A Young Man's Thought

You know what makes life confusing? It’s when you can’t determine if things are signs for you to give up or just a test to see if you can hold on much longer. And this blog tells how A YOUNG MAN adjusts in every situation that comes.

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Entry # 1

Masakit.

Oo, masakit.

Sobrang sakit.

Hindi ko alam kung paano magsisimula.

Tulala.

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Walang mali sa paglaban, may mali kaya lumalaban.

[jcamillecruz-blog]

I have a huge crush on this man for the past seven years and now, everything felt surreal having you by myside and helping me fight battles and demons in my head. You don’t know how thankful I am to be by your side. You always say that I’m your lucky charm and that is the opposite of you to me. That is not true! I learned new things that I thought I would grow up without knowing. I was able to greet each day with a smile knowing that I have a pillar that will help me get through the day when I even don’t know what to do. I have an extended family now knowing your whole family. You keep on making me go with you on trips with you and your friends just to make them know me. I know I’m hard to handle but still you stayed and assured you won’t leave me. I know that we had rough times where we let our thoughts get ahead of us and decide things that we will regret but we always find the light in those dark times. You were the first one to know my family, the first one I got comfortable with. The kind of comfortable that I consider you as an extension of me like we are one or like you’re the male version of me (except the height ofcourse). At first I warned you about my bipolar nature and that I told you that sometimes I require high maintenance but as I know you, it is funny that you are the same too. An emotional guy is what I wanted. I want someone fragile to see how they feel easily. It is not easy calming you down but knowing the totally of you makes me want you more. No perfect human beings exists and I think that our imperfections compliments our differences quite perfectly. Maybe there are times that we are both “pabebe” but that what makes us look cute together. I can’t help but smile at our moments together and I can’t wait to spend more days with you. I’m a bit unstable at times but that is because I need constant assurance that you are always there. You are the sweetest and clingiest guy I know. I find it sweet when you think about me in making your decisions. It feels like I’m part of something big or something important. The truth is I miss you so much eventhough we are just ours apart. Last night when you held my hand everything just hit me that I never thought that a day will come to this where we end up being together. And to think that we both feel the same way after all those years eventhough we met a lot of people in our life. Because of you I started to believe in destiny. I realized the concept of it when I was going to your house and your sister messaged me that you will head to Puregold and that same time the tricycle I was in had a flat tire and asked us, the passengers to look for another tricycle. When I was waiting for another ride, the tricycle you were in stopped in front of me. And another instance was when we see each in Megamall and you flashed your hamburger smile at me. Also, you always greet me in different occasions eventhough we are not that close. That hobby we are doing is not the reason I’m staying. I’m staying because I want to and what we had is what I had wished for long ago. Everything I feel for you is real and I think it will never go away. You are the guy I will never lose feelings for. So, cheers for more years together! ❤

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By Camille Cruz

[astoldbyblair]

Gossip Girl (2007-2012)

Season 2 Episode 25 - The Goodbye Gossip Girl (2009)

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Rain in June

I told myself I would not cry.. Cause it's my birthday.. My special day, supposedly.. Till it became the day he left me alone.. I promised myself I would not cry.. Despite the loneliness.. Despite the hurt that stung.. Despite the end of my smiles.. I convinced myself that I would not cry.. In this solemn day of June.. Though I hope that every day would end fast.. As fast as, in my heart, the death of you.. It was a sad love.. But only for me.. Which is why no matter how I force myself to not cry.. The sky did it for me..

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I miss this guy so much.

I miss how he used to be.

How he chased everything.

How he used to be a man than to be a guy.

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The unfinished task from the past can hurt the present. Yeah, it can hurt. It will matter. F*ck!!!

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Can you still remember?

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Someday I will be able to say, Kids, I’m going to tell you an incredible story. The story of How I met your mother.

I met her at....

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I’m different. Sooner or later, different scares people.

[jcamillecruz-blog]

I have a huge crush on this man for the past seven years and now, everything felt surreal having you by myside and helping me fight battles and demons in my head. You don’t know how thankful I am to be by your side. You always say that I’m your lucky charm and that is the opposite of you to me. That is not true! I learned new things that I thought I would grow up without knowing. I was able to greet each day with a smile knowing that I have a pillar that will help me get through the day when I even don’t know what to do. I have an extended family now knowing your whole family. You keep on making me go with you on trips with you and your friends just to make them know me. I know I’m hard to handle but still you stayed and assured you won’t leave me. I know that we had rough times where we let our thoughts get ahead of us and decide things that we will regret but we always find the light in those dark times. You were the first one to know my family, the first one I got comfortable with. The kind of comfortable that I consider you as an extension of me like we are one or like you’re the male version of me (except the height ofcourse). At first I warned you about my bipolar nature and that I told you that sometimes I require high maintenance but as I know you, it is funny that you are the same too. An emotional guy is what I wanted. I want someone fragile to see how they feel easily. It is not easy calming you down but knowing the totally of you makes me want you more. No perfect human beings exists and I think that our imperfections compliments our differences quite perfectly. Maybe there are times that we are both “pabebe” but that what makes us look cute together. I can’t help but smile at our moments together and I can’t wait to spend more days with you. I’m a bit unstable at times but that is because I need constant assurance that you are always there. You are the sweetest and clingiest guy I know. I find it sweet when you think about me in making your decisions. It feels like I’m part of something big or something important. The truth is I miss you so much eventhough we are just ours apart. Last night when you held my hand everything just hit me that I never thought that a day will come to this where we end up being together. And to think that we both feel the same way after all those years eventhough we met a lot of people in our life. Because of you I started to believe in destiny. I realized the concept of it when I was going to your house and your sister messaged me that you will head to Puregold and that same time the tricycle I was in had a flat tire and asked us, the passengers to look for another tricycle. When I was waiting for another ride, the tricycle you were in stopped in front of me. And another instance was when we see each in Megamall and you flashed your hamburger smile at me. Also, you always greet me in different occasions eventhough we are not that close. That hobby we are doing is not the reason I’m staying. I’m staying because I want to and what we had is what I had wished for long ago. Everything I feel for you is real and I think it will never go away. You are the guy I will never lose feelings for. So, cheers for more years together! ❤

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By Camille Cruz

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Im so happy seeing her and sad at the same time.

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Act like you’re broke then one day you will realize it’s all worth sacrificing for...

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All good things must come to an end.

[especiallypeaches]

I just figured that, If I could give you enough reason to blame me, maybe you wouldn’t blame yourself.

is it working? (via especiallypeaches)

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Philippines, a country where policemen are being investigated and criminal are being defended. #Philippines #WarOnDrugs

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