nvm

Wants to disappear but also wants to live life•Inlove with beautiful things•Paradox

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[errantryyyy]

Please universe

[thepersonalquotes]

[my-vanishing-hope]

Do you ever just want to meet a person on tumblr and talk to them about your life story while they do the same? Like I wanna meet someone on here who isn’t afriad to tell me about the shit they’ve been through growing up or what their goin through right now. I wanna meet someone on here who isn’t afraid to tell me their deepest thoughts…..or even about how their day was…..someone who will listen to my stories, and what I gotta say about my own life too. I don’t know lol I probably sound so crazy and stupid…maybe I’m just lonley.

[httpswxspy]

02/11/2018

I’m sorry. For being a toxic person. I’m the worst daughter, grand daughter, friend, person. I don’t mean to be, but I am. maybe it’s just built into my genetics; ‘you will be the cause of destruction’. I’m such a failure and I’m never going to amount to anything in life. I’m such a worthless piece of shit who is the biggest waste of space. why am I like this. why do I keep emotionally bingeing on food. why. If only I was prettier, skinnier, smarter. maybe then people would like me more, and I wouldn’t be so worthless.

I’m so unworthy of anything. why am I even getting help. sometimes I feel like I don’t have a mental problem, that the only problem is me.

to the angels; help me. take me back home. I want to go back home to the stars.

[staywide--awake]

I feel so fuckin shit lately and I have no idea why or what’s causing it it’s fuckin draining

[secret-mind]

When do I stop feeling like I’m nothing? When will the feeling of emptiness go away? Will this be forever? Am I really nothing to everyone?

[sayounara-minna]

i wish i was better: prettier, skinnier, more intelligent… everyday is a battle with myself. what does it even feel like to be comfortable in your own skin?

[depression-healthy-carrier]

i’m h̶u̶r̶t̶                                                                                                                  i’m d̶y̶i̶n̶g̶                                                                                                              i’m s̶u̶i̶c̶i̶d̶a̶l̶                                                                                                              i’m d̶e̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶e̶d̶                                                                                                      i’m u̶n̶l̶o̶v̶e̶d̶                                                                                                          i’m s̶c̶a̶r̶e̶d̶                                                                                                            i’m u̶g̶l̶y̶                                                                                                                i’m l̶o̶n̶e̶l̶y̶                                                                                                                  i’m w̶o̶r̶t̶h̶l̶e̶s̶s̶                                                                                                        i’m fine 

[bakwaaas]

Personally the thing I hate most about social media, is that it can cause you to subconsciously compare your life to everyone else’s. You see people your age or people you went to school with, succeeding in areas that you haven’t, achieving life goals and milestones that you haven’t reached. Life isn’t a race or a competition. But comparing yourself to others can make you feel disheartened about where your life is going, or pressured/stressed that you haven’t achieved a certain thing as though there’s a time limit on it. In this way, social media can be bad for your mental health and state of mind. It’s also why I don’t share a lot of more personal achievements or happiness, because I don’t want to be the cause of anyone’s sadness.

[errantryyyy]

What i feel right now

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[maleenkatharina]

“I miss being someones favorite person.”

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[damn-useless-pandas-blog]

My Fear

My one true fear is that no matter how hard I try and no matter what I do i will always have to be the person that has to text first or that when someone is messaging me ill be the one they forget to message back and that no matter how many friends I have I have at school my true number of friends will always remain 0 and that this is how it is for me. Always being the one to text first, never be the thought of someone when they miss someone, will always be left out unless I force my way in. It’s that everyone will move on with no memory or care for me and ill be left behind still struggling to be noticed…

[oatmilfcoffee]

feels // spotify // apple music

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[latenights]

I love people who teach me something new. Expand my mind. Talk to me about the universe. Share your dreams with me. Take me on a mental trip.

[kina-saurus]

“One of the best feelings is knowing that you’re wanted. Knowing that someone wants to talk to you, wants to know how you’re doing, wants to see you. Whether they pick up the phone to send you a quick text or stop by your house to catch up, someone or something reminded them of you specifically. It just feels really nice to know that you’ve been on someone’s mind and that they care enough to let you know that.”

—

[tmpoem]

“i am depressed i am sad saying i have depression out loud for the world to hear is like baring my soul something i simply cannot do i don’t want people to see the thoughts in my head i wish i could hear silence for just one day”

— t.m.

[love-personal]