· nixus nitor ·

And I thank you, for saving me. And I will stay with you, until fate does us part again. [[ indefinite hiatus ]]

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indefinite hiatus

Hi everyone,

The title already kind of says everything doesn’t it? It kind of makes me sad to announce this but I will be putting this blog on an indefinite hiatus.  Why? I moved to another country to try to live the life I want. Sadly, I think rp doesn’t fit my life anymore. It’s a hobby that I started in a very low time and has always been a great escape for me, but in that way lately it has lost its purpose to me because now that I feel more secure in my goals it distracts me from them. I love this hobby and I always will, especially writing with the great friends that I made while rp’ing but it is time for me to take up the challenges in my life to be who I want to be.  Will I never be on this blog again? I’m terrible at cutting things off so... I might be around from time to time. I think it highly unlikely that I will post any threads or will interact with new people though. If I will be on here it will be in DMs/chat.  But our muses relationship! I know and i’m so sorry, this has been the main reason that made it difficult for me to make this decision. I hate dropping these lovely relationships that also personally give me strength! That said, as above mentioned I am likely to be available in DM from time to time if you want to keep a relationship canon. If not (which totally makes sense to me) I just want to give you a big thank you for writing our muses together! <3  THANK YOU! This is the final part. Just a big fat thank you to all the great people i met on here, everyone who gave my muses and me as a mun a chance, all the great plots, relationships, your great muses and respect. I love you and I wish you all the best so. THANK YOU AGAIN! <3 PS. I will keep this blog up because i’m sentimental and i do sometimes like to reread stuff. If I ever do plan on deleting it altogether I will give a notice <3

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If you ever come back, just know that you are missed but more importantly it's hoped that you're having a good life.

[[ I happened to check in on tumblr randomly today and this is so sweet ;;;; You're such a lovely person, please don't forget that and to take care of yourself next to being so nice and sweet to others!! I hope the same for you and although I made the decision to leave, I also miss many people from my wonderful time here <3

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justal1ttlestarl1ght

Aris had been watching a group of sirens and what looked to be a merman heading away from him. But that couldn’t be right. No merman in his right mind would associate with sirens. Sirens would sooner rip a merman’s heart out and eat it then be caught casually fraternizing with them. Or so he’d been told. This was after all the first time he’d ever seen them this close. No sign of the Nix though. It only then occurred to him that he didn’t actually know what a Nix looked like let alone how to find one. He glanced behind him just in case and felt his heart drop to the tip of his tail when he noticed the sirens moving away minus the merman. Oh god did they eat him? Carefully he peaked a little further over the rock he hid behind hoping to spot him when he felt something against the back of his neck and a low voice spoke. He gulped and slowly turned to see what exactly he was facing now when to his surprise he saw the merman that had been with the sirens. He’d have been relieved if that same person wasn’t currently holding a scary looking blade towards him. A little nervous smile tugged at his lips as he tried to stay as calm as he could. “Lost? N-not exactly. I’m looking for someone. Well, two someone’s actually. I need the first someone to help me find the second someone…” He trailed off unsure of what his next moves would or could be in this situation. “Uh, do you think you could maybe put that thing away? I promise I don’t mean any harm.” Aris was not a fighter by any means and he really hopes the other would listen and put away that weapon but if it came down to it he had exactly one trump card up his sleeve. Provided he got the chance to use it.

When the pretty thing begins to turn around, Jaejoon lets him go ahead. Besides, such a pretty face it would be a waste not to enjoy it at least for a little while! The blade slightly tips to the right in a diagonal, till the bright-haired merman faces him and it goes back now no more than a centimeter away from his throat. Jaejoons dark brown eyes, deeper than chocolate, were set on his face with a hint of interest but he left little to read off of his features. Oh, he stutters in the face of danger. How like merpeople. Never facing actual threat, steering clear of trouble under the guise of keeping peace. He’s not exactly interested in the story, especially as it rambles on. Instead he is just looking at that face. He wonders how long it would take to corrupt a merman. 

