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this thing called love is shattering me.

[ergxdrconxs]

hello.

i have officially moved accounts and therefor muses here have not followed. some will in the future but for now i can be found here.

[littlelovelymemes]

(   *   & .   𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐀𝐑𝐄  𝐎𝐊  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 .

*   taken  from  the  maine’s  new  album  you  are  ok .

SLIP  THE  NOOSE .

‘  you  sent  my  pain  into  oblivion .  ’

‘  i  was  on  the  verge  of  breaking  down .   ’

‘  then  you  came  around  and  not  a  second  too  late .  ’

‘  i  was  on  the  verge  of  breaking  down  then  you  came  around .  ’

‘  you  shook  the  noose ,  slipped  my  head  loose ,  and  now  that  boy  is  history .  ’

‘  you  rescued  me  from  myself .  ’

‘  i  was  about  to  let  go  till  i  knew  you  existed .  ’

‘  loneliness  is  hell  and  you’re  alone .  ’

‘  i  knew  better  than  to  refuse  your  hand .  ’

MY  BEST  HABIT .

‘  i’m  not  sorry  for  myself  or  any  part  of  me .  ’

‘  i  am  not  human ,  one  part  anxiety  using  two  parts  nativity  just  to  keep  sane .  ’

‘  i’m  a  bitter  little  pill  to  swallow .  ’

‘  i’m  a  little  bit  of  a  let  down .  ’

‘  my  best  habit’s  letting  you  down .  ’

‘  to  you  i  don’t  exist ,   ain’t  what  you’re  looking  for .  ’

‘  good  thing  i  don’t  exist  for  you  at  all  anymore .  ’

‘  if  it’s  average  you’re  after  or  ordinary ,  you’ll  have  to  move  on .  ’

‘  if  i’m  not  me  then  i  am  everyone  else .  ’

‘  if  you’re  not  you ,  you’re  everyone  else .  ’

NUMB  WITHOUT  YOU .

‘  you  are  a  panic  in  the  bloodstream .  ’

‘  you  bring  me  peace .  ’

‘  you  kill  me  for  the  better .  ’

‘  you’re  every  fucking  thing  inside  me  now .  ’

‘  you  are  my  glitter  and  my  gloom .  ’

‘  i  am  so  numb  without  you .  ’

‘  i  won’t  leave ,   i  won’t  surrender .  ’

‘  i’ll  wait  till  the  end  of  time .  ’

I  FEEL  IT  ALL  OVER .

‘  i  feel  everything  tonight  with  you .  ’

‘  but  there’s  nothing  left  to  lose  when  there’s  nothing  to  hide .  ’

‘  tonight  i  feel  so  make-believe .  ’

‘  do  you believe  what  you  can’t  see ?  ’

‘  we’re  made  up  of  a  thousand  scars .  ’

‘  go  and  cry  your  heart  out .  ’

‘  this  is  what  it  says  to  do .  ’

‘  tomorrow’s  gone ,  tonight  is  ours .  ’

HEAVEN ,  WE’RE  ALREADY  THERE .

‘  blessed  be  the  night  we’re  breathing  in .  ’

‘  the  closest  that  we’ll  get  to  heaven  sent  for  all  of  us  darling  aliens .  ’

‘  we  will  never  be  this  young  again .  ’

‘  we  all  will  be  born  again .  ’

‘  this  is  everything  you  pray  for .  ’

‘  this  is  everything  i  need .  ’

‘  life  is  crazy ,  don’t  forget  the  seatbelt .  ’

‘  shut  the  goddamn  doors .  ’

‘  daylight  isn’t  far  away  my  fiend .  ’

‘  everything  i  love  is  right  here  tonight .  ’

‘  is  what  you’re  living  for  worth  dying  for ?   ’

FOREVERMORE .

‘  i  never  really  felt  so  at  home  before .  ’

‘  i  wanna  feel  this  forever  even  if  forever’s  just  for  now .  ’

‘  we  are  here  and  alive  in  our  corner  of  time .  ’

‘  i  never  really  ever  felt  so  adored  before .  ’

‘  i  never  really  felt  this  type  of  vulnerable .  ’

‘  all  you  have  to  be  is  here .  ’

TEARS  WON’T  CRY  (  SHINJŪ  ) .

‘  dream  with  both  eyes  open .  ’

‘  save  your  tears  for  something  worth  crying  over .  ’

‘  save  your  tears  for  something  worth  crying  over ,  don’t  waste  them  on  misfortune .  ’

‘  baby ,  they  won’t  cry  today .  ’

‘  we’ll  borrow  happiness  just  for  the  night .  ’

‘  nothing  can  hurt  you .  ’

‘  tell  me  what  you  think  about  me  and  you .  ’

ONE  SUNSET .

