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killin it 4 the thrill of it

[hatin]

“You don’t know what true love feels like until someone rips your heart out and is left to die”

— I miss you so much - (hatin)

[fxck-every-1]

Maybe its just right person wrong timing, or maybe im just too fucked up to be loved by anyone

[the-black-hierophant]

Because of them.

Because of them, I can’t go one day without thinking “do they regret it?” Because of them, I can’t even imagine kissing another guy. Because of them, I am scared of another guy touching me. Because of them, I don’t even want to have kids. Because of them, I’m scared that no one will ever love me. Because of them, I feel disgusted every time I look into a god damn mirror. Because of them… I contemplate dying everyday.

- (strangexdispute)

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[xxxblackreaperxxx]

[silently-screaming-insidee]

I wish I wasnt such a terrible person, I dont know how to stop being terrible

[silently-screaming-insidee]

I wish I could talk to someone without feeling like a burden

[unspokengrief]

God, were you watching? Watching him put his evil inside of me? Fingers of death ran up my thigh, I closed my eyes and prayed for my life. Now when I close my eyes, all I see is his dirty face. Do you know what he did? Do you know how I ache? The space between my thighs no longer feels safe. I close my eyes and I see his face, the face of a man who made sure I knew the feeling of rape. God, am I grieving too loud? Did your hear me scream? Did you hear me shout? I was crying for help, moments before he covered my mouth. God, will you forgive me for taking my life? Cause I don’t forgive you for standing by, watching him force this evil inside. God, are you listening now? The nurses that night, held me in their arms while I cried. They were the real heros that night. My parents sat in the waiting room for hours, while I cried, trying to get the confidence to wash the dirtiness between my thighs. God, do you even care? I’m removing dirt and branches from my hair, my mothers trying to be strong so I wipe her tears. This pain, it isn’t right, every girl I know has a story like mine, most of them now, carry a knife. God, do you know what it’s like? For a man to force his way between your thighs? For a man to hold you down, to pray for death instead of carrying on your life? God, do you understand the words I am saying now? I’ve been to hell and I’m calling you out, you won’t save the woman who cried out loud or even the woman who made no sound.

— Hannah Green, from “Questions god won’t answer pt.1” ©

[suicide-hesitation]

[sa-dnesss]

[suicide-hesitation]

[duhtrinity]

"i think it's going to be over really soon"

(these are my poems, my dms and ask is always open for anyone)

[stay-close]

You only loved me because you were lonely.

[brokenflicker]

I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.

— my mind won't shut up

[faded-flare]

And I will teach my daughter to plung her claws into any man who tries to touch her, without her letting him. Because it’s high time for men to realize that women are not objects, but beasts, who are strong enough to tear apart the soul of any man who tries to violate them.

— Slaying demons, Mahin Ismail.

[neckkiss]

Breaking Bad (XXXX)

[sa-dnesss]