His thoughts are interrupted though, and a chilling grin pulls on Jaejoons face which is followed by a chuckle and a shake of his head. “It’s possible, but I won’t. You look cute the way your eyes turn big in front of danger. I bet you never tasted blood... Human blood? The humans have a saying about deer, and you look exactly like one now.” Now he is spinning his own tales, curious to hear how he would reply, how a merman would reply. Would they have ever seen human blood? God, he bets he has never seen a deer in his life. They never come out of the water, the idiots. No shit he can’t find whatever the hell he is looking for or whatever. 

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atinystar

“Well at least we don’t have to hide anymore, but you know, if feeling more safe with me other than the new musty place they offered – “ After Sung-Ho was fully recovered after a few weeks of going back and forward with milder effects from the flu he had caught and the rest of the crew was able to discuss properly what they would do, it was decided that the girl onboard would have the right to settle on a room of her own, she would have her fair share of food as well and time apart from the boys to clean herself do whatever girls did, but this also meant that they also wanted to take advantage and requested her to work.

“Also – If you want me to take your share of work, I can do it. It doesn’t feel right to have a lady do heavy work.” He coughs softly and looks away, focusing on his own handy work with the ship’s ropes, so he didn’t glance at her while he blushed and neither did he gave her that easy sight of him all red. It was embarrassing.

Shuhua knew there was still a while before they’d reach land, and the crew was being accomodating of her... Everything considered. She had never meant to impose on them, but she also had very little to offer to them so... She put her best in the work given to her. Turns out she was decently helpful when it came to cooking. Not much for flavoring but simple things like cutting and fetching ingredients. She also helped whenever anything had to be moved, whatever they asked her to do she didn’t (nor could verbally) complain. 

When Sung-ho had recovered she was very glad. He seemed to be fully back up to health again and she felt so relieved. It’s likely she had brought in whatever had gotten to him. When they worked together a little that afternoon she listened to him but... Didn’t give any sense of that she wanted him to take over her share of work. If anything she think she’d feel a little upset and like she was trying to get out repaying them. Watching him tie knots though... She thinks that’s maybe something she can learn. And so she reaches forward to tap on his shoulder. Once he gives her his palm he writes the simple words. “Teach me knots”. And then her big eyes set on his, hoping he’d say yes.

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justal1ttlestarl1ght

Jianjie was too smart. In any normal situation he would be completely correct to seek out his sect first but He Lian couldn’t tell him the reason why that wouldn’t work this time. Neither of their sects would be of much help now and it broke his heart to keep that from his friend but there was no other choice. Not until they knew more about who had brought him back and why. There was another thing Jianjie was right about though. “I don’t know how or why you’re here, but I have no doubt that we’ll figure it out.” He took the cup that was offered to him and laughed a bit as he raised it to his friend. Unlike Jianjie he didn’t down his wine but sipped at it carefully. He was never as good at drinking as the other and even more so now as a god. “I really missed you Jianjie. I thought I would never see you again.” It was a little scary how easily he was able to accept this resurrection. Part of him didn’t really want to know why because what if someone was just trying to hurt them again? He just wanted to enjoy having his friend back but it was very hard to do that with all the other things hanging over them. There was a lot of work to do. “But before we get too excited, there’s something you know first. I can’t stay in one place for very long. When you…when I was alone…the other gods turned on me. I’m being hunted Jianjie. Ever since that day they’ve never stopped. You should know that if you stay with me you will be as well. So of course I’ll do whatever I can to help you but if you want to go, I’ll understand.”

One of Jianjie’s brows raises and next up they furrow, listening to the confession made by his dearest friend. Even if death had parted them for a long time, him being the lucky one in a sense for having not been on this earth to miss He Lian like he must’ve had to miss him, he still feels extremely close to him. Like nothing had happened, like... He hadn’t died. What furrowed his brows wasn’t this thought though, but the story he was told. Although short it’s all he needs to hear to be upset with those gods. That’s it then, he’d forgo the existing gods and only accept He Lian as one. And his face cleared again. 

