Erised Ghost

I'm Krystal, 30. New York. Lets party.

[erisedghost]

Itsa me

[erisedghost]

Logan is gone. He had a tumor on his side and he just wouldn’t eat more than a few bites. I didn’t want him to suffer and I made the right choice but even after they administered the medication he held on, one of my friends told him that they’ll take care of me and that he can let go he did his job and then he finally did let go.

I feel like part of my soul was taken from me, I genuinely can’t wrap my mind around the fact I’ll never see him again. I can still feel him in my arms.

I know it’s fresh but it’s so hard to imagine getting through this, for so long I only stayed alive for him and Victor because my parents sure as hell weren’t going to take proper care of them and now I’m 30 and I am glad I stayed around and I owe so much of that to him. I’ve never pictured a life where there’s me and no him. I want him back, I’d do anything to get him back.

I know I never use this account anymore, I’m kinda yelling into a void but if nothing else let it be known that Logan was the softest cat, we’d call him silk man. He loved being on the window sill and loved his fishing rod toy most. He’d stand on me whenever I got home and also whenever I was getting ready to leave, he’d follow me to the bathroom every morning and bite my feet if I didn’t pet him enough. He was my very best friend and I am lucky I got to be the one to love him for 10 years, and while I don’t believe in an afterlife I think he will always be with me and if I’m wrong I can’t wait to see him again one day. I’d find him in every life time.

[erisedghost]

It's been forever since we last talked prob dont remember me lol but I hope youre doing well

I do remember!! I hope you’re doing well as welllllllll

[erisedghost]

I’m gonna be 30 in 5 months!!! What the heck lmfao

I love that I just use this as a dumping ground for selfies now

[beetleandfox]

I could literally talk for hours about how Piranesi’s internal voice changes— so subtly!!— over the course of the novel. at the beginning, we are reading what we come to know as classic Piranesi voice: lots of capitalization, very few contractions, many exclamation marks, virtually no slang or colloquialisms. This is juxtaposed starkly against the Other’s more casual, modern way of talking. So Piranesi would say something like: “It is a beautiful Day!” whereas the Other would say something like: “It’s pretty nice out.” But!! As the story progresses, Piranesi’s voice changes too. He doesn’t lose the capitals until he’s left the House entirely, but after he meets 16 and starts reading Matthew Rose Sorensen’s old journal entries, he starts using contractions. Now he might say something like: “It’s a beautiful Day!” instead of “It is a beautiful Day!” This change is so subtle barely anyone picks up on it, but it is a HUGE insight into Piranesi’s psychology. Even if he doesn’t remember being Matthew, his exposure to 16 and his past self are transforming him on a subconscious level. I’m going crazy I’m chewing the plaster Susanna Clarke you’ve done it again

[kaijuno]

I found god in a hopeless place

[lakevida]

going thru mood swings makes me feel like a sim its so embarrassing

[lakevida]

(weeping on the floor for ten minutes immediately followed by cleaning the kitchen with a placid smile) sul sul

[bombing]

no your honor I absolutely can make my case like an adult. first things first, fuck the defendant and fuck his family too. secondly,

[bythestardoggedmoon]

[romcommunist]

shes only your girl because she hasnt heard my kermit thee frog impression yet

[bob-belcher]

[mariabeatrizmalta]

Noite de luar..

[thehobbutts]

if you need me i'll be summering at the ocean to cure my hysteria

[erisedghost]

Time for my little update! I have a fancy big girl salary job now, I’m getting a chest tattoo at the end of the month and life isn’t half bad. Kinda crazy how that works.

[animentality]

[melonisopod]

[bigclamtheory-deactivated202411]

all the people in the drake/kendrick tags giving their mutuals hiphop 101 recommendations i love you so much but that is a terrible idea. you can't just go introducing hazbin hotel fanartists to denzel curry. think of the consequences

[headspace-hotel]

Mom sent me a facebook link to a PBS news hour post about how the anti-lawn movement is growing. The vast majority of the comments on it were stuff like this:

Most people are on our side here, even the so-called "boomers." We just have to be spreading ecological knowledge and practical means of creating useful habitat in back yards! Educate! Protect! Resist!

[depsidase]