Erik

INTP 5w6 so/sp 513 LVFE Melancholic-Choleric RLOEI 17yo

[erikwantstobefree]

I won't stop starving myself until my legs are bones

[erikwantstobefree]

Hi

[erikwantstobefree]

I'm so afraid of losing my sanity again.

[erikwantstobefree]

I hate crying.

[erikwantstobefree]

After my parents get angry with their own problems, they take their anger out on me to relax. They talked about my weight as usual. Starting tomorrow, I have to do heavy sports and study because my cram school will start soon and I have exams.

When I'm in recovery from depression why did they have to do this to me!?

Why can't they just leave me alone.

[erikwantstobefree]

It bothers me so much that some girls can eat whatever they want and not gain weight and I have to starve myself for days

[erikwantstobefree]

[erikwantstobefree]

I lost 4kg in 4 days!?

[a3n0xdm]

I fcking hate myself. How I act, how I look, EVERYTHING

Why can’t I just be skinny enough

[surqrised]

“Why should I be sad? I have lost someone who didn’t love me. But they lost someone who loved them.”

— Unknown

[erikwantstobefree]

It's 2am and I can't sleep.

[erikwantstobefree]

I can't sleep from hunger again

[michinistarved-deactivated20230]

Having a breakdown in the middle of the night Bcuz ik I shouldn’t have eaten that

[theketorexic]

I WON'T STOP...

Until I can see my ribs

Until my stomach is flat, my legs are slender and my waist is tiny

Until they say "You're skinny!" instead of "You're fat"

Until they notice how much weight I've lost

Until the number on the scale is my gw

Until I have reached perfection

[erikwantstobefree]

July 20 is my birthday. I'm going to be 16 years old and I don't want to look like a big fat pig on my birthday.

[erikwantstobefree]

I'm starving but I don't want to eat

[toothistired-deactivated2024092]