Jianjie reached forward and grabbed the bottle of wine, pouring himself another glass. But instead of picking that up, he then thrusted the bottle forward. His eyes at once set on his friend with that easy smile he had always wore. Well, before his brother had passed but anytime he had been with He Lian. “They should know that we will never betray each other. Together! Cheers!” He heaved up the bottle in a gesture before he happily took a big sip from it. “Aaah. Delicious.” He didn’t linger on the emotional side of things, but there had not been a single moment of doubt for Jianjie. He was going to go through this life with He Lian again as much as possible. His brother wasn’t here anymore, and many years had passed... But he still wished to make up for his mistakes and regrets. He doesn’t remember it all, but knowing he died before their goals were met was all he needed to know. He looks at the bottle in his hand for a second as he thinks about his borther, but then puts it down. “You’ll have to stick it out with me again, He Lian. I won’t let you go so easily this time around.” And just like that, his grin is back.

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atinystar

“Not for life, huh?” The male repeated his words with obvious interest and chuckled, imagining what the favor could be. “Rest assure, if I’d want you on your knees and ass up, I’d flirt with you. I don’t take advantage of people when they own it to me. I am meaning more of a saving my ass if I need it in a complicated situation.” He grins and hums in a purr when noticing the silky tone the other had, which did lead his head right into the gutter.

"I guess you will see once you talk to them there.“ The male chuckles as he returns to walk and shrugs to the question, not really wanting to give to much information and on top of that also not knowing much himself as his boss was the one that called the shots. "Want me to enter with you and tell him that you’re here to see him or you have your big boy pants on and feel ready to face the dragon, bunny?” The raven haired smirked upon their arrival by the club again and lead up the stairs, by the VIP area and then finally the long corridor that lead to the few offices they had by the club, one of those, of course, being his bosses. Woojin leaned by the wall near the door’s frame, with his ankles crossed and his arms as well.

Subin shoots a light glare towards Woojin at the mention of him being ‘ass up’. Not something he was totally unfamilliar with but he should act the part that he is, after all that is the Subin Woojin knows and should continue to know. He sighs and shakes his head. “Why does that almost sound worse... Fine, but I don’t know what you want me to do. I’m barely able to save myself.” He says matter of factly, and now brushes past the other male to head outside and the direction they had come from before. 

Woojin is quick to catch up but gives few answers, as he expected. Woojin also played his cards close to his chest, he knew this world and how it worked. And he wasn’t that easy to fool. He shakes his head at the question that was returned, and in the same way decided not to answer it much like Woojin had with his question. When they come back to the club he follows up the stairs, but when Woojin stops he loosk around and instead goes into the toilets. The whole point of the shopping trip was to sprouse Subin up a little for this, so he changes into the new set of clothes, tags ripped off by hand. When he comes back out he acts the part of looking equally ready to bite the bullet and face it as well as nervous. He gives Woojin a look, his glases still on his nose for the fact he’d probably would do good being able to see (per the act), and then gulps as he faces what he thinks must be the office he is supposed to go in. “Uhm... Is it weird if i just show up and walk into his office?” He asks, as if he is stalling.

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mysterox

Who needed personal space anyway- Youngsoo didn’t. Not when it was being invaded by someone as attractive as Jongsuk- indeed what a fine specimen of a man. The kiss was needy, at least from Youngsoo’s side as he parts his lips for the man- though the other pulls back much to his dismay and a slight pout appears on his lips. He frowns and huffs for a moment.

His hand is grabbed, he links his fingers automatically as if by instinct. Taking large steps as the other takes him along and there is no need for words- Youngso, or rather Hyperion as he is really named, is a little nervous about the spots where they aren’t in the light. His skin glowing ever so slightly but there are enough streetlights to hide the feature. They come to a halt- it felt the shortest moment and qat the same time the longest time. The beeping of the lock is like music to his ears- he hears the technology talk.