‘  you  wait  for  me  in  the  rain  as  i  patiently  try  to  pass  the  time .  ’

‘  the  day  is  done ,  now  all  i  want  is  to  get  out .  ’

‘  one  sunset  till  i  see  you .  ’

‘  my  love ,  you  wait ,  so  long  overdue .  ’

‘  it’s  been  two  weeks  in  the  rain  and  it’s  hazy  in  my  head .  ’

BROKEN  PARTS .

‘  it  isn’t  getting  easier .  ’

‘  we  are  shattered  everywhere .  ’

‘  it  isn’t  getting  easier  now ,  but  we’re  not  beyond  repair .  ’

‘  we  are  brittle ,  beware .  ’

‘  us  fragile  things ,  falling  to  pieces .  ’

‘  we’re  all  the  same  broken  fractions  and  halves  of  some  greater  thing .  ’

‘  you  can’t  fall  any  further .  ’

‘  gather  yourself  up  now ,  just  as  you  were  before .  ’

‘  we’re  all  the  same  broken  parts .  ’

FLOWERS  ON  THE  GRAVE .

‘  the  time  you  have  is  sacred ,  don’t  wait  around  and  waste  it .  ’

‘  everything  is  temporary ,  even  the  sorrow  that  you  carry .  ’

‘  so  tell  me ,  are  you  okay ?  ’

‘  i’m  okay  now  i’m  with  you .  ’

‘  you  don’t  plan  life ,  you  live  it .  ’

‘  you  don’t  take  love ,  you  give  it . ’

‘  there  are  flowers  on  the  grave  of  the  child  that  i  used  to  be .  ’

‘  it  was  summer  when  you  told  me  that  you  loved  me .  ’

‘  everything  is  temporary .  ’

‘  you  can’t  change  what  is  written .  ’

[oldmemesandhelpandthings-gone]

↖ is now accepting curious anons.

ask anything you want to know about the muse(s)!

[horrorempathya]

morning after starters.

‘  i  made  coffee.  ’ ‘  come  back  to  bed.  ’ ‘  where  are  you  off  to? ’ ‘  that  was  amazing.  ’ ‘  you  were  amazing.  ’ ‘  don’t  go.  ’ ‘  i  have  to  go  to  work.  ’ ‘  call  me  later?  ’ ‘  you  were  my  first.  ’ ‘  what  do  you  want  for  breakfast?  ’ ‘  i  need  to  let  the  dog  out.  ’ ‘  i  hope  you  aren’t  busy…  ’ ‘  babe?  ’ ‘  i’m  just  going  to  the  bathroom.  ’ ‘  i’m  not  going  anywhere.  ’ ‘  so,  how  long  are  we  going  to  stay  in  bed  today?  ’ ‘  are  you  okay?  ’

[moved-eterneli]

                                     byun baekhyun. pianist & vampire hunter.

                                      “i’m the bad guy                               duh.”

                                                          i.       ii.       iii.

[pexnyy-blog]

Send a ❤️ to kiss my muse. Send a 💙 for my muse to kiss yours.

[melamemea]

couples & angst .

“ I know I’m not the best, but… ”

“ Why can’t you just give me a chance? ”

“ I’m nowhere near as good as them, but if you could let me try? ”

“ Why does everyone leave me. ”

“ I feel so… you know? ”

“ Sometimes it feels like my world is falling apart. ”

“ I feel so unlovable. ”

“ What’s it like being loved? ”

“ Are you trying to tell me to believe you? It’s not that easy. ”

“ I don’t think you understand what it feels like, hating yourself. ”

“ At this rate I’ll just ignore everyone and everything. ”

“ But you know what? Fuck you, that’s what. ”

“ It’s not like I care, you know. ”

“ Why do you always do this? ”

“ What gives you the right to do this to me? ”

“ Is this all I’m good for? ”

“ Your lips says one thing, your eyes says something else. ”

“ You dare come here and — demand such a thing? ”

“ You’re not good enough for me, face it. ”

“ I’m not good enough for you, I get that. ”

“ Am I good enough for you? ”

“ What is it about me that makes you hate me so much? ”

“ Why can’t you look at me? ”

“ It’s not that easy, ( name ). ”

“ Well, if you could just be HONEST with me then we wouldn’t be there. ”

“ Honesty? Really? Is that what you want? ”

“ You won’t even look at me. ”

“ I am trying my best here, (name)! ”

[melamemea]

couples & angst .

