
“You don’t know me now.”
“I need you now.”
“Do you think you can cope?”
“You’ve figured me out.”
“But it’s something that comes and goes.”
“And I’ve been changing.”
“I think it’s funny how no one knows.”
“And we don't talk about the little things that we do without.”
“So why you gotta stand there looking like the answer now.”
“It seems to me you come around.”
“That I'm lost and I'm hopeless.”
“I’m bleeding and broken.”
“Though I've never spoken.”
“I come undone.”
“But I think I've been catching on.”
“We need to be together now.”
“And now I'm crying.”
“Isn’t that what you want?”
“And I'm trying to live my life on my own.”
“But I'm holding on to old times.”
“I do believe I am strong.”
“So someone tell me why.”
“Do I feel stupid.”
Sentence starters from the song, “Mr. Brightside” by the Killers. Feel free to change pronouns and such as needed.
“Coming out of my cage and I’ve been doing just fine.”
“Gotta be down.”
“I want it all.”
“’Cause I just can’t look.”
“It’s killing me.”
“They’re taking control.”
“Now I’m falling asleep.”
“She’s calling a cab.”
“Now they’re going to bed.”
“My stomach is sick.”
“And it’s all in my head.”
“But it’s just the price I pay.”
“Destiny is calling me.”
“Open up my eager eyes.”
“I’m Mr. Brightside.”
“How did it end up like this?”
“While he’s taking a smoke.”
“And she’s taking a drag.”
“I never.”
“Let me go.”
Various Lyric Sentence Starters
“I hope you make it to the day you’re twenty-eight years old.”
“’Cause you know we’re livin in the fast lane.”
“It's time to get up and let go.”
“Tonight it's "Ready, set, go!"
“They don't know what they're missin'.”
“We can just chill out.”
“You see a lot of people got two faces.”
“You must give your mind.”
“Wanna swallow my doubt, turn it inside out, find nothing but faith in nothing.”
“I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet.”
“Rendezvous, and I'm through with you.”
“Wake up!”
“Why’d you leave the keys upon the table?”
“I laughed the loudest who'd have known?“
“I should've known when I saw the signs, but I only looked away.”
“Maybe I held on a little too tight.”
“I don't know who you run to but I won't get in your way.”
“We never go out of style.”
“Shut up, get out of here.”
“Don’t cry and dry these tears.”
“I never thought of me and you, my dear.”
“I was a young boy that had big plans.”
“Now I’m just another shitty old man.”
“The world owes me so fuck you.”
Random Sentence Starters.
“I dreamt I was a cat. It was great.”
“Please don’t touch me.”
“You disgust me.”
“It’s me, in the morning.”
“When we were at Sea world, I had a WHALE of a time.”
“Your puns are terrible and you should feel bad.”
“Sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows.”
“That’s how I feel when you’re next to me.”
“Did you just fart because that really blew me away!”
“Cheater cheater, pumpkin eater.”
“Winner winner, chicken dinner.”
“You’re just a meanie with no weenie.”
“Hi, welcome to ____, may I take your order?”
“Starbucks? What is that, some kind of space currency?”
“It might be small but I’m proud of what I’ve accomplished.”
“Peeing is not an accomplishment.”
“This doesn’t taste like bourbon.”
“That’s because it’s tea.”
Send 💋 to blow a raspberry on my muse.
Send ✏ to draw on my muse’s stomach.
Send a ✎ to doodle on my muse.
specify body part.