Not right now, he had to focus on something else. Rather someone.  The room does not bother Hyperion for he has seen far worse and far better in his lifetime. He does not care as he slips out of his shoes as well and steps into the room, looking around curious to what the room says. He wonders about the few books and his eyes are on the titles before he is distracted by Jongsuk and smiles at him. “You weren’t lying when you said it was closeby.” he comments and takes the man’s hand and slowly brings it to his lips, kissing the fingers. Every fingertip separately as he looks up at the man.

Jongsuks gaze is on his feet as he slips out of his shoes, the whole of his demeanor still as casual as ever. Like it had been the whole time even sicne that moment they kissed inside the club. His eyes do come up though, lopsided hint of a smile on his lips, at that little comment. “Why would I lie?” He simply answered. Though, there were plenty things he did lie about. He steps forward towards Youngsoo, past the shelf of semi-organised books varying from some literature to art to acting related books. From his time in university. He is definitely not paying any of it any mind, because Jongsuk is clearly only focused on the other man in his studio.

Briefly, the tall man is halted. When his hand is taken and to his genuine surprise his fingers are kissed. One by one, each of them. Not something he can say he has actually experienced as such before, definitely not before much of anything else happened. He watched it for a second but it isn’t long before his head tilts a little and his gaze sets back on Youngsoo instead. “If this is you warming up my hands, I’ll be sure to show you I’m thankful for it.” Jongsuk says. His fingers then shift and interlock with the Youngsoo’s, getting a hold on his hand while he steps in towards him. “Where were we...? Right.” He grins and leans forward, down to dip towards those lips again. But he teases... Kisses to the corners and bottome and upper tier of his lips, soft little sucks, till his grin is obvious in them. He did like to play around after all. “I don’t think you’ll need this...” His tone sounds out, lower than before, as his free hand is pushing off the male his jacket. Letting it drop before he is walking him backwards towards his bed. 

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Secrets Unveiled

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garnishedarrogance

Dave smiled yet his chest heaved slightly. His dear sister… Sure, she said no one could replace him and he believed so. Yet, guilt was consuming him inside. The stigma of leaving the house without a second thought and years without getting in touch with Yeri certainly opened a divide between them. He shook away the bitter thoughts as he shook his head, a soft chuckle passing his lips. How to keep up when she was looking that adorable. “Oh, alright! I’ll meet your precious boyfriend. After all, how else would I be able to play the big bad brother and scare him away?” He cupped her cheeks in his palms and squished them slightly, talking in a baby voice.

“Ah! About the cakes, I’ll be the one making cakes for you instead of buying them. I bet mine tastes better than the ones we buy.” He scrunched his nose slightly but he was sure his recipes were way better.

Yeri knows they’re both persevering, despite the rift that had been left between them. But... She hoped that if they both kept persevering like this, little for little, eventually, they’d have made a bridge... She still wants him in her life and she can only believe that he wanted to same for her. She forgets about this for the moment when finally she gets her brother to agree with her! Even though it is at the cost of her cheeks being squished. Though she didn’t mind so much, only because it was Dave. She whines cutely but then bursts into a soft laugh. “Don’t scare him too much! Well, maybe he’ll scare you first-... Oh I should tell him not to scare you too much, probably!” She teases him once more, for good effort. At once her eyes widen at the idea of having Dave make the cakes instead of buying them for her. “Oppa! You’re making them, you said it now! You have to let me taste all of them! Got it? I’m a real conoisseur i know exactly what is trendy in cakes too.” 

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We Will Say "Hello" Again

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garnishedarrogance

“I truly am, no sarcasm there.” Ed was serious, it was never dull thanks to Yeri’s bubbly personality. She could get moody at times her big smile and snarky sense of humor were what mattered to him. What drew him to her.

Knowing that bit of information made her so happy, he could not hide his smile himself. “Cute? I was expecting strong or something like that— Wait, where are you going?” His eyes follow her steps, head tilting slightly in curiosity. What was she doing? He thought to himself until she called his name out loud like that. The whole scene made him flush in the cheeks, hand covering his face as he laughed the embarrassment off. “You are unbelievable… Now everyone is looking at us, probably thinking we’re mad.”