“ I know I’m not the best, but… ”

“ Why can’t you just give me a chance? ”

“ I’m nowhere near as good as them, but if you could let me try? ”

“ Why does everyone leave me. ”

“ I feel so… you know? ”

“ Sometimes it feels like my world is falling apart. ”

“ I feel so unlovable. ”

“ What’s it like being loved? ”

“ Are you trying to tell me to believe you? It’s not that easy. ”

“ I don’t think you understand what it feels like, hating yourself. ”

“ At this rate I’ll just ignore everyone and everything. ”

“ But you know what? Fuck you, that’s what. ”

“ It’s not like I care, you know. ”

“ Why do you always do this? ”

“ What gives you the right to do this to me? ”

“ Is this all I’m good for? ”

“ Your lips says one thing, your eyes says something else. ”

“ You dare come here and — demand such a thing? ”

“ You’re not good enough for me, face it. ”

“ I’m not good enough for you, I get that. ”

“ Am I good enough for you? ”

“ What is it about me that makes you hate me so much? ”

“ Why can’t you look at me? ”

“ It’s not that easy, ( name ). ”

“ Well, if you could just be HONEST with me then we wouldn’t be there. ”

“ Honesty? Really? Is that what you want? ”

“ You won’t even look at me. ”

“ I am trying my best here, (name)! ”

[ergxdrconxs]

i’m baaaack.

i changed one muse faceclaim and narrowed it down to ten! i can add more later on but i doubt i’ll do it. its been more than a year but i never stopped roleplaying and i’m ready for my tumblr return. thank you for having me.

[ergxdrconxs]

𝔰𝔬𝔣𝔱 𝔰𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫 𝔞 𝔪𝔲𝔩𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔤 𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔭𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔬𝔯 𝔯𝔢𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔞 𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔫 𝔟𝔶 𝔯𝔢𝔦𝔨𝔬

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🕊soft and ethereal asks🕊

1.secret garden or forest?

2.the stars or the moon?

3.neck kisses or french kisses?

4.1700’s/1800’s or 1900’s/2000’s?

5.poetry books or illustrations?

6.itunes or vinyl?

7.fairies or pixies?

8.water nymph or forest nymph?

9.kittens or baby lambs?

10.rainbow or sunrise?

11.new moon or full moon?

12.fiction or short stories?

13.green tea or jasmine tea?

14.lavender or roses?

15.sunshine or rain?

16.misty forest or sunny meadow?

17.cake or pie?

18.happiness or luck?

19.silk or cotton?

20.love story or fairytale?

21.dreams or reality?

22.diamonds or gold?

24.chocolate or vanilla?

25.series or books?

26.romance novels or mystery novels?

27.smooth jazz or classical music?

28.dancing or cooking classes?

29.cocktail night or cinema?

30.concert or play?

31.cherries or cream?

32.candles or pillows?

33.ocean or lake/river?

34.time turner or flying?

35.mermaids or angels?

36.coffee or tea?

37.makeup or natural?

38.black or white?

39.drawings or paintings?

40.early bird or night owl?

41.introvert or extrovert?

42.winter or summer?

42.spring or fall?

43.classic or modern?

[ergxdrconxs]

wow. its been a year or two. come back? without extra editing?

[ergxdrconxs]

hello… 

Keep reading

[ergxdrconxs]

hello... 

it’s been awhile hasn’t it? mmph. let me explain. 

first of all, i've been going through some things. new puppies, a breakup, a deep depression, and just not having the energy to do anything. i became more caught up on twitter and tumblr didn't seem at all appealing to my. considering i've done all of these muses, considering i've disappeared for MONTHS, i would like to return. but the thing is.. i made an individual muse instead. i love all of my muses here, but i'm pretty sure i couldn't keep up. and if i did bring myself back here, i would definitely delete a majority of them and stick to the few that are interacted with and change a couple of faceclaims. is anyone even reading this? i would like to know if some faceclaims would be accepted rather than shunned. i want to know if returning would even be good seeing as most of the people i interacted with aren't around. please, do reply or at least shoot me a message.

[ergxdrconxs]

( Coming back in 2018. )

[ergxdrconxs]

HIATUS.

replies and so forth are now on hold. for some reason i cannot think or even focus on tumblr without feeling drained of life. i currently made a twitter so i'll be more on there now and on peach. sadly, i do not know when i'll return to tumblr so i cannot complain if someone unfollows me or drops my thread. I WILL NOT BLAME YOU. however, if i return sooner than expected, I promise to be better than i have been.

[noireses-blog]

LOADING THE DATA OF ▇▇▇▇, OPERATION NONDESCRIPT.

Imagine this: loaded guns, smoking muzzles, shrapnel bites. Another mission accomplished, your hands bathed in invisible blood. Somewhere along the way, an anonymous god is watching. Somewhere along the way, a syllabus of void is unfurling. You’re a result of the faults in fabrics of reality; and immortality is a one way ticket to insanity. Restart your life?