Yeri wasted no time when she had gotten up to test his name out, and so she had left him in the dark for a moment of what she was doing. His eyes that were bigger compared to normal and curious were everything as she did her little experiment. But what was even cute was how he instantly seemed to get shy at the way she called out to him through the cafe. Admittedly, one or two people turned around but she thought that was fine. They should all know Ed was hers anyways! Do Seongho was hers! With that huge grin on her face she sits back down and takes his hands in hers, placing them down on the table as she holds them. “We’re a little mad though aren’t we?” 

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"Ah, of course, why didn't I think of getting us matching gifts?" Ed picked the red one, the color immediately calling his attention. "Oh my— can you say that again, the part where you call me your prince?" He purses his lips at her.

With Ed picking the red one, Yeri immediately reaches for the white and plops it onto her head with a grin. She had expected him to pick the red and was perfectly happy with white. “That makes me the soul and you the mate-” She says before bursting in to a giggle, after she very much slurred the mate in some kind of Australian or British accent? Something like it. “No, but you’re the mate-” She jokes once more before hugging onto his arm. She leaned up to peck those pursed lips. “And my prince~ Happy, honey?”

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{Wooseok & Luhan}

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graphitecrystals

“A void” Juhani explained. He sounded a little sad himself saying it. He didn’t exactly know what he was but the others called him void. “I’m an element of sorts” He continued and looked at the other. He realized he must feel very comfused in how everything was unfolding for the two males. “It’s hard to explain, but you’re safe” He smiled small.

Lu Hans eyes are very much set on Juhani. Despite the almost disinterested disposition he often carries, there is that glint in them. Especially now as both his curiosity and instinct to protect himself are piqued. A void. Frankly... Lu Han has no idea what that means. He likes to think he is well-educated to a certain degree, especially versed in this category... But this he has not hear off. Explains why he can’t place the... Well the lack of scent on him. He notes the tone to his voice though and decides that... It was unlikely he was lying. His eyes remains set on him for a moment more till, they finally wonder down and he relaxes that tiny bit again. “An element...” He repeats to himself as clearly he is thinking over what it meant. Void... There is one simple conclusion though. “Sounds difficult to explain indeed.”

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🤍 Love train! Send this to all the people who deserve love! Don't forget to spread the love! 🤍

[[ You're literally the cutest <3 @gcntlebreezc

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👫 - holds my muse’s hand (Moon to Dan)

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Daniel was just sitting at the dinner table, reading over some documents he had gotten at his internship with his boyfriend next to him... When suddenly he feels a hand over his own, taking his and interlacing their fingers. Eyes widen and Daniel looks over, questioning before his features spread into a happy grin. Had he been too engrossed for a second there that his boyfriend wanted some attention? "Did I tell you yet today how cute you are?" He asked, purposefully letting his accent slip out on that one. His charming smile is full out as his attention is now instead fully on Moonbin and he squeezed his soft hand.

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Okay so i’m slowly settling in my new place but as i said, I will definitely remain a slow blog. My focus is simply elsewhere. If any of my partners don’t feel happy with that, that’s okay! Just let me know and we’ll talk ^^ <3 

Lastly, I have also decided to delete some old ask memes. I’m sorry! It concerned the asks from the last meme I had reblogged.

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me too… please?

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[thcrin]

#siblings

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I... I don't know what to say, again. For someone who always has something witty to say it seems I run out of words whenever it's about you. Anyhow, Happy Valentine's Day, princess.

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"Oh my god babyyyy~" Yeri cooes when she sees the flowers and of course the chocolates!! Which might very much be her favorite on valentines... Well, apart from one things of course. That being her boyfriend, Ed. She smiles wide as she takes them happily and cutely stomps in place a few times because she was so happy with the gifts. "You didn't have to!" She says, but to be honest she doesn't really mean it because this overjoyed her so much and she had very much hoped for something like this. "Thank you my prince, and don't worry... You're cute when you don't know what to say!" She teases, but leans in to press a big smooch to his cheek. And then a peck to his lips. "My prince."